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Lock & Load

Sticks&StonesMayBreakMyBonesButWhips&ChainsXiteMe

About Me

"Cast out this wicked dream which has ceased my heart"I am somehow cynical and romantic at the same time. I love laughing till I can't breath, being bowled over by passion that makes my knees weak and my temples tingle. I have an incurable sweet tooth, I still make snow angels, look for four leaf clovers and fall and scrape my knees when rollerskating. There is a short circuit in my defense mechanism, I can open a beer bottle with my forearm and I have a deceptive skeletal system; I can fit in unusually small spaces and through the teeniest of windows."And then the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful then the risk it took to blossom"- Anas nin Her skin is white cloth, and she's all sewn apart and she has many colored pins sticking out of her heart.She has many different zombies who are deeply in her trance. She even has a zombie who was originally from France. But she knows she has a curse on her, a curse she cannot win. For if someone gets too close to her,the pins stick farther in. a ..

My Interests

Painting,decorating,auto mechanics,VW's,boxing,napping,clothing design,star gazing, Falling painfully in love then picking myself up....putting myself back together and doing it all over again, driving my convertable, strong hands, Blowing bubbles ,skinny dipping at sunrise bonfires at sunset,taking long baths,picasso,baking,cooking,animals,tattoos, hockey, Archery, Knive throwing, Tree Climbing, divine intervention, Karmic retribution..SNOW STORMS!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

If you can make me laugh, a genuine, stomach cramping, pee trickling, I can not fucking breath laugh, well then there is a good chance we can be friends. I have love, I have lust, I am ready for like. Someone to scar my skin and not my heart. Artists, writers, playmates, co-conspirators, partners in crime. Anyone content with who and where they are. Those who challenge me and make me want more, Salvador Dali, Man Ray, Anne Sexton, Pablo Picasso, Jeff Buckley so that he can sing me to sleep with a sweet lullaby

Music:

James, The cure, David Grey, Movie soundtracks, Loui Prima, Mazzy Star, The Pogues, The Cowboy Junkies, Grant Lee Buffalo, GnR, Jeff Buckley, Josh Rouse, The Smiths, The Killers, Damian Rice, Nick Drake, NIN, New Order, Cat Stevens, Hooverphonic, Cocoa Rosie, The The, Clap your hands say yeah, Goldfrapp, Hanz Zimmer, The Pixies, Van Morrison, De La Sol, Brand Nubian, Bjork, The Frames, Fiona Apple, Zero 7, 5 6 7 8's, The strokes, Primal scream, Her space holiday , Nina Simon, Sigor Ros, Ray LaMontane, pete Yorn, Death Cab For Cutie, Yo La Tengo, The postal service, Stars, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, She wants revenge, Bloc Party, Snow Patrol, The Faint, Radiohead, Mates Of State, Bob Dylan, Lilly Allen, Bob Marley, NOFX, The bouncing souls, The Clash, Edith Piaf, Yves Montand, Esthero, Heavenly, Janes Addiction, Joy Division, Mike Ness, Rancid, The Stones, Superchunk. . .

Movies:

Anything David Lynch or Tim Burton, Amelie, Henry and June,Secretary,Donnie Darko, Slapshot, Young Blood, Eulogy, Rushmore, The Royal Tenenbaums, White, Red, Blue, The Wonder Boys, Harold and Maude, Igby goes down, Dangerous Liaisons, All Hal Hartly films, Kill Bill 1&2

Television:

As time goes by, I realize that television does not have the numbing effect on my brain that it used to. . . this saddens me greatly

Books:

"She herself was a victim of that lust for books which rages in the breast like a demon and which can not be stilled save by the frequent and plentiful acquisition of books. This passion is more common, and more powerful then most people suppose. Book lovers are thought by unbookish people to be gentle and unworldly, and perhaps a few of them are so. But there are others who will lie and scheme and steal to get books as wildly and unconscionably as the dope-taker in pursuit of his drug. They may not want the books to read immediately or at all; they want them to posses, to range on their shelve, to have at command. They want books as a Turk is thought to want concubines; not to be hastily deflowered, but to be kept at their masters call, and enjoyed more often in thought than in reality." -Robertson Davies. All and every, the more books the better. Science, psychology, art, photography, biography, reference, Ovid's Metamorphosis, Pablo Neruda, Anne Sexton, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Sylvia Plath, Anais Nin, E.E. Cummings and many many more

Heroes:

WILL

My Blog

I am madly in love!!!!!!!

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Posted by Lock & Load on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 07:18:00 PST

The way to my heart.......


Posted by Lock & Load on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 01:36:00 PST

Yet another moving quote

" By loving what and when we truly love, we continue to transform ourselves and our passion for life. If we allow imagination to run, to seed, or if our compassion and ability to love perish, we cease...
Posted by Lock & Load on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 01:09:00 PST

Why can't there be more men like Pablo Neruda?

The Queen I have named you queen. There are taller than you, taller. There are purer than you, purer. There are lovelier than you, lovelier. But you are the queen. When you go through the stre...
Posted by Lock & Load on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 06:20:00 PST

Our Inner child

If you have the chance I highly advise spending the day with a child. It will raise your spirits and bring you back to a place of jubilation. I was fortunate enough to spend my day drawing on walls,pl...
Posted by Lock & Load on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST