Preview for the Akon and Plies "Hypnotized" Video(I'm towards the end in the car scene)"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, And forget about the one's who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, than let it."Everyone makes mistakes...no matter how wonderful things may look from the outside looking in, there's always more to the story than what you see. The last 2 years of my life has definately been a crazy ride...love, heartbreak, short skirts, parties, clubs, fights, arguments and boyfriends...those wonderful years of straight up teenage rebellion...do I regret it? Yes, I do...to a certain extent...but in all honesty, I really don't, because it made me the beautiful person I am now. "Back then," yea, I guess you can say I was kinda "out there" and "wild," but like I said...we all learn from our mistakes, and sometimes we have to experience things for ourself before we fully grasp that complete concept of what reality really is. For me, there's no way to go but up, so STOP TRYING TO HOLD ME DOWN.Singing, Dancing, Rapping, Modeling, and School
I'd like to meet:
DON'T JUDGE MEI am a beautiful, educated, young black woman...and I love showing this. I love everything about myself, and usually people hate this about me. I love my eyes, my nose, my smile, my hair, my stomach, my curves, my legs, my personality....I LOVE IT ALL!!! And i'm not afraid to show it!!! When alot of people see me, they immeadiately want to JUDGE me. They say i'm cocky, i'm conceited, i'm hoochie, i'm trashy, all I want is attention....I hear it all the time, from my enemies, my friends, my aquaintances...EVERYONE!! But truth is, no matter how many people say those things about me, it doesn't phase me because I KNOW that that is NOT me. As a model, I take beautiful, classy, sexy pictures...and I know models are stereotyped as being one way, just a pretty face, no brains, and a easy piece of a--, but i'm here to disprove this...you can be beautiful, intellegent, independent and NOT a "hoe", even though those not involved in this industry will try to convince you otherwize, just because they read the book "Confessions of a Video Vixen" by a chick who's nick name is "SuperHead." Another thing is, body image is EVERYTHING in this industry...UNFORTUNATELY. But what these people fail to realize, is that not all beauty comes in a size 2. I am proud to say that no, I AM NOT your average waif model, and YES I DO have a little bit of meat on my bones, but yet I embrace EVERY curve, flaw, and unique "feature" on my body. I'm giving you one presence on my photos,that sexy, alluringly seductive side,but meet me in person, and you will walk away knowing that I am the biggest goofball in the world that just happens to take pretty pictures and has a KILLER runway walk...I AM the Black Jenny McCarthy...lol...to make it short, modeling is ACTING. Many people have put me down, and told me what I can or can't do in life, and I have proved them wrong every time. With each negative word or comment that comes toward my way, it only makes me STRONGER. I am young. I am educated. I am black...I am a beautiful person. Please...don't judge me before you really get to know me...there's alot to me on the outside...but there's an even greater treasure on the inside...In the words of my good friend, Nycole Valentina:"It's true that I dress very sexy. That's how I like to dress. It doesn't make me who I am. People are so easy to judge you by what you look like, when in reality... the people that are the first to cast stones, are usually the ones that truly ARE the names and titles they try to place upon others. I know what I do, and that to me is all that matters. I can be sexy without having sex. I am who I am. I have no regrets, simply because I have nothing to regret. When judgment day comes, the truth will be told."The people who need to sit back and think about this startment...you know who you are...and I do too...
Music:
My favorite Music iz Mainly Hip-Hop, Rap, and R&B and some select rock and country songs
Movies:
My Favorite Movies Are: The color Purple, Honey, You Got Served, Menace to Society, House party, Stomp the Yard, and Boys in the Hood
Television:
My favorite T.V. Shows are: America's Next top Model, and So You Think You Can Dance
Books:
My Main Bookz Are Anything by Zane, K'Wan, and Eric Jerome Dickey
Heroes:
Other than my parents and the elders before me, my hero would have to be dancer, choreograpgher, and actor Darrin Henson. This man is truly beautiful inside and out. After meeting him yesterday, I found out that he is more than a awesome dancer...he is also and educated black man, and speaks about the most important thing in life...KNOWLEDGE. After his speech, I started to cry. Why did I cry?? I cried because through his words, I realized that I needed to get my life on track by pushing for what I wanted in life...what makes me happy...and exactly how to get it. I swear...I will never make another excuse in my life because of this man and his wise words. From this experience i've learned to tackle obstacles in my life head-on and to never back down....and in those times of rejection take it as a learning experience that will only make me stronger. Darrin Henson and his speech have definately become two huge landmarks in my life...and thanks to him, I'm going to live my life the way I intend to live it and nothings going to stop me.
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