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Vanessa

my heart is like the ocean, it gets in the way. so close to touching freedom. then i hear the guards

About Me

I created my layout at KillerKiwi.net

My Interests

Im basically obsessed with music so if you want to keep me entertained just give me an mp3 player of some sort and I will be gone like the wind.

Music:

Tori Amos, Natalie Imbruglia, Goldfrapp, Amanda Ghost,Poe Angela Mccluskey, Adele,Radiohead,Arcade Fire, Muse, Howie Day, Kylie Minogue, Marilyn Manson, Madonna, Natasha Bedingfield, Beethoven, Sarah Mclachlan, SOME Melissa Etheridge, Sigur Ros,Ella Fitzgerald, Marilyn Monroe, Nine Inch Nails,Billie Holiday,Beth Hart,Scott Matthew,Devotchka,Nina Simone,Imogen Heap,Louie Armstrong,Jewel,Sarah Mclachlan,Mirwais,Adele,Beethoven,Lamb,I also love Broadway so please shut it,Conjure one,LP,MIA.

Movies:

Shortbus,Moulin Rouge, Spun, The Notebook,Girls Just Want to Have Fun, Better Off Dead, Boys on the side, Requiem For a Dream, Lost In Translation,Across The Universe,Brokeback Mountain,What Dreams May Come,Alot Like Love, Immortal Beloved, Muriels Wedding, Connie and Carla, In Her Shoes, The Crow, The Craft,Thruth About Cats and Dog, Sarah Silverman Jesus Is Magic, The Rose, Beaches, The Birdcage, Too Wong Food Thanks for Everything Julie Newmar, Norma Jean and Marilyn,Great Expectations Just Friends, Prime, Imagine Me And You, Wit, Patch Adams, Domino,Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands,Walk The Line,Definitely Maybe.. Anything that can make me think and release some tears.... Way too many to list but if you need recommendations on depressing the shit out of yourself , Im your man!

Television:

Cash Cab,L Word, Will N Grace, Weeds, Food Network, Golden Girls, Inked, Sarah Silverman Program, Taxi cab confessions, Real Sex,Project Runway,Top Chef,LA ink, Family guy, Tell Me You Love Me

Books:

MY VIDEO OF THE MOMENT:

Heroes:

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My Blog

train adventures part trois

it is 845 am. it smells like baked ham and vanilla on the train. everyone is asleep except for me and this man who thinks i dont notice him staring at me under his sunglasses. ive never beem more revl...
Posted by Vanessa on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:48:00 PST

train adventures

it is about 8:42am and freaking freezing on the train. the mornings are getting chillier. im dreading it while most people love to bundle up. im looking at a woman across from mr wearing a snowcap and...
Posted by Vanessa on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 05:45:00 PST

burned-by me

Its about 12:30pm, sitting here at work wondering what the hell is going on??? Alot of exciting things to look forward to and yet im still feeling like Im running in circles. Different situations keep...
Posted by Vanessa on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 09:43:00 PST

Thanks Brad Pitt!

First and for most I just want to thank Brad "Im too hot to function" Pitt for donating a generous amount of money to help fight the Prop 8 of Gay marraige ban. Granted him and Angelina are almost dig...
Posted by Vanessa on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 08:04:00 PST

train adventures

dealing with emotions is like moving on top of a pile of leaves
Posted by Vanessa on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 10:07:00 PST

Check out this event: Pep Rally @ Stiletto!

Hosted By: Maggie C Events and Elaine BellWhen: Sunday Sep 14, 2008 at 11:00 AMWhere Garden of ONO (@ Hotel Gansevoort)Entrance on Hudson (between 13th and Gansevoort)New York, New York|33 10014United...
Posted by Vanessa on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 07:22:00 PST

questions

do you think its possible to forget why your here in the midst of finding yourself? if so where am i??? lol
Posted by Vanessa on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 06:35:00 PST

sweaty eye lids on a friday night

So yeah im pretty much sitting here on a sticky leather sofa home alone with sweaty eye lids on a friday night. I thought i would share..... While everyone else is out partying it up i decided to stay...
Posted by Vanessa on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 07:17:00 PST

Happy Happy Coy Coy

I dont even know what im saying nor doing today. I have residual drunkenness from lastnight. Had an amazing time with everyone and i love meeting new people ...... and i love taking my clothes off for...
Posted by Vanessa on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 10:44:00 PST

lines

possibly maybe. probably love. electric shocks i love them. afterward i wonder wheres the love you promised me??? wheres is it? how can you offer me love like that? my heart burns.since we broke up im...
Posted by Vanessa on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 05:16:00 PST