NOW THIS IS SO NEW,,, I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF NOT TO THINK AGAIN... EVEYTIME I TRIED TO LET GO OF THINGS, IT HUNTS ME BACK I WAS TRYING NOT TO BE OPTIMISTC ABOUT THAT STUFF BUT IT KEEPS ON ComING BACK...IT MAKES ME TIRED KNOWING THAT THERE'S NOthing... HAVE TO START IT OVER AGAIN TO MAKE MY LIFE MORE EASY FOR ME...the hardest thing to do NOW IS TO START AT THE LOWEST PART OF YOUR LIFE... AND I WAS THERE...
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ALL THE TIME I WAS HOPING TO BE HAPPY WITH SOMEBODY WHO DOESN'T EVEN CARE... I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THIS HUMAN IS TRYING SO HARD TO MOVE ME AWAY IN REALITY THAT I USED TO LEAVE AT...NOW I HAVE MY OWN WAYS OF REFRESHING MYSELF SO AS MY LIFE PER.SE!
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I HAVE TO SAY THAT AFTER MY NIGHTMARES AND TRAGIC MOMENTS FINALLY IT FADE OFF... WANNA KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I HAVE ACCEPTED THE FACTS, AND NEXT STEP IS TO DEFINE "ME"... IT WILL TAKE AWHILE BUT IT SOON IT WAS "ME" WHO NEEDS THIS ALOT. THANKS TO YOU MORTAL...
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AT THIS POINT I CAN HARDLY DESCRIBE ABOUT WHO I REALLY AM.. I HAVE JUST LOST MY SOUL FOR AWHILE... I WAS TRYING TO PUT IT BACK AGAIN... SO THAT I CAN SAY SOMETHING IN THIS SPACE... I DO HAVE A BROKEN VEIN RIGHT NOW... THAT CONNECTS MY HEART AND MY BRAIN. IT WAS NOTHING... I CAN STILL SURVIVE WITHOUT A DOUBT... I HAVE BEEN WASHED-OUT BECAUSE OF THIS MORTAL TRYING TO BE AN IMMORTAL!
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