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"Though my world may fall..."

...I'll never let You go...

About Me

I regret many things in my life. Ruining possibly the greatest friendship in my life. Listening to my mother (definitly not a good idea). Trying too hard to fit in. Trying to hard to be likeable. Just plain old trying too hard. Not being open enough to have the friendships that I longed for. Being too openly wierd. I regret being me & everything that comes with it.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Erin Marie
Birthday: March 9th, 1987
Birthplace: Riverhead, NY
Current Location: Middle Island, NY
Eye Color: Green/Hazel
Hair Color: Reddish brown
Height: 5'5"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Irish, Scotish, English, Danish, Italian, Greek, German
The Shoes You Wore Today: Sneakers
Your Weakness: Chocolate, good music
Your Fears: Spiders, rejection
Your Perfect Pizza: Homemade -- thick crust, mozzarelle & cheddar cheese & portabello mushrooms
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Fix my mistakes
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I use proper grammar.
Thoughts First Waking Up: Ugh, why?
Your Best Physical Feature: Either my eyes or my smile (trust me, I'm not that pretty)
Your Bedtime: M. T. W: 9 - 10 PM; T: 10-11 PM; F, S: 1-2 AM; S: 10-11 PM
Your Most Missed Memory: Listening to a friend play cello in the cry room after school; being friends with him.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates: I've never even been asked out.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither, homemade.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee, who wants a shot of espresso, a couple ounces of milk and a ton of foam?
Do you Smoke: Never
Do you Swear: Not too much, mostly when I drive.
Do you Sing: Natural alto singin first soprano for over a year now.
Do you Shower Daily: If I don' oversleep.
Have you Been in Love: Yes, unfortunately; it's really overrated.
Do you want to go to College: I'm in college. Stony Brook University BioChemistry major.
Do you want to get Married: Yes
&..39;Do you belive in yourself:' I belive that I'm a screw-up and won't ever find happiness.
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only over a severly extended period of time.
Do you think you are Attractive: No
Are you a Health Freak: I want to be healthy, I just don't have the time for it.
Do you get along with your Parents: No
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: Piano, and I sing
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Never
In the past month have you Smoked: Never
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Never
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Never
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Never
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: Never
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Never
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Never
Ever been Drunk: Never
Ever been called a Tease: Never
Ever been Beaten up: Yes -- by my mother
Ever Shoplifted: Never
How do you want to Die: I don't care, maybe by my own hand...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A doctor
What country would you most like to Visit: Ireland & Scotland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Brown
Favourite Hair Color: Reddish - Brown
Short or Long Hair: No longer than the shoulders
Height: Taller than me, maybe around 6'
Weight: Thin, but not anorexic, slightly built
Best Clothing Style: Preppy
Number of Drugs I have taken: None
Number of CDs I own: 100+
Number of Piercings: 5 -- three in my left ear, two in my right ear
Number of Tattoos: None
Number of things in my Past I Regret: My entire life. Mainly messing up that one freindship
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Extraversion |||| 13%
Stability |||||||||| 40%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 46%
Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality || 10%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||| 30%
Physical Fitness || 10%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Interests

Music -- Playing piano, singing, listening to a variety of music from Linkin Park to Yo Yo Ma.Here's the translation to my profile song: Who rides so late through night and wind? It is the father with his child. He holds the boy safe in his arm He holds him safe, he keeps him warm."My son, why do you hide your face so fearfully?" "Father, do you not see the Erlking? The Elf king with crown and robe?" "My son, it's a wisp of fog.""You lovely child, come, go with me! Nothing but beautiful games I'll play with you; Many colourful flowers are on the shore, My mother has many golden robes.""My father, my father, can't you hear, What the Elf king quietly promises me?" "Be calm, stay calm, my child; It is the wind rustling in the dry leaves.""Do you want to come with me, fine lad? My daughters should already be waiting for you; My daughters lead the nightly folkdance And rock you and dance and sing.""My father, my father, and can't you see there, The Elf king daughters in the gloomy place?" "My son, my son, I see it well: It is the old grey willows gleaming.""I love you, your beautiful form entices me; And if you're not willing, I shall use force." "My father, my father, now he takes hold of me! The Elf king has wounded me!"It horrifies the father; he rides swiftly, Holding in his arms the moaning child. He reaches the yard with great difficulty; In his arms, the child was dead.Books -- Mostly dealing with witches & fantasy.Science -- I'm a lab assistant for biology & earth science, I excelled at AP bio...Medicine -- I plan on being a doctor.Cats -- I love any cat, but my preference are gray cats.Horses -- I used to ride them, I love working with them.

