I'm just me. Its nothing I can explain in a little "about me" section. You have to meet me to realize that their are no words to describe me, even though a few will try. But I do cry, bleed, and laugh like a regular person; despite the thinkings of others who assume I feel no pain. At the moment I'm obsessed with Warped and I will quote you anything I can in daily conversation. I have huge dreams and crazy ambitions. Some I know will never happen, I just have to dream about something to give me some sort of hope for the future. People tell me I think and worry too much. But I'm learning that just getting up in the morning and going is a wonderful feeling. Something I thought would never happen. Lots of people aks me how I'm doing. I don't know what to say half the time. But someone taught me that its better to say how your feeling then keep it in. So now I live by it. I'm human. I make mistakes and half the time I'm not unaware until its too late. I drag my pants out of the dirty hamper and wear them. I sing when no one's around. I hurt a lot of people I really care about. I say things I don't mean, and I mean things I don't say. Sometime their are no words. Sometimes all there is, is me. For such a long time that wasen't enough. I wasen't enough anything. But I'm somebody important dammit and you can't treat me like you can't see me. I screw up everything. I feel like no one hurts like me. I smile when my world is falling upon me, and I cry when something makes me happy. I must admit that I believe that I'm a princess because someone once told me I was. I just want to be a princess again. So this is me right now. The stupid sadly hopeless me who is doing everything she can to make things right. The me who just wants to have someone to run to when my world ends. The me who just wants to feel important when no one noticed her. The me who wants true love and the me who is okay with never finding it. The me who has just been broken again. I'm afraid to pick up the pieces, they're sharp.
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