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faded spunk

faded spunk

About Me

real short.real pinay.real female.real music lover.real family oriented.really determined.really sensitive yet really wants to be tougher than she can be.really impatient.real perfectionist.really awake, wide awake and eyes and ears open to everything.real human.really flawed.really not over, so much more inside waiting to come out. i make mistakes, bite my tongue, get proven wrong but i go on. constantly forward, constantly changing...striving to climb higher and higher, get better and better. this is reality: it's on you. and if you want something, you gotta work for it yourself.

My Interests

music, business, fashion, hair, literature, travel, health, people, society, love, life, comedy, and the color green.

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet my creator and whoever is in charge of my fate here on earth...then maybe they can tell me WHAT THE FUCK IT IS I NEED TO DO TO BE ABLE TO MAKE EVERYONE INCLUDING MYSELF HAPPY.....coz i don't seem to know what i'm doing half the time...whether or not my intentions are good, my actions don't seem to be good enough. and for once i'd like to be able to go one day without fuckin' anything up.or maybe meet whoever is able to tell me how to change.

Music:

jazz and blues are what sparked my interest....my father and grandfather played nat king cole, sinatra, davis, coltrane. move to diana krall, norah jones, e fitzgerald
hiphopbaby: tupac, nas, the roots, pharcyde, ll cool j, wutang, missy, kanye, em, bone thugs, mos def, talib, common, outkast (before hey ya!) and more....any tight beat paired with intelligent* rhymes.
rockerchick: beatles, eagles, nirvana, metallica, guns n roses, audioslave, no doubt, blink, nofx, franz, rufio, white stripes, coldplay, incubus, tbs, radiohead, the darkness, velvet revolover, the killers, the used, chili peppers, my chemical romance, mars volta, steriogram, stp, led, jimi
souuuulful: a.keys, marvin, al green, joss stone, jill scott, floetry, musiq soulchild, john legend, eryka badu, heather headley, sade, aaliyah, maroon 5
proud2bepinay: Parokya, Eheads, Lola Ray, Roselle Nava, Side A, BEP, 3rd Key ;)!Slapshock, SessionrOad, Rivermaya, UNKNOWN!!!
with feelings: john mayer, jason mraz, beyonce, the cure, destiny's child, snow patrol, dashboard, weezer, ashlee simpson, alanis, gary jules, jem, pink, c.aguilera, mariah, muse, jack johnson
move somethin: buena vista social club, marley, slightly stoopid, timbaland, NERD, gwen

aaaaaaaaand more. i am very open to all types of music......it's like a drug to me. gimme some more! its like oxygen to me, gimme some more.

Movies:

i like foreign films, intelligent comedy (and those disguised as dumb ass comedies), chick flicks when i'm lonely, action...but not just stuff gettin' blown to bits, it's gotta have some mystery...something to keep my mind workin. profound indie films, the occassional animated, and so on.....not so much into drama, theres enough of that outside the screens dontcha think?

Television:

FRIENDS, Mad About You, The Simpsons, 70's show, Iron Chef, Just Shoot Me, CSI, Recess, Family Guy, Jackass, Late Night W/ Conan, Viva La Bam, any sort of behind the scenes kinda shit....VH1 is my guilty pleasure!

Books:

Summer Sisters, Catcher In The Rye, The DaVinci Code, Hearts in Atlantis, The Giver, The Great Gatsby, Sophie's World, Invisible Man, Catch-22, The Five People You Meet In Heaven, Gangster, The Devil Wears Prada, Confessions of a Shopaholic, The Stranger, Vagina Monologues,

Heroes:

my mother...and all mothers out there who put up with shit they didn't have to, because no one else would do it. work all day, stress about everyone's well being, still fake a smile to put the rest of the family's mind at ease, be healthy, be sane, be fit for hubby, be nice to kids, be correct, be PERFECT. it fuckin' sucks what they have to go through and how much more love they give than they take....but i admire it because one day i'll be a mother and though i know my pride will make it hard for me to give my life up the way they have...i'm gonna have to. it's the cards i was dealt. so i look up to those heroic mothers who were dealt the same shitty cards and think to myself.....if they can deal with it, so can i.

My Blog

the album

DAAAAAAAAAAMN it's been a while.... and guess what...the album that we have been working so hard on is now OUT! and not just that, people are buying it! it feels good to know the hard work pays off....
Posted by faded spunk on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 09:09:00 PST

POWER....

You have the power to make me spinelessand mindlessCompletely oblivious to everything i wasi amor could be.spend the whole day with youhappy with youbut with one switchone flip of your wristand i find...
Posted by faded spunk on Thu, 18 Aug 2005 12:14:00 PST

mom.

oh shit, i'm on myspace...i must be talkin to ppl or meeting ppl. oh shit, my phone rang and it's an unknown number, i must be doing something wrong. oh shit, i'm running late i must have passed throu...
Posted by faded spunk on Mon, 15 Aug 2005 09:33:00 PST

when it matters.

when it hurts, when you wanna give up, when you feel lost and worhtless.... that's when trying harder matters most. that's when love matters most. when things are rough and the ride gets bumpy, that'...
Posted by faded spunk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

more overdramatic/tiring/random/dumb thoughts

what am i doing? who did i turn into? when did my life change and so quickly i didn't notice... congrats to my lil brother who was able to do the things i could not....he's gotten into a good scho...
Posted by faded spunk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

when music hurts

lyrics that make music hurt. We often fool ourselves And say that it's love Only cause when it's gone We end up being lonely So how are we to know That it just isn't so That we just have to let e...
Posted by faded spunk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sick.

i think i'm sick, my body hurts. so dizzy, don't know what to do first so queasy, i could throw up my soul so sore, though i barely moved yesterday...i think i'm getting old. i think i'm sick, it mig...
Posted by faded spunk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

scared.

i'd like to think i've never been afraid of anything. i mean yea, i'm a wuss, i can't even make left turns without sweatin' but i'm talking about the kind of fear that keeps me from attempting. u...
Posted by faded spunk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

tougher tougher tougher

the more you care, the tougher you have to be. the more you care, the more paranoid you get. the more you care, the more alert you have to be. the more you care, pain is magnified. the more you care,...
Posted by faded spunk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the higher....

whatever it is that's between us grows...love maybe? and as it grows we seem to be climbing higher and higher...but the higher we get, the harder we fall on our asses whenever we slip and fuck up. the...
Posted by faded spunk on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST