Jillian

...You keep telling me I'm beautiful
But I feel a little less so each time
Your love is so colorful
It flashes like a neon sign
But I finally drove out where
The sky is dark enough to see stars
And I found I missed no one
Just listening to the swishing of distant cars...
If you know me, you know I can't put everything about me in this little box... she's quirky - I'll give her that!
I live in L.A. right now but I'm Scottish and my family are in Ibiza...I love to dance, I like body modification and over-analysing everything so I can rationalise the world in to being the fairy tale I want it to be. I'm a bit airy-fairy and always in 'la-la' land. I worship the cycles of the earth and live for the next sunrise...

I'm everything that I want to be and more....so much more, and it's the 'more' that is the problem...every day I get a little better though.
I have a raging temper which I struggle to keep under control but rarely lose, some people have seen it more than others, those people are no longer in my life.
Here's the poetic bit...
Out of context I must seem pretty strange...
I'm growing faster than I am rotting. I'm running faster than I am being chased. I fell down a wishing well but I'm climbing back towards the light. Adventure into the unknown is fantastical. Once you get to that place it's not all it's cracked up to be...it's dark and damp.
I refuse to ever cave; I refuse to ever favour man-made synthetics over the beauty of the creations of Earth. everything else is just transient nonsense.
I love fashion. I live my life by themes. I am an ecclection of the recollections I have. Made up of little bits of all the people I have ever known.
I believe in true love. I believe in destiny. I believe that the people we meet are like road signs. They show us where our path could be leading. I believe in Conscious Evolution. If you don't like what you see, double back, change the path. It's harder to climb than it is to fall...
Every time i move i make a Woman's movement.
Or a Monkey's...