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**Jen**

The metamorphosis of a woman back into a girl...

About Me



Layout by CoolChaserI'm the girl next door, the one the neighbors watch when she leaves the house each day. I'm the girl who always gets the double take when walking the dog each night. They think - ? and then see me walk. I walk proudly, tall and graceful. I was raised to be proud of everything I am - I'm a fighter. For myself and others. I'm a fantastic mom - or at least my sons think so. I am a veracious lover of life - I want to see and do and learn. My gypsy blood is the blessing that has shown me this wonderful country through the screen of my tent or the window of a car. My canoe is my independent zen. My sons - are the breath of my lungs and the throb of my heart. My family is my spine and my noose. My job is my paycheck that allows me to do the things I was meant to do on this earth. Help, care, tend, live, feel. I am breaching the barrier of fear and learning that solitude is not being alone. Confidence is just a veneer, and arrogance is just sunglasses over insecurity. I am here walking this earth as lightly as I can but raising a hell of a lot of noise while doing so. I'm certainly not one to be easily forgotten - but you are the one that needs to figure out why. Enjoy your adventures in life - we have no expiration date stamped on our asses, but we have one. Drink it all before it goes sour and you get thrown in the pit with the others.

My Interests

http://recreated_me.livejournal.com/I love looking at the world when it is misty outside, or to smell the air in autumn just before it rains. I love my caramel black eye coffee with soy and cinnamon scones with butter. Anything out of doors I'm game to either try or do. I'm a spectator at sports but I would love to learn about rugby.I'm an avid camping gal, but I love fine dining and getting all decked out. Dancing is a deep, sensual passion of mine that lets me express my body's language with another's. When I'm bored or restless - I drive. When I need a book to read to feel the words - Kahlil Gibran or Walt Whitman or Dorothy Parker. I vote at each election and am proud of my ancestry. Deep down I have a Dom inside me just yearning to come out and play. The perpetual Tanuki - the right me for the right situation. Challenge me! I volunteer with the elderly, the homeless and the dying. I will share my life story with you - if you share yours. Just start it rolling. I really want to meet new people.

I'd like to meet:

I've been in all the various stages of committed relationships and can still smile about most of them. I'm looking for friends, people to share cups of coffee or glasses of wine while chatting about - everything! My interests are vast and deep, and I appreciate those with differences in life when compared to mine. If friends, great! If dating - I'm not a shallow/player and appreciate maturity in a person, regardless of age. Just come to the table with honesty and less drama/issues and we'll be fine!Also - dating: newbies or bi-curious/bi - really; I can't. I've been the "teacher" and the g/f to balance the b/f thing - it's just not my cup of tea.

Music:

nine inch nails - go figure on that one, singer/song writer, XPN.org, Nora Jones, Madeline Perioux, Darcy Nair, Squirrel Nut Zipper, Celtic rock, Spanish guitar, Scottish rock, anything with bagpipes, oboe, fiddle, violin, guitar, mandolin, or a damn good beat. (secretly - anything hard rock, punk, something Unique!)

Movies:

Favorites: Room with a View, Dangerous Liaison, Pride and Prejudice, anything that is a period piece. I love 1920-40s and the 1800. Suffragettes, Edwardian, Regency/Napoleonic era, etc.

Television:

Channels: Indy/Sundance/Nat'l Geo/Travel/LOGO/TMC

Books:

LOL...if you could only see my bookshelves!I LOVE TO READ ANYTHING!

Heroes:

I admire: Pippy Longstocking, Peter Pan, Walt Whitman, Robin Hood, My daddy, My Great Aunt Ceil, (bless her memory) Kahlil Gibran,

My Blog

Reposting from LJ account...worth the read

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Posted by **Jen** on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 07:42:00 PST

as crazy as it seems...

it can always become more so. Life is actually quite lovely right now. * Murphy - go play in the corner somewhere for a while whilst I chat here. *Money is good, the guys are aces with grades/life/dat...
Posted by **Jen** on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 09:20:00 PST

three deaths in one week

There were three, three deaths this week. People I sorta know, but not deeply enough to really shake me, just my friends or loved ones.People's reaction to death is always unique. Some take it persona...
Posted by **Jen** on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:06:00 PST

pride's price is to stay poor

Today, again, I had the moment in my life to either swallow pride and do something that I would regret or just say no thanks, I can manage. I chose to manage.  This has left the other feeling gui...
Posted by **Jen** on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 12:24:00 PST

changes

Changes sometimes can be great, sometimes exciting - and sometimes they are taken completely out of your hands. I'm in one of those changes right now and I'm very uncomfortable with it. The world seem...
Posted by **Jen** on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 07:26:00 PST