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*~Lina P'tel~*

Willing & Able!

About Me

*I must admit that I am a convoluted figure.
*people might say i'm an impulsive, dynamic, elusive human being.
*I'm quixotical and unrelenting/inexorable
*People enjoy having me around because I'm a witty reconteur.
*I can be Bitchy and moody.
*I feel liberated enough to be as outgoing and outspoken as I please.
*I'm a teacher's pet and an acquaintance's nightmare.
*I follow the latin phrase "Carpe Diem"
*I take advantage of life.
*I love being the center of attention.
*When I was younger, I had attended 9 different schools and with my optimism- found the beauty of relocation.
***GO ahead and assume whatever you want about me.... but know this.... in the end.........."Only God can Judge Me!"
--- that about sums me up... but if you'd like to know more... feel free to ask!The Real Value

I continue to walk in this thin line known as life,
working hard everyday, struggling to survive.
Life is hard to live, life is a competition,
your strife to be the best and that becomes your addiction.
You consume criticism, and you consume judgment,
it's like everywhere you go, someone has to comment.
You're better than her, but he's better than you,
you get compared with someone, no matter what you do.
We commit mistakes and claim that now we know better,
but the harm is already done, whether you learned now, dont matter.
We're all different, hence why we're all unique,
I'm about to give you a breakdown, pay attention closely:
Just because my skin is darker, don't make you prettier
Just because you work out, doesn't make you fitter
Just because I'm short, doesn't make you superior
Just because you're older, don't treat me inferior
Just because you're at a better college, doesn't make you wiser
Just because you're richer, doesn't mean you're happier
Just because i don't got a man, doesn't make me unlovable
Just because you got more friends, don't mean i'm not amiable
You gotta realize it's not all about the quantity,
I'll be perfect to a somebody who can value real quality!
~~By Sulina~~

My Interests

Music:

Gwen Stefani, NO Doubt, Shakira, and many more... i'm to lazy to name them all right now.

Movies:

Closer

Books:

The Da'Vinci Code- Dan Brown; Bittersweet- Danielle Steel; The Bell Jar- Sylvia Plath; Hollywood Wives- Jackie Collins; Time of the Butterflies; i think that's it for now!

My Blog

Pain Itself

How can i begin to explain the pain that pain itself has caused? to drown in someone else is satisfaction of your disturbance and insecurity.how can you be respected if the same mistakes are committed...
Posted by *~Lina P'tel~* on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 02:10:00 PST

You by My Side

I asked God for an angel and suddenly, you appeared.I stare, and drift into a muse.My heart becomes enchanted by your simplistic perfection,As the need for your touch evaporates through my pores,leavi...
Posted by *~Lina P'tel~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A....!?

How can little things accummulate so drastically? taking over your every thought... Being "great" sarcastically! Making you feel like swamp fungus. A rose in the winter, upon its decease. A fool...
Posted by *~Lina P'tel~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Is There a Perfect?

One day God made a creation, and with that grew a population. As the years went by we outlived generations. God created Sapiens by evolution He made us a mortal force, a life that begins and ends...
Posted by *~Lina P'tel~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Silent Tears

1/27/2005 I swear that his heart is blind... I see him and my eyes indulge in the simple presence of his being. I care for him and his life as if my life depended on his breath. His beauty goes...
Posted by *~Lina P'tel~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Some Bitches!

10-27-2004 They mention my name so much, they wear it out. And what i want to do is tear their fucking tonsils out. They call me a bitch without realizing who i am. I'll crumble them up and thr...
Posted by *~Lina P'tel~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

What Could it Be?

10-15-2003 These thoughts in my head take over my body as if I've consumed a drug and have permanently embroidered every centimeter of my cells. it's a confusion to huge to overbear, as i sit and p...
Posted by *~Lina P'tel~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

False Perfection

7-15-2004 I met him, i met the perfect guy that i wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I changed my ways just to be able to live up to his expectations. I did many things for him but one thing i...
Posted by *~Lina P'tel~* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST