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Matthew Misery [4k+]

I am here for Friends

About Me

My name is Matthew There is SSOOO much more to me then I
could ever think about putting on here.
Those of you who know me know this to be true.--------------------END OF PAGE----------------------------

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

I just want to meet someone that i love, That loves me just as much in return. And isn't in love with someone else. Someone i can count on to help me through any problem Without thinking of me any less Someone who is funny, but knows when to be serious Someone who knows when i'm serious, and when i'm just joking. I want to meet someone, Who likes to go do completely random things. Someone who doesn't smoke, doesn't dip, and Doesn't drink until they loose control ALL the time. I want to meet someone, Who will get up early in the morning, And help me make pancakes! Or bake cookies. But more than anything, I want to meet someone, I cant count on To be there. I will make that person, The happiest person in the world ^_^

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Music:

What kind of music do i like? All kinds, except country lol. These easiest way is for me to show youWhats on my IPOD:3 Inches of Blood The Academy Is Across Five Aprils Alesana Alter Bridge A Perfect Circle Boys Like Girls Bullet For My Valentine Daft Punk Evanescence FallOut Boy Fergie Funeral For A Friend Hawthorne Heights Hellogoodbye Hollywood Undead Linkin Park Marilyn Manson The Medic Droid Mindless Self Indulgence My Chemical Romance Panic! at the Disco Plain White T's Rammstein Scary Kids scaring Kids Senses Fail Static Lullaby The Postal Service The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ToolIf you don't like a band in my list I Don't Care! Please don't send me a message complaining About my taste in music. Its annoying, and i WONT respond.

Television:

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Books:

I don't read books, so im going to use this section to display my signs that my fans have made for me, in no particular order ^_^

Heroes:

Ashley Ryan Moore

Where to begin... I first started talking to you, right before your big wreck. It was also a time when my life was in a wreck. Both our our lives changed very fast after that. I don't think either of us would had made it, if it were not for a childlike eagerness to see each other. That connection, that love i have for you, is the only thing that got me threw. I owe my life to you, hands down. I have never felt the way i feel toward you, towards anyone else, not even my family. Now, things didn't go as we thought and hoped they would. I still love you just as much as i ever did, even if i don't act like it sometimes. I too can be a very jealous person. And sometimes things don't seem fair to me. I feel like i wasnt given a fair chance, but its partially my fault. You were able to move on WAY faster then i can, cuz im still stuck on you, i just try to act like im not because i think thats what you want. I know your in a hard spot right now, im trying to make it easier for you, even if its at the cost of my happieness... But thats life and ill get over it. Everyone has told me a million times, that your not worth having me, and i need to move on. I believed them for a little while, but i just realized, im not worth you. Sorry im not strong like luc, I should have never let you go. I know that now you have found the "Love of your life", and your "Never ever leaving him, no matter what." But thats how things always go in my life. Im glad to see your happy. I still hope to someday get to meet you. That day will come, hopefully very soon. And i know that will be a very special moment for both of us.

Jonathan Daniel

Jonathan, I met you by browsing myspace for peoople that live in Loganville. We talked a little, but then lost touch for almost a year, when i decided i was going to go to Georgia. we started talking again, and i added all your top friends that lived there, where i met Casea. After that we talked a lot, every night on the phone, you, me, and Casea for sometimes 6 hours at a time. It was amazing. Then the time came for me to go down there to meet you. You were everything i expected and hoped for. I had the time of my life. even if i didn't act like it sometimes. Even that first morning when i was sitting at the gas station up the road for hours, i wouldn't trade a second of the time down there, for anything else. I'm glad i got to stay for a month, but i wish it was longer. i cant wait to go back down there! I fell in love with you, and it was hard to leave. Even those times we didn't exactly get along, like the one time at Jessica's, and my last night down there was rough too, and we said some pretty mean things to each other. But we made up, and i'm glad, because I would have hated myself forever if that was how we ended things. Maybe one day i will be able to move down there! =)---------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------

Casea Fincher

Casea Casea Casuuuhhhhh!!!! Lol. I remember our very first conversation on aim. Jonathan was over at your house and you guys kept asking me the same question over and over and over again. You remember the question, so im not going to say it on here. But honestly, i thought you were a nut job. lol then i talked to Haley, she scared me even more, so i went back to you. And boy am i glad i did. You are so amazing. In our first conversation, i told you my enitire life story, things i had never told ANYONE before, i trusted you with my life. You helped me so much get the courage to go meet Jonathan. You were my proof he wasnt fake, i trusted you, and you didnt fail me. I had so much fun hanging out with you, even though we didnt get too much. Except for the three days we spent at the Atlanta dragstrip. Thos were so much fun. We chilled, took pictures, played frisbee, rode around in a golf cart, played uno, sold stuff, met a black kid named bubba, and turned him gay LMAO ^_^ And Oh!! You cant forget the bikini contest full of local strippers, and my favorite, the "plus size" girl that should have won the whole thing!!! LOL I had an amazing time, and i cant wait to go with you to another drag race, or just to see you again. ^_^ ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------------------

My Blog

Life isn’t worth living. My first poem.

Life isn't worth living. Your friend is not your friend.They just pretended in the end.They say that they care,but you should beware.Life isn't worth living.The people you love, dont love you back.The...
Posted by Matthew Misery [4k+] on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 08:30:00 PST

Isnt it funny.

I got a new car, a new job, a new place to live and alot more money. yet still, 1 person means so much to me, then when they get mad at me, none of that means anything, and life isnt worth living.
Posted by Matthew Misery [4k+] on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 05:49:00 PST

Would You Like Me Better If...

I was straight?  ... seriously?
Posted by Matthew Misery [4k+] on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 09:01:00 PST