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Eli

Lost but hopeful, sane AND overwhelmed

About Me

I would have to say I'm a pretty cool chick if you don't pi$$ me off :) Seriously? Do I have to list my income on here?! Ummm who cares, life is good. What else? Lets see, I'm a single mother of the most beautiful children in the whole wide world!!! :))))) I've been through some interesting times, had good/bad experiences, but seem to get through it all. I'm a better person for it, and I welcome continued opportunities to grow. I'm VERY independent, but have my moments! Currently, I'm in the Air National Guard on active duty status.I have been in the Air Force for 8 years come August, well physically anyway.. I enlisted in October of 1999! I feel old :) I love being in the medical profession, and I can not wait to be done with my nursing degree. My ultimate goal is to become a CRNA (certified registered nurse anesthistist). Maybe I'll go to medical school when my kids leave the nest. I've been modeling part-time since I was 16 years old. It's not really something I'll sky rocket a career with, but it's a ton of fun! Great money... I'm going to stay a Catholic. I was born a Catholic, it is where my roots lie. I will hopefully get my son baptised this year. I'm working hard at not holding grudges, and judging other people based on scenarios of the past. Lessons have always been hard for me in this life. Remember : Just when you think you have something figured out, God's going to throw you a curve ball. Personally.. I'm trying my best to hit the ball as hard as I can, and one day I can rest. PS: speaking of hitting balls, I've been on a softball leauge for a few months "The Grass Stains", and I'm doing pretty well with it. Thanks Daniel for the opportunity! What an excellent form of release. Also, the Air Force marathon is coming up!! I can't wait!I'm a very busy lady, don't hold it against me if I can't keep in touch regularly. If you are a photographer, and want to schedule a shoot, send me an e-mail with your information. I am mostly accepting paid shoots.
My Green Baby! ;)

Model Number : 249360 ***http://madeplanet.com/#view|h=1&u=6360

Putting things in to perspective, the perception differs from that of reality.Heath and Wellness is very important to me. Myself and a couple of friends are going to open up a yoga/thai chi studio. ***The studio is on hold at the moment due to life changes. Ideas are still welcome.***
Something I have learned.... Don't rely on anyone, except YOURSELF! I retract the statement about meeting people on the internet, I say.. if you feel it, go for it. I've met a few of the most important people in my life on the internet. Better than the bar I say!
Did I mention I'm a hopeless romantic?
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My Interests

My Kids, College, Music, Modeling, Yoga, Natural healing.

I'd like to meet:

New Friends, Old Friends, Nurses, Models, and Photographers. Pretty much anyone with similar interests. ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ********************************************************* I have a profile on www.onemodelplace.com just hit "Enter", then type in the model ID:276193*************************************************** ************************************************************ ************************************************************ *********

Music:

I appreciate all art forms of Music.

Movies:

all time favorite : "Gone With the Wind"

Television:

don't watch much TV, but South Park comes to mind... "Taco Flavored Kisses" cracks me up!! currently my fav

Books:

anything Sylvia Browne, I'm hooked!

Heroes:

Right now? Myself.

My Blog

Feeling Nostalgic lately

I remember the days when my boy toy would get me out of class for a simple kiss.  The days when a kiss was monumental, and full of life. I remember skipping class to spend time with someone speci...
Posted by Eli on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 01:48:00 PST

This ones for you GW

You came in to my life when I was broken down. I didn't care about anyone or anything because I had been so royaly fucked.  I lost everything, anyone could see it.  No one wanted to take the...
Posted by Eli on Tue, 20 May 2008 03:42:00 PST

ON again, OFF again

Does it make me an angry person to be concerned about this subject?  Here is my point.. cut and dry :  If you are going to come "crawling back" it better be for a good reason, NOT to try and...
Posted by Eli on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 04:24:00 PST

No more DRAMA

Go with the flow.  I don’t know how many times I’ve heard the same thing..  I’ve finally realized what the hell that means.   When you react severely to a situati...
Posted by Eli on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 04:32:00 PST

The Winds of Change

Hello everyone!  Let me tell you... it has been a CRAZY few weeks.  First of all, let me remind you that I see the number 33 all the time.  Just in the last few weeks I’ve been b...
Posted by Eli on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:57:00 PST

Cast the first STONE hipocrites

coming soon.. SINCE you all ENJOY my rantings..  And SOME of you don't have anything better to do with your lives.. I will stew on this, and dish out what I feel..about this.. But for now, I ask ...
Posted by Eli on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 05:15:00 PST

Four Seasons of a Tree, insight from my dear friend

I recieved this comment from an old wise one, and dear friend of mine, Terry Lindsay.  She is a cherokee indian, very intuitive, and a God fearing woman. I have a great deal of respect for h...
Posted by Eli on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 03:14:00 PST

I just had to say...

It's funny how the days go by.  When I hear something, see, smell, taste something that reminds me of you, I get taken in to another frame of mind.  My memories sometimes get the bette...
Posted by Eli on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 05:17:00 PST

What is so special about me?!

Seriously?  I'm confused.  My feeling is, I keep getting mixed up with a bunch of liars.  Well.. this is begining to get frustrating.  This makes it really hard for everyone else t...
Posted by Eli on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 08:33:00 PST

So, I’ve been given a new nick name...

Yes, Crystal Bell has left the building. I've grown attached to the new nick name I've been given. "Eli"  You may ask, where does this come from?  Well... SIMPLE! I'll tell you.. My middle ...
Posted by Eli on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 11:21:00 PST