MY SUMMER LOVE ♥ ♥ ♥
i got this from EDF♥ ♥ ♥
John,
Dear john, hi wow i havent been on here in a while, but i just desided to write you =). I just wanted to say that i think you are a very amazing, wonderful person, and i love talkin to you. You make me smile everytime i get a text from you and when your name shows up on the caller Id lol.. wow i cant believe im telling you all this stuff, but its tru.......umm i hope that your future is very bright and full of great times, and good memories . i feel that personaly john your a really bright person and, your gana go real for in life, i just hope that you make the right desisions. =) do well in school and never give up! iv been through shit theses last couple of years and let me tell ya it was very hard, dealing with the depression and dealin with my father, idk wats wrong with him but he dosnt wana be part of my life anymore, and truthfully im ok with it, but very confused and sad at the same time........ my mother lives in indiana, and i miss her very much she says shes going to school now, but thats tammy for ya, u never no wats realy goin on in her life, but i believe in her , most of the time. umm......john i just wanted to say that im so thankful to have you as my friend, i know that im probly not as close to you as your other good friends are, but i feel like your my best friend because i can tell you anything , and i love hangin out with, you and i trust you =). your gana make some beautiful girl really happy one day, and i hope you know it when you get her. iv been through so much with shity boyfriends ,and i feel like when i was sad i could just text you or call you and tell you all about it, and you really make me feel better.... john you are probly the only guy who truthfully makes me feel beautiful on the inside and out. =) thank you... And i know sometimes you tell me that you dont think your all that attractive, but , john if you only knew how amazing and very beautiful you realy are inside and out. .....umm john im sure you all ready know, that i like you, more than a friend, truthfully , i always have john. you make me smile just hearing your voice on the phone. i no this is probly throwing you off, and probly shoking you reading this but i just wanted to tell you all this stuff, so you would no. omg im so nervus writing this write now lol. idk if i can push send.....lol , that night when i snuck out and seen , you wow i was so damn nervus you have no idea lol, but you made me feel so relaxed like you were there to take care of me..lol wow this is gay . well ima stop writeing before i loss my nerve lol. ttyl
Love, erika
p.s write bak please =)
HURRICANE REPRESENTA
I LOVE YOU
n-e-1 you'll watch with me
i like all kinds of books [:
1st~ I Start Wit God He Is The Reason I Am Who I Am
And The Only Reason I Made It 2 Where I Am Now He Has All Of My Love
2nd~ Now Dat Would Have 2 Be My Momz We Been Thru A Lot
I Kno And I've Seen You At Your Top As Well As Your Bottom
But No Matter Wat The Problem You Have Alwayz Found A Way And I Kno I Never Say It But Momma I LOVE YOU!!!!
I LOVE ME MOMMY
my momma iz by far the reason i am here 2day
she'z da reason i am wat i am
she'z my life and ill neva leave her side
3rd~ My Sisterz Quita And Tisha If It Wouldnt For You Two I Dont Kno How My Life Would Have Turned Out I Have One I Can Talk Too All The Time *QUITA* And Tisha You're Like My Little Protector When It Comez To You Im Untouchable And I've Alwayz Been The Best You've Seen My Struggle And Now You Witness My Blossoming...I've Made It Thru The Storm And Now I'm Here To Guide Ya'll I LOVE YOU BOTH
4th~ C.J. You Kno You're In Here...My First Cousin We've Flipped This World Togetha It'z Now a No Manz Land I See No Man That Can Go Thru Everything We've Been Thru And Still Come Out Shining Even Thru Our Long Seperation We Prove To Be Jus Alike....You Are My Competition In This World But Let Sum One Else Cross The Path And We'll Destroy 'Em....I LOVE YOU CUZ
5TH~ Now Robert Ya Dont Think I Woulda 4got You Huh? Lolz
If It Wouldnt 4 Rob Da Most Important Part Of My Life I Probably Still Wouldnt Have Achieved He'z Like My Mentor When Im Down He'll Tell Me Da Truth No Sugar Coating He Proved There Iz No Point In Lying Anymore Jus Live LIfe Honest...And If I Didnt Understand Where He Was Coming From He Could Alwayz Prove Wat He Said....Rob I LOVEZ YOU You Are Da Brotha I Need
lifez hard
ya first born dey raise ya
2 love...they teach ya thatz all
you need ya get older and itz
lost da promises are neva kept
anymore and life iz all about them
it getz 2 the point where ya lose ya faith
ya doubt there iz realli a such thing as
love you base your life around not caring
you get hurt so much that like them
no one else matterz except for you and
the onez you keep close.....ya get even older
with this same philosophy till ya find sum1
you wanna share with, someone you to
to be by your side, someone you wish you could
open up too, lifez perfect until they're confused
then once again you say fuck it call up
the next in line and move on who cares
then you leave to go put your head to rest no cares
same person neva loved, never will you go
see a friend sum1 who you first saw as a threat
now a friend and you see him emotionally hurt
no matter how much he laughz and jokes you
truly see it....i neva thought i could care for another
human so much, i neva thought that i would eva use that
damned L word, i neva thought id drop tearz for anotha
nigga, but this is wat it takes, this wat you have to get through
this iz how people like to see you, but my niggz will make
it through i got faith in ya my niggz it was a short tyme but
in that short tyme u made an impact on me you showed me
people can change, you retaught me wat my parents deprived
me of you pulled it out of me what i was scared of, what i knew
was real but i told myself it didnt exist, i cry not b/c im scared
not b/c im hurt, not b/c she doeznt kno how she feelz im cryin
b/c my friend iz gone be w/o his family for 8 monthz, im cryin
b/c i have to see his sisterz and family cry b/c dey wont see
the one they love for 8 monthz, im cryin b/c even tho he's in pain
he still has the strength to smile, i cry b/c i love, i cry b/c ive already
done it once, call me a bitch if wanna ion care but you havent been
sent away from your family, stripped from your rightz to talk to them
you aint have to sit in place where they say they care but could give
a damn about you, ive done this and hate to see him do it.....you alwayz
say you catch the littlest thingz but this tyme i saw it.....i saw the tear drop
you let leak under your smile, but dont worry if no one else knowz or
understandz im here 2 let you kno im ya friend and i care..........no more gamez im me, raw and uncut, and i
refuse to force sum1 to like me i refuse to beg
sum1 to help me, and ill be damned if i let someone
break me
free my niggz Tone Loc