Micah [Pretty Hate Machine]

Laveyan Satanism (for the confused, scared, and uninformed read The Satanic Bible by Anton Szandor LaVey for clarification), witchery, whiskey, sexual deviance, decadent self-indulgence, rock n roll, graphic arts/design, photography, videography, illustration, degenerate art, writing (anything from short stories to random thoughts and song lyrics) learning bass and guitar though i seriously doubt any natural musical inclinations, the study of subliminal messaging, eugenics, collecting knives and various assortments of weopenry, I'm an avid reader,serial killers and cultural/historical villians of the past fascinate me. â€œThese children that come at you with knives, they are your children. You taught them. I didn't teach them. I just tried to help them stand up.â€ -Mr. Charlie Manson

I'd like to meet:

I tend to gravitate towards those who are highly individualistic, creative, free-spirited, freethinkers, non conformists, prideful outcasts, rebels, people who set their own rules and standards instead of having a society of mindless sheep dictate for you, people who can think for themselves, people who arent afraid to be themselves. Anyone who can hold a conversation which stimulates and provokes thought and not ramble endlessly about the amount of drugs they've done or how stoned and fucked up they were the weekend before. People who are reliable, not flaky here-and-there fuckheads. Indeed, in a consumer-obsessed society crawling with apathetic drones, a good friend with a hint of integrity is hard to come by. Things most dispicable/deplorable: Drug abuse,weakness, stupidity, rednecks, homophobes, fanatical bible-banging self-righteous shit-disturbers, fanny packs, rollie bags (goddamn them all), emo swoops are definate fucking firing targets, worthless, disposable social parasites with no skills or areas of expertise or any purpose of life other than to exist at the expense of others, and only succeed at producing huge loads of piss and shit...people who give their advice and opinions when unasked, people who so crave attention yet lack the ability to interest people or offer anything remotely intriguing, unique or desirable in themselves. As far as individuals I would like to meet personally, I would have loved to have met Brian Smith 10 years ago...I mean I love the guy to death now but it would have been interesting to meet him the way he was 10 years ago, me being the same age i am now, Anton LaVey (who is now deceased so that encounter will never happen) Mr. Charlie Manson of course, Squeaky Fromme because she's beautiful, inside and out and I love her, Sandy Good....Marilyn Manson, Mistress Gen..I kind of wish I'd met Angel in high school...and we go to the same school...that would have kicked ass. I love her YES GOD IS DEAD, AND NO ONE CARES

Music:

.. Marilyn Manson, NIN, White Zombie, Genitorturers, Cradle of Filth, Cannibal Corpse, Bile, Nocturne, Dope, Stabbing Westward, Zeromancer, Tapping the Vein, Pitbull Daycare, Revolting Cocks, Cold, Coal Chamber, Murderdolls, Slipknot, Mudvayne, Disturbed, Alice In Chains, Dave Navarro, Janes Addiction, Otep, Rammstein, Smashing Pumpkins, Tom Petty, Static X, Deftones, Johnny Cash, Charlie Manson, Jack Off Jill, Dresdon Dolls

Movies:

The Devils Advocate, Rosemarys Baby, The Car, The Omen films, The Shining, Evil Dead 1 & 2 The Amityville Horror, I Spit on Your Grave, Last House of the Left, old slasher movies from late 70s to mid 80s like the Halloween and Friday the 13th films, Goodfellas, Casino, My Cousin Vinnie, 8 Millimeter, Seven, Kiss the Girls, Copycat, Donnie Darko, American Psycho 1 and 2, House of 1000 Corpses, Devils Rejects, Hide and Seek, Silence of the Lambs, Tim Burton films

Television:

Kill your TV.

Books:

The Satanic Bible and all related writings by Anton LaVey, the 48 Laws of Power, the Art of Seduction, Creative Visualization, the Black Arts, Long Hard Road out of Hell by Mr. Manson, Dissecting Marilyn Manson, Lucifer Rising, Might is Right, Dont Try This at Home by Dave Navarro with Neil Straus...anything by Stephen King, Clive Barker, and Dean Koontz.

Heroes:

