I DONT WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY
cuz i kno if u were wit me;;u would be
to grab my attention, all you have to do is SMILE
»The Name« Sarah aka ((SarYah))..or from Lee Bottom's Up!!
»Age«19
»The Look«
I'm not one to fit into some certain label..one day u'll see me in shorts n a corona shirt, the next day in sketched up jeans, couple lacey tanks n beads, and the next in jean skirt wit black knee spandex and a rocker t...i dress however i feel like *plus depending on how much time i have*. If I could, I'd own a whole closet of jackets && purses && shades && jewlerly ...lol i ♥ accesorizing. ....otherwise just check out the pics
»The Attitude«
FUNNY♣sweet♣friendly♣spontaneous♣wil d♣sensitive♣outgoing♣kind♣silly&club s;
loving♣impatient♣saucy♣REAL
»The Life«
Well as everything goes..u cant always have what u want at the same time. Well sometime u can and thats what im aiming for right now. Im doing good. I've got a place lined up to move out too. With one of my best friends amanda. Place is pretty decent for us too and has been nice so far. I'm also in a relationship with someone who cares for me alot and likes me for me. We've recently started dating but i kno this one is a keeper. The only thing that sucks is that i have to adapt and change my old ways but HEY im up for it. I just dont want anything to be different between me and my friends becuz i still think the same ((friends before anythin)) They are always there for me and kno me and will never judge me...well ya they will but the few out there, i love to death and will never kno what id do with out them. but im growing up and some things have to change. also the thing that sucks is that im unemployed now and new a full time job..i need to get my head into things and focus more...I HATE THE WINTER!!! lets just say that...i cant wait til the summer cuz i kno it will be awesome...i cant wait becuz i kno ill have my own place, ill have a job, ill have my friends, and ill have my chuckie.. »The Situation«
Taken and happy. I aimed in 2006 to find someone...failed three times and right before 06 ended, he happened in my life. I kno we've only been together for a lil bit now but i kno he is good to me and will be. we are two complete different people but have the same morality and samme wants and needs and same feelings...OPPOSITES ATTRACT, thats for sure. he fills what i dont have and i do the same..thats why i think we're so good:-p
8/06...hErE I gO AgAIn...gIvIng sOmEOnE my trUst...Only tO gEt hUrt again
12/06...Eenie Meenie Mineey Moe...Which one of these guys should go..give one a try again or try something new...eenie meenie mineey moe
what happened to us
i thought we were fine
by the way that u acted
i thought u were mine
we would lay in bed
in each other arms
i wouldnt wanna do anything
id always ignore the alarm
u would reach for my hand
and hold it tight
but now i dont understand
why we are in this 'fight'
u dont understand
how much this hurts
how did i bypass
that u were just a flirt
how did i misread everything
and take up all ur lies
why am i writing this now
tears falling from my eyes
when we were together
i was the happiest i could be
my friends did notice the smiles
until just recently
i hate that i gotta go threw this
it happens way too many times
why dont i just end it all
take a puff or do a line
becuz in that stage of me
im free of all this pain
cuz when it come to my life and dating
everything is simply; vain
Pretend for once that you jumped outta ur shoes in mine for a day to be me
Pretend for once that when you look in the mirror you didnt like what you see
Pretend that you never went a month with that special someone in your life
Pretend that you didn't even have a guy noticing your site
Pretend that all your friends around you were involved in a relationship
And the one that you'd "consider" came crashing down which was just a friendship
Pretend that you would have to lie in order to let everyone be happy
Pretend the crys at night aren't nothing out of the ordinary
Pretend that you have to live with two secrets no one doesn't know
Think how you always share your emotions, but me you need to pretend and not show
Pretend that you never told anyone about your thoughts or how you feel
Im asking you if you would ever think that this was real
You believe I get happiness from what i say
but really this is how i live life and how i go on everyday
what happened to all those good times
and where did they go
now its all a memory
and we have nothing left to show
but there are times when we do recap the past
and i kno that we both feel that at those times it should last
becuz we may not have been meant to be
but let the good times roll and quit damnit fuckin wit me
i dont kno how i can ever recover
from all the pain u gave me i had to suffer
but to know we arent even talkin and that we arent even friends
im thinkin to myself could this be the end
of what once was you and what once was i
when we were always together and never let a day pass by
now we walk pass each other while looking away
im wondering will this continue to go on everyday
we look at each other as if we dont know who we are
even tho we can feel each other's presence from a far
i dont kno if u are even thinking of me
but i cant stop u from letting it be
like this cuz i dont kno how u can treat me unlike the rest
but i hope that someday this will stop and we can start a fresh