I'd like to meet:

Blood runs down my body, from the invisible wounds that are inflicted upon my soul. It pools around my bare feet, getting deeper and deeper until I'm about to drown in it. That's when I realize that the blood has turned into a thick, black slime that's going to suffocate me. Just when it's about to cover my face I see a hand reaching down toward me. It gets there too late, I'm under. Then all of a sudden the hand is in the slime, pulling me out. I can't see his face, but I know that he's someone near & dear to my heart. He holds me close & lets me cry, cry out all of the pain, hurt, anger, & frustration that I've felt for so long. He just rocks me until I'm quiet, telling me that he loves me so much & that God told him exactly when to be there for me; that in fact he's always been there for me even if I haven't known it or seen him. He tells me that he's been praying for me for so long. That I'm the perfect person for him to marry, & I know instantly that he's the perfect person for me too. As he dries my tears, I look up into his face and it's...I want to meet him...

Music:

Chirstian: *Geoff Moore & The Distance *Plankeye *Bleach *Rebecca St. James *Point of Grace *Avalon *MxPx *Hillsong Singers *PFR *Twila Paris *All Access *Go Fish *Jars of Clay *Relient K *Chagrin *Guardian *John Schmidt *Petra *Newsboys *Jake *Rita Springer *Delerious *Plus One *Toby Mac *POD *Thousand Foot Krutch *Switchfoot *Chris TomlinSecular: *Bryan Adams *Linkin Park *Maroon 5 *Hoobastank *Simple Plan *EvanescenceClassical: *Yo Yo Ma *Lord of the Rings *Trans-Siberian Orchestra

Movies:

I love all Disney movies. Action movies are amazing. Love stories, or blighted love stories. Fantasy are great. Throw in a horror movie or two & it's wonderful time.

Television:

Danny Phantom, The Fairly Odd Parents, The Emporer's New Groove, Jimmy Neutron, CSI, CSI: New York, Criminal Minds, Histories Mysteries, Digging for the Truth, Star Trek: The Next Generation, Star Trek: Voyager, The Avatar, ER (the old ones though)

Books:

I have read entirely too many books to list. My main genres are historical mystries, romance novels -- historical or modern, Sci-Fi/fantasy, ect.

Heroes:

Robin and Raven

My Blog

Life is obnoxious...

So, I thought that my new job at J.C. Penny would be great.  Well, it is decent; but the scheduling is making me nuts.  They change your hours on you without letting you know, so if you don'...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 11:45:00 PST

Ugh...

Blech, I just got into a car accident...again.  Luckily nobody was hurt.  The guy that was in front of me is claiming that his back is hurting, but I think that that's a load of bull, but I ...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 02:45:00 PST

Life keeps coming at me...

Life certainly has gone to hell in a handbasket lately.  More & more fights with my mom.  I was just fired from Cold Stone for no apparent reason.  The worst thing about that w...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 07:59:00 PST

It's been a really, really long time...

Well, now, things have changed.  I got made a manager at Cold Stone, we've got a new owner and she seems nice enough, but I haven't spent enough time around her to really make that call yet. ...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Sat, 05 May 2007 01:29:00 PST

This is my 100th post...

It's been a really long time since I've updated. So a basic update on my life: I'm officially enrolled in college.I lost my tuition assistance -- I'm only one credit below that of a full time stude...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:05:00 PST

The first time in 7 months...

What happened, where did I go wrong?  How did this happen? I cut myself today, for the first time in 7 months.  I don't understand why I do this.  Well, I do, but I don't understand at...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 04:23:00 PST

I haven't posted in forever...

In fact, I haven't bothered with an update since the biology regents, wow. I'm still at Loews, it's actually starting to grow on me.  I also got a job at Cold Stone, right in the same shopping ce...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 07:08:00 PST

Biology Regents Scores

10A Regents Attendance & Score Names: Attendance Score Buttafuoco   79 Ciulla   91 Da Silva   79 De Bello   81 De Boulay   86 Fieldstadt &...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 11:51:00 PST

It's been a while...

It's been a really long time since I last updated, wow.  So, a bit on what's been going on: 1.  I still work at SCS -- though these are the last few days of school & I'm really gonna mis...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 07:42:00 PST

I don't like it when it's cold & raining...

It's cold outside & it's raining.  Ick. No wonder I woke up with a migrain & so much joint pain. I have a staff meeting today & I'm gonna apply to Borders, they're looking for a Baris...
Posted by "Though my world may fall..." on Mon, 15 May 2006 08:05:00 PST