Psychic Sarah

I'm Sarah. I'm probably someone you wouldn't understand even if you got to know me.
I am unloved and unscathed... you cannot scratch the surface...animatronic on the level of feelings, complacent with my dying heart...but more than you can ever imagine.
I am not a powerful force but while you close your apathetic eyes I will continue to grow.
I am not a new breed of being...
only one of the many who realize. Ive constructed myself piece by piece. Theres only one mechanic Ive not yet come to master. My mind is my worst enemy, but I have chosen to become a deeper person from it. Ive built this cage of emotional emptiness and Ill lock myself away until a better day comes around.
I am not your average American teenage girl...
I realize I am a follower...not of a trend, but as a human.
I refuse to dumb myself down in order to find a friend, associate, boyfriend, etc. I started down this path on my own and I will finish without a helping hand. My body is only used as a means of obtaining information provided. Its useless to me, a weight, a barrier between planes...physical, emotional, and intellectual alike.
I am more than meets the eye...
I am a walking contradiction, but I have reason. I will argue my point. I refuse to hold my tongue because it makes you uncomfortable.
If I could change the world I would free us all from these hypocritical opinionated rules that have been placed over our bodies and minds to keep us in check. I am not looking to fight the system, but to find a path beyond it.
If there are prices to pay along the way, then so be it. I will not become a mindless statistic...I am beyond that.
No matter how much you may think so, you still dont understand...