Im fun, full of life and willing to share. I have four kids and proud of it even though you cannot tell. I model part time for a living and just went through a divorce and hating men...well one in particular and his name is Christopher James Braund and may he rot in hell. Never trust a man ladies, they arent worth it unless they can prove it over and over again....Finally, my whole world has changed. I didnt think life wanted to hand me a fair deal but I was wrong. Anyways, im looking to have good clean fun. I am what I am and no one will ever change me. On a milder note,I love to go out with my friends once in a while. My favorite places to go is Jazz'd and Sorry Charlies and most of all, BarBar. I love to dance and be around alot of crazy fun people. I love to laugh, tell jokes, cuddle,take long showers, candlelit bubble baths, make love in the rain and in public places and talk till the early morning. I really love to spend time with my kids and once upon a time, with my ex husband when he was around, but who cares now. But thats really ok, cause now I couldnt be any more happier then I am right now. I just finished shooting a film in CA and can really say that when it premiers next summer, it will probably raise some major controversy! But you know me, I really dont care. I am ready for the ride, the paparazzi and the lifestyle change....being a celebrity could never sound or be more rewarding!!!! Just keep watching me and see where life takes me! Hopefully you will be along for the ride! I am certainly one step closer to moving to CA! For those of you who dont like my lifestyle, too bad. Get over it and find someone else to talk about! I really dont feel like dealing with the drama! Oh yeah and for those of you who accuse me of being a bad mom, fuck yourselves....Their stepmom glorifies herself and has brainwashed my kids, well one day she will be in for a big surprise....they only are there cause their dad forces them to but soon enough all that will change. I love my kids and need them in my life always and I will always be their MOMMY and their only one! For my friends, sorry you had to read this but its about time people understand the misery and torment I go through. I have on my warshoes and its time to dance! Cross your fingers for me....its about to get bumpy..........
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'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com*********Conspiracy of Burnt Tears****************Trembling and feeling the burn of the fallen moistureFrom under the delicate lids incredibly unsureForgetting about the tossing and turningof the countless sleepless nightsWatching and tearing herself apartThrough her blurry red eyes she resents her sightsEmotional and un-abandoned she remains overwhelmed with self-shameBruised and bewildered, un-amused and terribly changedShe wonders if she will ever be the sameHer life has become a room of unanswered questionsThat leads to open answers and extreme spectrums of emotionsLying alone she wonders whyshe chose and continues to accept an uncontrollable demiseHelpless yet hopeful she holds onto her goalwith a painful grip she can feel where her pain liesShe knows, for the wind could blow through this empty spacethat is blocking out her simple unselfish desiresHer patience is countless yet broken I'm sureAs she lets her heart follow what her fate conspires***************************************************
*Thank you for being a part of my life, a part of my journey!a
