-i tell myself i have reached an age, the age of unreliable menace. the world is full of abandoned meanings. in the commonplace i find unexpected themes and intensities.
white noise - delillo
also, im thinking bout infinity a lot lately. i cant tell if im getting smarterer or dumberer about it though.
I love the way you leave the top buttons
of youR linen suit undone and
Roll joints in youR study,
James SpadeR
I love the way you dRink scotch and
smack youR bitch up,
James SpadeR
I love the way you weaR no socks with
youR dock shoes and go tRap shooting
and duck hunting,
James SpadeR
I love the way you lean on youR poRsche and
thRow Raucous paRties because money is no object,
James SpadeR
Blane told you you weRe shit, but I
think youR'e hot shit,
James SpadeR
I love the way you cuRL youR tongue and
dRaw a stogie from youR soft pack
as the wind sweeps thRough youR quasi-mullet,
James SpadeR
I love the way you
walk in slow-mo and
the wind sweeps youR delicious haiR
James SpadeR
I love the way you
bonance with no caRes and
youR knee and youR tongue
and the hands in youR pockets
and you spit on the
flooR but no one stops
you because you own the woRld
James SpadeR
YouR monotone voice
and the way you say "shit"
James SpadeR
YouR swaggeR as you pull
youR suit tight acRoss
youR ass, the toss of
youR jhiRmac beautiful
bounce back haiR,
James SpadeR
I love youR post-coital lounging in a Robe
in youR paRents' bed as you tell heR
she's woRthless,
James SpadeR
janis joplin, jimi hendrix, the beatles, the doobies, led zep, jon spencer blues explosion, the white stripes, radiohead, jana hunter, the beastie boys, gil scott-heron, beck, otis redding, tenacious d, eugene mcdaniels, RORY MERRIT STITT, the walkmen, crosbystills&nash, prince, liz phair, the flamin lips, jeff buckley, grizzly bear, whatever i heard in your car yesterday, tv on the radio, yo la tengo, billy fucking squire, jay crossley, some of those local houstontex whips bands you hear so much about.
jesus' son, dream with the fishes, hurlyburly, harold & maude, the lost boys, raising arizona, the big lebowski, the royal tenebaums, true colors, gladiator (yes i know, but remember how much it blew yr effin mind the first time you saw that shaky camera and all that blood), the kentucky fried movie, me you & everybody we know. also, i just saw smokin' aces, which is only redeemable by Jason Bateman's genius in that one scene. jesus, he's good.
my tee vee is broke now, so mostly im watching a crap ton of documentaries on da google video.
but before that: band of brothers, home movies, six feet under, the west wing, trailer park boys, its always sunny in philadelphia, independent lens, the territory, frontline, and about 1/3rd of charlie rose's programs.
tom robbins, kurt vonney, marquis de sade, e. hemingway, henry val miller, haruki murakami, palahniuk, don delillo, sedaris, ur mom, the norton anthology of contemp fiction, frankl, tom wolfe, harper's, the back of the front page of the paper. i recently went back and read all the books from the copious amount of lit classes i took in college but didnt so much "finish and or get like a 'grade' for." i guess im ready for da final now.
Texas Guinan, Storm Large, Ze Frank, W. Churchill, Lenny Bruce, Nathan Chambers, and the undeniable James SpadeR.