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I'm Not A Stranger No I Am Yours With Crippled Anger And Tears That Still Drip Sore I Do Not Want To

About Me

My message to people is DON'T LET THE WORLD LABEL YOU AND DON'T LET THE WORLD TURN YOU COLD AND CRITICAL! (continued in blog entitled What It's About If you view my profile then add me!

My Interests

My best friend/husband... and our daughter Lily

I'd like to meet:

Anyone and everyone!

Music:


..I LOVE EVANESCENCE!Rock Pop and a little Hip Hop VERY LITTLE... ok in detail?... EVANESCENCE, BENJAMIN GATE, TOBY MAC, JOHN REUBEN, SUPERCHICK, FLYLEAF, anything christian rock! I think thats it... I'll letcha know! ..

Movies:

Evanescence - Sweet Sacrifice

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My Blog

Feels Like Im Drowning

I know, I know... it prolly sounds like I'm whining but I'm really not.This year has been terrible! New years day... things I can not speak of happened. Since then, I've lost my great aunt, my great g...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 03:54:00 PST

R.I.P. Andy Meunier

As some of you know... my father-in-law, Andy J. Meunier Sr. died last weekend. He felt he could not face what lay ahead of him. I can not and will not say what that is. What I WILL say is... My fathe...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:07:00 PST

I am now the lead singer of CASTER

So... as many of you know I have been trying like CRAZY to get into "Caster" a band in knoxville.... and, well... after the second practice I was present for (kind of a second audition cuz the drummer...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 09:02:00 PST

My Great Aunt Elizabeth (R.I.P.)

My Aunt was such a beautiful person. She loved God. She was always so full of life. So energetic. She always wanted to go and do everything.She was a very happy person. Always. Yes.. there were bitter...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 09:03:00 PST

Blood Red Angels Wings

It started with a black cold nightThe sun no longer shone its lightShe walked into a room so dimTo find that he was locked withinA cold small space with candle lightShe pushed the door with all her mi...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 10:43:00 PST

Recap Of This Month (Back From Philly! American Idol Tryouts)

So... I'm back from Philadelphia... Stupid American Idol Tryouts. WHAT A JOKE!!!!!!!! I mean it was ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS!!!!!! We waited ALLLLLLLLLL day to finally get me in and then I got to sing fo...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 02:17:00 PST

Guess who’s in Tennessee and LOVING EVERY SECOND!!!

OMG! So! I made it to Tennessee safely!!! In my baby's arms at last! And I couldn't be happier! I love him so much! I've waited so long for this! God I can't wait to marry him on wednesday! UGH!!!!!!!...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 06:40:00 PST

So let me get this straight....

So Let Me Get This Straight... You Won't Go To A Public Bathroom And Pay $1 For A Condom Because You'd Rather Have Unprotected Sex Then Pay Thousands Of Dollars To Have An Abortion... Yeah... You're A...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 01:30:00 PST

I Will Not Break

You can push and pull in any wayAnd I will never break I'm stronger than you thinkI've come a long wayYou won't control meI'll show you. You'll see.I'll leave you lying face down in the sand...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Sun, 27 May 2007 07:52:00 PST

BAD FEELING

I don't know why... but I just got this horrible feeling that something bad is about to happen. Cristal got it and so did Tami and one of my friends. I don't know whats going on. But its so strong tha...
Posted by ~ ~CHAOS~ ~ on Fri, 25 May 2007 09:43:00 PST