american dream. american idiot.

About Me

Walt Whitman (from Leaves of Grass)
Beginners /and the funny part is...I may be here for a year...I may not even relate it to stay in another country...but it still & always works/
How they are provided for upon the earth, (appearing at intervals;)
How dear and dreadful they are to the earth;
How they inure to themselves as much as to anyâ€”What a paradox appears their age;
How people respond to them, yet know them not;
How there is something relentless in their fate, all times;
How all times mischoose the objects of their adulation and reward,
And how the same inexorable price must still be paid for the same great purchase
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Hey...I'm Anita...I originally come from Prague Yeah, I'm currently living in Piscataway, which is in New Jersey (just for the case that you've never heard of it :D :D :D). Yep, there are some better places to enjoy the last years when you don't have to consider the price of your toothpaste to fit into ur students' monthly budget...but it's actually not that bad. Woohoo! Took me three months to say! xD *blush...please excuse the city girl xD*
I'm a big mouth. Indeed, everybody says xD. Sincere, straightforward, usually with some kind of a point, but...time to time a lil inappropriate o.O xD o.O
I'm an Aquarious...and pretty much can associate myself with its characterics...
I might be a dreamer, but I know I'm damn too good just to sit on my butt and fantasize...I can & will reach what I wish & get where I want to!
Yes, you could say i'm pretty confident:)... **well...maybe besides romantic relationships o.O o.O** ...
Maybe that's why some people confuse my initial timidity with arrogance...that's not right...just being observant, for i'm not good at initializing conversations with new people etc...doesn't mean there's no interest, though...once I get some solid ground under my feet and get to know a person...I'm so extroversive that some folks get startled xD xD...yea xD, that's what I've been told....Jesus! Startled! xD o.O o.O
Prague 2006 with my sweethearts
with Lucy :))...don't look at the glass on the table, this is not any drunk grotesque gesture...but our completely conscious moment of adoration xD x))
my lovely leopard kittie Sari:)...you know, there are people you just love way too much to care for your cut head at the picture xD
and with our dear Ezechiel...because striped kids do it better xD xD!

My Interests

doing things that matter; meeting interesting people; inflamed discussions or 'philosophizing' until sunrise :o); m u s i c, concerts for small audience with that especial atmosphere; crowdsurfing at huge festivals; travelling; English & Czech language, French; literature & 'decoding' poetry xD; nature & animals; biology; psychology; photography; wondering on fresh air & hanging out in tea houses and galleries;...
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I'd like to meet:

Open minded people.
People with strong handshake :o).
People who will smack my head when I start bitching about stuff o.O
Humorous, Not afraid to express their opinions, Individual, Enthusiastic, Genuine, With own Taste, Artistic, Who Know More than I do...such that I can Adore...such that I can Respect...such, who Challenge me.

Music:

Dresden Dolls, Diary of Dreams, Placebo, Faith and the Muse, Diva Destruction, Cinema Strange, VNV Nation, The Cruxshadows, Girls Under Glass, The Birthday Massacre, Bauhaus, Persephone, Hungry Lucy, Clan Of Xymox, Joy Division, Kidneythieves, The Old Dead Tree, Tiamat, Emilie Autumn, Mindless Self Indulgence, Type O Negative, Nirvana, 4 Non Blondes, The 69 Eyes, System Of a Down, Waltari, No Use For a Name, Apoptygma Berzerk, Aerosmith...and on and on and on
& always interested to hear some good new rock (various sorts), darkwave or...basically any music done with passion

Movies:

Gia, Butterfly Effect, Seven, 21 Grams, The Pianist *which is a wonderful book, too*, People vs. Larry Flint, Hair, Corpse Bride, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Closer, Queen Of The Damned, The Holiday, Edward Scissorhands, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Devil's Advocate, and...lol..yea..however stupid it may seem to you...I still love Bridget Jones Diary x))

Television:

*I don't really watch Tv here...sooo many better ways to waste your time*
But thwo things I loved:
M*A*S*H...unbeatable =)...so much more than a sitcom...
*actually, in Czech version they expunged that idiotic sitcom laughter o.O...it's so annoying o.O*
Nip/Tuck...hahaha...yeah, you can laugh...nevermind...watching the surgeries is just fascinating :o) o.O

Books:

there are many many more...these influenced me a lot at some point, though:

Virgins of Paradise (B.Wood)
The Cement Garden (Ian McEwan)
Stolen Lives: Twenty Years in a Desert Jail (Malika Oufkir with M.Fitoussi)
Yo! (J.Alvarez)
*always enchanting:*
Neil Gaiman
Guy de Maupassant
E.A.Poe
Anne Rice
E.M.Remarque
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& various poetry...depends on mood

Heroes:

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My Blog

Simple Psychology Assignment...

There it goes, if I say simple I mean simple, no exquisite vocabulary, no big metaphores... Fear of losing the ones that I loveFear that the day before yesterday was the best day of my life...F...
Posted by american dream. american idiot. on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 08:49:00 PST

Being tagged with the "10 weirdest things about you" survey

Tag, You're it!!!Each player of this game starts with the "10 weird things about you". People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things as well as state this rule clearly. In th...
Posted by american dream. american idiot. on Tue, 29 May 2007 02:00:00 PST

This is cool (from Louise)

This is interesting...even that interesting, that i'll post it here to keep, instead of a bulletin. =) There's more to read after you click on it, if somebody's extremely bored or wanna try out on his...
Posted by american dream. american idiot. on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 04:25:00 PST