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~*kiKaY*~

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About Me

i really wonder if pipol actualy read this section..but oh well,i'l write it anyways(for those who have the patience 4 my rants and blurbs..gee,thanks!)so here goes..a lil bit about me:Real name’s “Mary Louise”…but people usually refer 2 me as “muthafukkinKIKAY”, “kieng”, “kikz”, “kinkie”, ”inchick”, “chinkay”, “chin2”, "taba chin chin", “kieng2”..hwatever.I’m kinda short..5’3”ish -slim, smallboned n skinnyI sport these chinita + Maldita eyes..u might mistake me 4 bein “snob”. I AM NOT..but I do hav prblems wit people hu r.I can’t stand bein judged by som1 hu doesn’t even know a thing about me. I am not perfect, and I do not expect perfection..Either way,I do not need your criticism . I have zero tolerance for stuck-up judgmental people.I believe that i'm a very uniq person. I really dont care about wat other pipol think of me.Well, generally.But there are times when I'm sensitive and really do care.When people think I'm this bitchy-gud-4-nothing,sometimes it does cut deep.I'm a chatterbox and can get hyper at times.I like it LOUD.I’m calculated but spontaneous. ~ Irrational yet thoughtful ~ opinionated but open minded ~ Difficult to fathom and to be understood ~ stubborn, messy, disorganized ~ Witty and sparkly…spazzy at times ~ miserable but loving every minute of it.I curse but I am not a warfreak. I am not aggressive unless provoked.I like 2 b the centr of attention but I like to sit back and watch. I like to stand out in a crowd but I like to blend in. I like to have a different opinion but I like to stick with the status quo.yeah, i'mah walkin contradiction. weird. freaky. quirky. unusual.I love being different. I love being an individual. I love being me. I don't care what you think about me, unless I care about you.I edited my profile at MsPremade.com . check out these Myspace Layouts!

My Interests

cars + money + pringles + Lays + oreo + iced ted + Nai Cha + coffee(white chocolate, latte tska cookies n mint) + lip gloss + beach + stilettos + fresh green salad + pink stuff + hersheys cookies and cream + tambay sa quick/La Mia + shopping + "ITCHAP"(**,) + loud music + Dancin' + writin' suicidal and enigmatic proses + partyin' + kikay stuff + ROAD3P +

I'd like to meet:

Don't wanna piss anybody off but..at this point I'm not goin 2 add you unless u r actually a friend of mine!If u wer on my friend list and aren't anymor, pls don't take it personally,I just don't actually KNOW you. I'm not into the popularity contest or being part of anyone's "babe list". I just want to keep in touch with my friends... Don't ask me to add you..if I feel like it I will do so on my own...asking just makes you look desperate, especially if I don't know you and have nothing to say. I only take friend requests from ppl i prsonally knw or frm those out here in the BICOL areaBy the way, here's my multiply account:

Music:

One Headlight (The Wallflowers) + Return To Innocence (Enigma) + Turn Back Time (Aqua) + Miss You Love/Tomorrow (Silverchair) + I Don't Wanna Wait (Paula Cole) + Ever After (Bonnie Bailey) + Maria (Blondie) + Hands (Jewel) + Pure Shores (All Saints) + Happy (Ashanti) + Like A Stone (Audioslave) + I'm With You (Avril Livigne) + Elephunk (BEP) + You're Beautiful (James Blunt) + Mr.Jones (Counting Crows) + I Feel So/There Is (Box Car Racer) + Free/High (Lighthouse Family) + Good Riddance/Basket Case (Greenday) + Snow on The Sahara (Anggun) + Can't Hold Us Down (Xtina Aguilera) + Sitting Down Here/Where Im Headed (Lene Marlin) + We Belong Together (Mariah Carey) + Santeria (Sublime) + I Caught Fire (The Used) + Face The Truth (Rufio) + Good Thing/Where Have You Been (Reel Big Fish) + Join Kayo (Mudflow)(**,) + Superman(Eminem) + Superman (Five For Fighting) + Gasolina (daddy Yankee) + So Sick (Ne-Yo) + stickWitU (PCD) +

My Blog

Falling From Garce

The other night I found myself crying myself to sleep. I just feel so damn tired, used, abused, torn and confused. I just wish I knew how to find myself. Nothing is clear anymore, its like some dark f...
Posted by ~*kiKaY*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

--rapperz:::check thiz out!

bein a punk is not just in what music you hear..it's in the attitude. it means you're unique and you strongly cling to what you believe in, and enjoy whatever you have and not pretending to be somethi...
Posted by ~*kiKaY*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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This description is supposed to give you some kind of huge insight into the kind of person I am, but of late, I don't really know who I am anymore, so I don't really think I can relate to you the kind...
Posted by ~*kiKaY*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Another Poem By Me

A Prison Where No Words Exist I feel so emotionless I can barely write a word Nothing is in me Or if it is, it can't be heard Is it trapped inside my head? Why am I playing dead? I can't fi...
Posted by ~*kiKaY*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Back Then Or Now

I use to be that child you all loved I use to be that child who could love I use to be that child who wasn't scared of death I use to be that child who smiled all the time I use to be that child w...
Posted by ~*kiKaY*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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It took me a long time to admit it. But maybe that's because the thought never crossed my mind till then. I don't know who I am. I have found myself in a situation where I am questioning everything i ...
Posted by ~*kiKaY*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

The Heart Rules MyMind

Its the story of my life, the story I so hate, one day I wish that this could change, but everything is ruled by my heart everlastingly. The feelings that revolve around my life are feelings of lo...
Posted by ~*kiKaY*~ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST