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Lost in Dark Dreams

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About Me

THIS IS ME!!!!!!!!!MY PERSONALITY RIGHT NOW IS WEIRD. NOT AN EXACT NAME FOR IT. SO IM NOT LABELED!!! YAY! HEHE WELL YEP. I'M WAITING FOR HAPPINESS TO ENTER MY LIFE. FOR NOW I'LL JUS' WORK OFF MY A-S-S... DOING WHAT I SHOULD'VE BEEN DOIN'LONG AGO. :)YOU GOTTA LOVES VIDEOS.... EVEN OLD ONES.... :)Yea jus puttin nothing but videos on my profile... how big of a loser am i? ace!!! i'm jus like.... yea idk how to explain myself. i really believe i dont have a life. at least not one i call so sociable. sad. i kinda wish it was. but its not. all i do in down time is work, writing and listening to different music. is that a life?I HATE GUYS WHO PLAY WITH A FEMALES FEELINGS. THIS IS MY PRESENT PROBLEM AND I'M STARTING TO RETHINK MY LIFE. WHY DO GUYS F*CK THINGS UP ALL THE TIME???? WHY?????I LOVE ROCK MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yEP I LIKE A LOT OF OTHER THINGS TOO!!!!!!!!!!! ............................................................ ..........................................................-- ---------------------------------------------------------

My Interests

i like music. movies. anime (even though i can never keep up with it all). manga. drawing on myself. writing in my many journals... diaries are for girlie-gurls... n stellas... eww!!! yea i write poems. i cant keep track of how many i have though. its too much to count.oh yea and meeting new friends, girls, Guys.

I'd like to meet:

i dont care about who i meet. as long as they have a mouth speak words like to talk n hang out with me i'm cool. awesominess... heehee...................................................... ............................................................ ............................................................ ....

Music:

in music i listen to rock, trance, dance, r&b, hip hop, classical, instrumental, country. i mean i listen to anything and everything i want... i dont care if someone says they hate the bands i like to. i like it and ima listen to it. DUR!!! lol!!!I LOVE ROCK MUSIC. but i need to expand my tastes and knowledge of more bands than a selected few.but i do like to dance to hip-hop and r&b. i like to dance. i think i'm a ALL-A-ROUND person...

Movies:

i'll watch any type of movie. i don't really care. i just hate movies like team america... stupid puppets... ugh!mostly though i can sit just about through anything at all.

Television:

ya know im really startin to hate television. idky i just do. i cant stand it alot of times. but i still watch what i can. just not court tv, reality shows like big brother of fear factor shit like that... whateva...

Books:

yes i can be a nerd if i want. and YES i do read. anything i damn well please to read too... i can read just bout anything. since i have no life i read and make my empty shell look smart and like a nerd...lol. well yea i'll read any type of book... except porno... thats just gross...

Heroes:

i have no heros.

My Blog

a shitty life

well life sucks. i've been reverted to my  complicated life with guys. they like me. then don't. then love me. then don't. they want me but go with another girl. i can't handle it. last week i wa...
Posted by Lost in Dark Dreams on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 03:27:00 PST

stupid love/love bites... again

ok so the round-up ended in like 2 days from this blog. me n my cuzin went to the happy canyon dance where she met a guy from oregon. WARM SPRINGS, oregon. his name was Billy S. age 16. birthday in se...
Posted by Lost in Dark Dreams on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 02:51:00 PST

stupid thing about love

suck the soul out take it away throw it down run over it burn the heart find the love take it all i don't want it its not mine to give my life split in 2 my heart shattered in pieces my love forever g...
Posted by Lost in Dark Dreams on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:37:00 PST

bored

tommorow is my birthday. today kinda sucks. i wanna tell my friend dude how i feel for him. my parents are seperated but still argue and get mad as if they are still together. i feel like my soul is b...
Posted by Lost in Dark Dreams on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:34:00 PST

love and friendship problems

i can't take it anymore. i'mm gonna explode. there are guys in my life who... want me... then they don't. i don't f-in understand it. i mean i thought GIRLS were suppose to be complicated. jeez man. ...
Posted by Lost in Dark Dreams on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 01:37:00 PST

day 1 of depression

i write this in spite of the depression of the world... if it weren't for that i guess i still wouldn't want to be here. do i always have to listen to depressing songs of love and happiness... or very...
Posted by Lost in Dark Dreams on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 10:02:00 PST

crap for the invasion of privacy lovers... kidding

WHAT CAN I SAY TODAY? HHMMM... I'M NOT SURE... WELL BETTER PUT SOMETHING... I HATE LIFE I HAVE NO LOVE I DON'T FEEL I FEEL SO ALONE I FEEL SO NUMB I'M SO USELESS I HAVE NO PURPOSE WHY AM I HERE? WHEN...
Posted by Lost in Dark Dreams on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 07:41:00 PST