Myself above all others... target="_blank" "People want evil. In order for there to be a good, there has to be evil. People want it. I don't happen to need scary things chasing me around. I don't want my dreams full of that. I want to see what's here. I want to discover the country. I want to take a look at it." ~Squeaky Fromme~ -----------------------------------------------------------O K, so yeah, I know I'm copying you Brian, and whoever you copied, so fuck off. lol. Anyway, I felt like Id take a section of my page to acknowledge those closest and of great importance to me, so here goes ANGEL DEAREST: My best friend, closest friend, longest friend I've known and kept, partner in crime and weevilry, and definatly the female version of me if such a thing ever existed. Shes one of the few I'd take a bullet for and send bullets flying for. Though we share the same dry humor and twisted sarcasm and take great delight in reveling in fantasies of the destruction of our enemies in the most cruel, vindictive, and emotionally crippling fashion, we share a great and unparralled hatred for the following: doorknocker labrets planted in beet-red, round, tomato faces adorned with outlandish, cartoonish sideburns and greasy ridiculous hairstyles which happen to live on the short and grossly obese body of man who walks as if he's been repeatedly and relentless sodomized by his Nosferatu counterpart and then actually shits blood alike, then writes a detailed and unneccessary public blog describing his bloodshitting scenarios to the entire world as if they cared or wanted to know, and- His Nosferatu counterpart himself, emerging from the depths of douchebag hell with one mishapen pointy ear, a greasy and repulsive "snoz", and an unnatural and S-shaped posture which perfectly compliments his moping, self-pitying, whiny-ass crybaby bitchlike attempt at a personality, and long, lanky arms which hopelessly flail in the air to absolutely no avail-for despite his "tentacles of cthulu" arms, he will still and forever remain a mere annoyance in your peripheral vision, either Good-Charlotte or devil-horned headgear, he still remains a waste of life and natural resources, crying out with a masochistic urge to be eradicated from the gene pool. Though our similarities end and roads split at Dog the Bounty Hunter and Flava Flave, I can candidly say she's earned her right to do and watch whatever the fuck whenever the fuck, and still uphold coolest bitch status and obtain the right to weevildom. She is the closest and most important person to me and definately my best friend.BRIAN SMITH: Mr, President, God of Fuck and ringleader of the all the decadent, debaucherous and ungodly behavior which occurs in the infamous den of inequity on a weekly basis...I definatly wish I could have met Mr. Brian years and years before I actually did so I could have partaken in his exploits of which i so envy this bastard son of a bitch for now. However, our paths crossed by mere chance one wild, drunken night back in the early summer of last year, and given the circumstances of the times, its incredible and unlikely that he would become one of my best and closest friends and I one of his best and closest friends. I definatly look at Brian as a brother, even more than my own two actual brothers. Brian Smith is also a man of infinite wisdom. I now know that when Brian offers me advice, it'd be in my best interest to listen, cuz the motherfucker is NEVER wrong. Everytime I've neglected to listen to Brian I've lived to terribly regret it, and that's happened quite a few times in the last several months, and I always find myself thinking: Fuck man, if I'da just listened to fucking Brian... He's one of the elite few who I look at as extensions of myself, and I know for a fact 20 or 30 years from now, if we live that long, Brian Smith will STILL be my close friend and brother, only then I will no longer have to hate and despise the man for his past exploits because we will have shared many of our own. -----------------------------------------------------------K DUG: KDug and I share a very twisted and cynical world view which usually manifests itself in bizarre and unsettling conversations and jokes which range from satanism and child rape to racism and genocide. I can honestly say that KDug TRULY does not give a fuck, and thats a hard trait to come by. While most others just the play the role of not giving a fuck, KDug really and sincerely wouldnt know HOW to give a fuck even if he tried. I mean, this man can straight up waltz into a bar wearing shorts that end three inches above his knees, a pair of damn near knee-high socks WITH sandals, approach the most gorgeous girl in the bar and commense to upchoke the most random, outlandish, of-the-wall statements that could probably get a guy arrested, with or without the intention of getting laid, and not caring either way. If that isnt non conformist not-giving-a-fuckery, there is no such thing. Love him or hate him, and it will be one or the other, no in between (I choose to love him), you have to give KDug credit where its due. dubidubidubup...and what more can I say? KDugs the shit. Fuck everybody who aint down with KDug. a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank" BRRRANNNI: Branni made the assinine assumption that i discluded her from this list because she wasnt important, however, it was only because I hadnt decide what I was going to say about her yet, and time was limited yesterday when i started writing. Contrary to her absurd assumptions, Branni is one of the most important people in my life. She is one of my best and closest friends, despite the fact we dated for over two years and have barely been broken up a half of a year. I think its remarkable we were able to remain close friends, hang out, and interact on the level that we do, thats a rarity, and I think it's a testament to true friendship. And motherfuckers still think its odd and bizarre that her, brian, and myself are all close and we all hang out and get along and that it isnt akward for any parties involved. I dont think it is or ever has been. I cant look ahead any amount of time into the future and see Brandi as my friend not in my life in anyway shape or form. She will always be one of my few favorites that i will keep close. MISS SARAH: Sarah Sarah Sarah...She's definately the sister I never had, we've fought and argued like brother and sister..we've had our ups, downs, bad times and good times, most of them good.I dont get to see her or talk to her nearly as much as I would like since her departure to Wilmington. One fact remains though, despite everything, I love the girl to death and she is and always will be one of my treasured few. CAAETUS: Now, I havent quite decided what should be said about Caetus quite yet, but I have decided she should be mentioned here, bc she is indeed definately the shit. There will be more later.