Madame Fantabulous

Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be.You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive.We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal. And somewhere around 35Hz we could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, our bodies, and our spirits. Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very instant, with these initial realizations that each of us was truly born.We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night. Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form. In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackles and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind. We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born. Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels. Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them.Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the distopian reality of a world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility and Respect.Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence. But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party. You don't have access to that switch, no matter what you may think. The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end.I am a raver, and this is my manifesto.- ShockRaver
The weekend has landed! All that exists now is clubs, drugs, pubs and parties. I've got 48 hours off from the world, man. I'm gonna blow steam out my head like a screaming kettle, I'm gonna talk cod shit to strangers all night, I'm gonna lose the plot on the dancefloor. The free radicals inside me are freakin', man! Tonight I'm Wonder Woman, I'm Patricia Popper, I'm going to never-never land with my chosen family, man. We're gonna get more spaced out than Neil Armstrong ever did, anything could happen tonight, you know? This could be the best night of my life! I've got 73 quid in my back burner - I'm gonna wax the lot, man! The Milky Bars are on me! Yeah!
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OK.....where to start! Ha! at the moment I'm climbing the arduous educational ladder and seeing how far I go. Currently studying Music with Performing Arts at university. Hopefully I will be able to get a masters......hopefully! I sing mostly while playing the violin on the side- been training since i was in Pampers and am classically grade 8 in both instruments but want to do something contemporary now. I absolutey love to perform, especially getting plastered before going on stage to "ease" the nerves! lol In my spare time I enjoy singing and dancing along with my favourate tracks in my bedroom (of course in my underwear!) when I think no one else is around. Being a girl I just love to shop, I just can't stop- i should really be put into rehab for my habit! Hanging with the homies is also a must whether its hitting town and raving the nite away or being paralyzingly monged infront of the telly watching a good/ crap movie or listening to good choons! Going to live events is a must- everyone should see everything as much as they can!! Jazz, drum and bass, metal, bohemian, classical, hip hop, gospel...eeeeverything!... although I'm getting a bit bored of going to lame indie/emo gigs where every song sounds the same coz the band are only capable of using 3 chords throughout the whole performance.....agh absoluetly vile! hmmmmm what else....I love getting absolutely rat arsed anytime possible! lol im young, it's what i do best! If anyone knows how to have a good partay session- its me! whatelse......oooh yes and apparently I have really big boobs, so i would like to dedicate this moment to all the boobilicious women around the globe.......fabulous;)
     Getting fucked- metaphorically and literally,
Sunsets and pink skies,
Warm towels,
Eye liner (essential)
My mowbli
Being silly,
Shoes,
Vouge magazine,
Raves,
Travelling,
Long baths,
Red wine, White wine, Rose Wine...... wine in general,
Vodka,
Having meaningful conversations with total strangers,
The thesaurus
Work work and more work,
Horoscopes ,
Bass- and lots of it,
Soft boiled eggs,
Sushi without the raw fish,
Clementines,
Classic chooons,
Pay day,
Waking up without a hangover,
Nice random dreams,
Relaxation,
Reading (verb, not location)
Escapism,
Dining,
AP underwear,
Hugs,
Kisses,
Gossip,
Chocolate,
Laughing,
Finding things....especially money...
This sign.....
      Cramp,
Boredom,
Naiveness,
Wasps (useless, spiteful creatures!)
Ruined shoes,
Waiting,
Cheesey music,
Rain
Cold
Mornings,
Early nights,
Winter (evil season),
Lack of control,
Empty glasses,
When mcs chat over a tight mix
Being stared at for no apparent reason,
Burnt toast,
Getting burnt,
Running late,
Being taken advantage of,
Bad hair days,
Loneliness,
Staying indoors when I wanna be out!
Losing/ breaking things,
Being broke,
Feeling dirty (camping is a no),
Spots (especially right on the tip of my nose...rahh!),
Being ill,
Distractions
Forgetting........urm...what was i going to say?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||| 23%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Accommodation |||||||||| 36%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||| 23%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 90%