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Long time lost by choice

You go home to remind your self why you left. I left to find my angel. ......

About Me

Let me just say that I realy don't believe in dull, sheepish,or Quiet. Yes when you meet me I tend to not say much at first but as soon as I am presented with an opportunity What I'm thinking will be said sometimes Not so eloquently but never the less I have said and done every thing I have wanted most often to my detrement. Every thing I have learned in life has been due to my ability to think by my self(with out adult supper vision)so my life has not been smooth. If you ask my daddy about what kind of person i am he would say "Jennifer is an anal retentive tight ass that needs to find a way to see life on less rigide terms" I have learned to embrace this vision of me. the one discription of me that I think I like thus far if "Bold Tacky Bitch" Because well I am I still find to uncomfortable to not say what is on my mind. Now please with every thing you now Know about me under stand that is the way I see me when I am busy thinking about me only. When things pertain to me work or something I feel passion for you can't find anyone that will do what I will or find anyone that will sacrifice as much as I have. I can't say this all comes with out any effort because I will tell you I work realy hard at being me I also have to admit that when I want to be lazy I also work realy hard at that to. I think that about covers it, Me from one extreme to the other no middle ground no frills and no suger coatingHOT Myspace LayoutsCheck out this cartoon i made!

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My Interests

Motorcycles, Art of all kinds
You Are a Phoenix
Driven and ambitious, you tend to acquire material success easily.
You have grand schemes - both for your own life and for changing the whole world.
You are a great leader, and you have no problem taking the reigns.
However, you aren't all business. You also have great talents for performing and visual arts. What Mythological Creature Are You?
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I'd like to meet:



Any one that can handle my inconsistant ways and wants to be a friend regardless of how I act or what I say. Because "I want to be Comfortable being Uncomfortable getting to know someone."
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Music:

Any thing I can can drown out the world with

Books:

Poetry, stort stories, and everything David Sadaris has writen

Heroes:

Any body that Helps out or does something for someone else with out asking Why. Also any thing with four legs and fur because they love you any way
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My Blog

Why Oh Why Fuck Me just remember your up against the most critical bitch

Now that I have your attention!!!    if I am given the blessed oportunity to meet new friends and still attempt to continue friendships at all other levels than why are we all so guarded I h...
Posted by Long time lost by choice on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 12:29:00 PST

Dad’s cancer

I saw dad yesterday and he looks jaundis (yellow)and is losing weight I can see it in his face even through the gray beard he is growing dad looks sick and is getting less and less the man I remember ...
Posted by Long time lost by choice on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 12:58:00 PST

Don't let me forget

        Keep me in prayer my step dad has Rectal cancer and went in for his first round of chemo. the next couple of months are going to be hard so keep me and my fa...
Posted by Long time lost by choice on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:44:00 PST

I'm an artist...

...When I was younger than I am now I wanted to be an artist.      Well I can say now I have been many an artist and not always the kind that would tend to be my Ideal. Oh boy real...
Posted by Long time lost by choice on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:21:00 PST

Where are my sheep I can't sleep

Its twelve thirty I've been in and out of my bed twice and I'm sure I can't sleep due to the passing out for an hour watching TV from 9pm to 10pm I should have just gone to bed at 8;30 when I fel...
Posted by Long time lost by choice on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 11:23:00 PST

I'm saving my self

For now I am going on a trip some where I have not been I think its time to become the person I have been dreaming to be Mind you This trip will not cost air fair or make me pack bags but it will make...
Posted by Long time lost by choice on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 10:44:00 PST

Tapped on 34 times

I got 34 hits on my page in one day and not one messege not one comment. Sh*t you can just come by and look and be all up in my stuff but you can't even whistle to let me know you've been here. GOD I ...
Posted by Long time lost by choice on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 06:23:00 PST

I feel crazy

can i just say i don't care for what ever reason i want to do this thing called being OK with my self and let me tell you I feel nuts and as far from ok as i can I'm in that place I said iget in VERY ...
Posted by Long time lost by choice on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 05:31:00 PST