red light green light |
ok so ur driving down the preverbial road that we call life and u see a red light, and ur ok with the fact that it's red and for now in this moment things are going to stop and stay this way for a whi...
Posted by Smashley on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 06:57:00 PST |
people lie |
when i was little they told me i could be anything i wanted to bepeople liethey fed me lies of a god that cares, have faith ashleypeople lieas i got older they told me things will get betterpeople lie...
Posted by Smashley on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 07:18:00 PST |
afterlife |
i was talking to someone about religion and life and death today and found myself dwelling on what do i really believe? this is what i came up with. everything is made up of energy and energy never di...
Posted by Smashley on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 03:52:00 PST |
emo |
sitting on the shower floor as black tears fall on the white tile, as the mask i was wearing washes away. my heart ripped from my chest, beating in my hands. i think about the man with whom id spent t...
Posted by Smashley on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 08:55:00 PST |
new |
i'm sitting here watching my daughter play with her new toy. she studies it, touches it and then smiles. for her everyday is something new, more to learn and shes just taking it all in. she doesnt kno...
Posted by Smashley on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 09:09:00 PST |
i need direction... i think i may be lost |
Last night while talking to a friend i took a cheap shot at him and made fun him about one of his hobbies. it was a joke and in no way was it meant to offend but he said something to me that for some ...
Posted by Smashley on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 12:28:00 PST |
holy shit when did i turn 25 |
i remember being little and being just happy. happy to run around the yard playing with bubbles and chasing around poor unsuspecting insects putting them in a bag shaking them up and then watching the...
Posted by Smashley on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 08:24:00 PST |
one week until serenity |
i cant wait to go to the beach run out into the ocean and just have everything get washed away. every wave that hits me all my problems and shitty memories from the last couple of years will drift awa...
Posted by Smashley on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 01:09:00 PST |
why you will never meet a decent guy at the bar |
i feel the need to share my wisdom today. i recently had a conversation with a girl i work with...lets call her rainbow brite or rb for short. We are both servers at a somewhat popular bar in medina. ...
Posted by Smashley on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 12:07:00 PST |
a surprising revalation |
since i had my baby im not going to lie, i have felt a bit insecure. my body is not what it once was. i didnt think men would find me attractive, but they do. i keep getting hit on. and though i am no...
Posted by Smashley on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 11:56:00 PST |
