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dear meegs;
We're no longer kids with no worries. we're older with feelings and emotional responsibilities. The molds change as we grow older by the day. The world doesn't have the same outlook as it did yesterday, but we're still here. We're not dead yet. We have more chances to win than shots at failure. We may be walking mistakes, we may be the kids that are the longshots.
This here is life. A connection of days, months, and years filled with things you strive to remember and live to forget. All mixed together and thrown in with days that you can't ever remember, fillers to the excitement, pauses until the disaster. And if you laid it all out on pen and paper, what would it mean to you?
my life.
♥
When it comes down to who really matters in life, I have one main person that I will always think of. I won't lie, he's been a jerk to me before and he broke my heart the first time I met him. You know what happened after that? I tried to break his heart and fell in love. Life really doesn't get any better than that. The feelings that we share aren't there because of the haircut [because we've both have had bad haircuts in the time we've dated], or the lighting [it will change from stage to car to homes], or the music [because everyone knows we don't always agree]. I've found the one person I can fully trust, the best friend I never had, and the one that brings me back to reality. He's the only person that I'm not scared of riding in a car with, I can talk about anything with him, and he's the most selfless person I have ever met. The sad truth, you will never meet someone else like him, and I'm not saying that because I'm dating him.
This kid, he’s the answer to just about all of my prayers, he keeps a constant smile on my face and gives me butterflies in my stomach every time I see him. He’s got problems with all religions, not just mine, and that makes my life better because I get a chance to talk about God [and drive him just a little bit insane.] He’s the yin to my yang, the water to my fire, and I won’t say he’s perfect, but he does complete me. I don’t think I can live without him, but I do know I can live without seeing him for five weeks. The distance between us just makes the relationship so much more because when I see him, nothing else matters. He’s taught me more in my life than anyone else has, and he keeps a smile on my face. If you meet him, you’ll most likely fall in love with his personality and if you don’t, there’s a chance that you’re a little bit mental.
Oh, his name's Connor and the crazy thing is, he loves me.