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Mahlayna was my first child and the love of my life. She was an angel and no matter who met her they always called her just that. Her smile could make even the grumpiest old man take a minute to smile and think about the good in life. She made me want to become more than i was at the time. To live life right and make her proud and happy. When she was near it was like there is no evil in this world. When i first seen my baby in the hospital i couldnt beleive i had made something so beautiful and absolutly perfect. She brought me and Todd together and helped us help ourselves and no one not even god could have done that. She passes away to a severe asthma attack in the middle of the night. Please keep her in your prayers....I love you BABY!!! Love Always N 4Ever,MommyRIP BABY GIRL 4/18/08-9/18/08
So I figured its about time for me to change this whole about me thing.... So I am 20 years old...engaged to the most handsome man (Todd Salinas) and we are starting our family ...I am a mother my daughter, Mahlayna Leah Salinas, passed away 9/18/08 due to a severe asthma attach in the middle of the night ... I work at Mid America Books in North Mankato ... I live in LeHiller with my fiance and our kitties ... We dont have much but we have eachother and our family and friends ... Just started my second semester at SCC for Administrative Management ... So life is busy with working full time, going to school full time and being a decent person ... I dont have time for stupid shit or room for it in my life ... I am a straight forward kinda girl and dont like drama or games ... I have my own issues to deal with ... Anyways Im real and straight up and if you dont like that then i am not the right person to talk to ... You aint gotta lie to kick it!?!?!?!
IN LOVING MEMORY OF ANDREW ANDERSON WE ALL LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU WILL BE MISSED...YOU ARE ONE HELL OF A KID AND MEAN THE WORLD TO US ALL 5/31/2008
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Im lookin to meet new people ... from everywhere! As long as you aint about drama! I don't need none of that stuff in my life...I got enough to deal wit as it is...

I wanna meet girls and guys ... basically ... expand my group of friends ... I love meetin new people ... but I am engaged and my fiance and I do have a beautiful baby girl ... We are planning to have more in the future and we will never part people say love doesnt last when you have been through the stuff we have it does ...

My Blog

Dreading the 18th...

So April 18th is mahlayna's birthday and it is most definatley taking a toll on me ... def. doesnt help i am 4 months prego and my emotions are going crazy ... i can see how hard this time is on todd ...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Apr 2009 14:12:00 GMT

It feels ok ...

So right before new years i was sitting with todd and we were watching house bunny ... awesome by the way ... i suddenly smelt mahlaynas smell on his skin ... what is weird is just the other day i was...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 12:46:00 GMT

Me & Todd

On another note ... todd and i have been doing better ... we stayed up till 4am last night playing american idol and remembering and talking about our good memories with mahlayna ... we went to eat at...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Dec 2008 21:23:00 GMT

The Holidays

So the holidays have been a hell of a lot harder than we thought they would be ... really missin baby girl right now ... we went to shop ko today and there was a woman with two beautiful little girls ...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Dec 2008 21:07:00 GMT

In Loving Memory Of Mahlayna Leah Salinas

Mahlayna was my first child and the love of my life. She was an angel and no matter who met her they always called her just that. Her smile could make even the grumpiest old man take a minute to smile...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 14:25:00 GMT

Worst day i can remember....

So last night at land of memories god decided to take my little cousin andrew....Andrew was only 16 years old and had his whole life ahead of him....He died of alcohol poisoning.....This is what remin...
Posted by on Sat, 31 May 2008 21:06:00 GMT

Life....

So....the day is so near when i will finally get to set eyes on my daughter....Alot has been goin on....Todd is in treatment i got a new job and shyt is gettin hard....but i know i can do it.....i am ...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 21:47:00 GMT

is my life everyones business???

So yea it seems like everyone around me likes to get involved in my personal shit and it pisses me off.....first you got todds cousin who always has to say a smart remark or somethin totally inappropr...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 19:20:00 GMT

The latest...me...my baby...and my man....

soooo.....last week was a shitty week a doctor told me i was losin my baby.....a good friend of mine got pist off at me and me and todd were fightin....but on a better note.....i went to a different d...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 19:04:00 GMT

News About Me

So as u all know i am workin on my life found out about a week ago i am havin a baby with my current boyfriend todd....if its a girl maria linnea salinas if its a boy david james salinas...go in...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 03:04:00 GMT