its not fun and games |
it makes me so angry and sad. to see people encouraging eachother to lose weight, to be sick. there are girls at 13, who are being encouraged to lose weight. if only these girls knew how damaging eati...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 08:18:00 PST |
addiction free |
this is the first time in 12yrs that i have been free of all of my addictions. it has been over seven weeks that i have not used any of my negative coping skills. it's hard, very hard. my anxiety is p...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 01:21:00 PST |
going inpatient |
so i will be boarding a plane on wed to go into treatment in florida on thursday. am i nervous, hell yes. i am scared of gaining weight, but do i want recovery, hell yes, and i want recovery more. i w...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 09:49:00 PST |
wish i may.... |
wish i maylosing my love of adventure
losing all respect for me and myself tonight
i wonder what happens
if i get to
the end of this tunnel
and there isn't a light
i've worn down the treads
on all of ...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 05:48:00 PST |
writing |
she sits all alone...driving in her car...the tears they fall...as she cries...thinking what happens if she dies...she is not doing well...her head is a living hell...demons scream non stop...do this,...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Sat, 13 May 2006 06:31:00 PST |
love this song... |
Yellow (Taken from "Parachutes")
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you ...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 04:37:00 PST |
fear |
i always knew two acronyms for fear: face everything and recover, or fuck everything and run. i did the second for a real long time. now im doing the first. i was at a meeting on sunday night and i he...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Wed, 07 Sep 2005 11:17:00 PST |
starting school... whoa |
so, i start school tomorrow. fordham at marymount. its in tarrytown. i will be a commuter, but its not a bad right, luckily my classes are not scheduled around rush hour. this all happened so fast. i ...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Wed, 31 Aug 2005 06:15:00 PST |
another year |
so another year has passed. im 26 now, past my mid twentis
its been a good year. so many changes. i have grown as a person a lot this year. in recovery now from all of my addictions. no eating ...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
life in general |
life in general has been good lately. i havent self harmed in a month, i cant beleive that. i celebrated my two year anniversary for AA this past month, which i cant beleive either. i am in a great re...
Posted by ***BRI*** on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
