I like my life, it changes and I breathe. I recently finished a retreat at www.vajrapani.org where i had multiple moments of extreme clarity serenity and insight, one of which was to later be actualized after the retreat ended and I opened an email from my daughter Sarah who is interested in the rebuilding process to our relationship. I am a proud parent yet I can take no credit for thier personal..spiritual..emotional development. I am grateful for thier wanting to be in my life.
Buddha smiled on me last week.
May the wheel of forgiveness compassion and trust begin to turn in a healthy direction for my children my partner and myself.
I am in a relationship today with a woman and the status of our wanting children is undecided yet I have two very dear children that are intergrating in our life slowly.
It sucks being the black parent the one that was never allowed contact and was turned away at the door. Yet they are innocent and the rage that created this ripple effect will end only with love compassion and actual work from all to rebuild.I get to make choices today that I never imagined would be possible for me. I am grateful. My body is a gift I would like to add something good to it before I am finished with it. Ok the snowboarding is going to slow way down this year for me I am working on buying a home and getting settled, so maybe I will get a few day trips and for sure a weekend right after a nice 2-3 day heavenly dump, but I will keep it local to the Sierra's only this yr. Local is good for me for a change so if there is some good music/art/festival/movie let me know. I mesh well, and dont consider myself anyone thing.
All ways up for new interesting stuff.
Lived in Europe for a long time, finally came back and put together a sense of stability that is materializing slowly.
Im generous supportive kind and human.
If I befriend you dont take me for granted its not a nice thing to do.
I am putting all the pieces back together. I am greatful for those of you who have been supportive ezp. Nancy You are amazing! No one can ever compare to the support compassion forgiveness and love that you continue to show me so selflessly.
I typically dont hate anything but I have no tolerance for what the Bush Administration is creating. Get out of Iraq! Get out of Lebanon Get out of the Gaza Strip Get out of Afgahnastan and start taking better care of the people right here that are in terrible need. A great example is New Orleans. Wonder what major fuckup the moron will make tonight.
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