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About Me

My name is Nikki. I'm 20 years old. My birthday is May 19th, I'm a Taurus. Originally from New York I will always consider myself a New Yorker even though I legally reside in New Jersey. I will be moving to Chicago in August of 2008...my dream has come true! If you live in Southern New Jersey or Chicago add me. I dont know anyone and would like to meet cool, fun, interesting people. First off, Don't label me! I'm just me. I'm not Scene, Goth, Emo, Prep, etc. I'm individual and i'm not going to say I'm Scene, Hardocre, etc. when I seriously don't know what I am myself. I am NOT Straight Edge. I don't do Drugs, Smoke, or Fuck, but I do Drink. I just finished my Sophmore year of college and soon will being going to Columbia College of Chicago in September. I attended both Saint Thomas Aquinas College in New York and William Paterson University in New Jersey. I love to go to shows, concerts, Rock concerts, etc. I love my old 1999 Black Sporty Nissan Maxima. I hate fakes, liars, cheaters, and people who call you your friend and are really backstabbing bitches. I have decided to become a Vegetarian. BUT I am a Pescatarian. Which means I LOVE Sushi! If you love Sushi we will have a good time together. Unlike what others might say, I am NOT bulimic or anorexic, period. I HAVE changed in many ways, I'm proud sometimes of what I've overcome. I am starting to find out the new me. I hate when people label me and say I want to be someone I'm not, I'm unique like everyone and that's just me growing up and trying new things. Also I hate people who make fun of scene, emo, goth, etc. people, that's BULLSHIT!, if you want to express your own opinion then do it but not in front of me, I have respect for them, love them, and find no need to make fun of them, their unique and that's what makes them beautiful. Just b/c you don't have the courage to express yourself doesn't mean you have to bash them. "They make fun of me because I'm different, I make fun of you because your all the same"! Best saying in the world, so true, be individual and unique people. Life is almost near perfect for me except for a few things. I have bad luck in finding love, I yearn for it and always have bad luck...let's change that. I am a hopeless romantic. I'm 100% Italian and I'm proud of it. My family calls me a "Principessa" which means a Princess in Italian. I love art. I LOVE Starbucks Coffee. I'm an artist, not the best in the world, but I absolutely LOVE photography. I just changed my major and I'm planning on getting a major in Business Managment. I want to own a few businesses and a record label one day. I love music and my dream will always be to work in the music industry. I love going to shows especially local bands and taking photos, that is my ultimate passion and I would love to do it for the rest of my life. For the most part I like Rock, old school Rock, Metal, Punk, Rock n' Roll, Screamo, Hardcore, etc. I write poetry, very often, if you think I'm weird because of that get out of here. I like having fun with my friends. Whether we go to a party or concert or just hang and watch movies. I love my TRUE friends. It's hard to say that I don't trust easily anymore, but if your willing to make an effort I will trust you and be your friend, as long as you dont stab me in the back! I absolutely love to travel. I've been to sooo many places but cannot remember them all. I'm a fun person to be with but I'm also shy. I have to get to know you before you can see the real, fun me. I love meeting and talking to new people. I have friends I have met on MySpace who I consider my friends, so don't be afraid to talk or ask for my sn. I really love New York City and I visit there often. I love to have fun, I LOVE Rock concerts!!! Music is my life, like many others I'd die without it! I LOVE to shop (3 Fav Stores: HotTopic, Zumiez, Bleeding Star Clothing). I like to listen to music, dance, go to concerts. I dont regret what I've done in the past, sometimes thinking of the past hurts but I think it's made me stronger. I am currently single! I like guys who have tattoos and/or piercings. But sweetness wins over my heart. These are the things MY guy MUST be or have: Funny, Honest, MATURITY, Trusting, capable of loving and showing me what love is. I would love a guy who likes to just hang, go out to a rock concert or do something romantic. I have a lot in common with guys who like music...duh. I have been hurt ALOT by guys in the past year and find it hard to trust and let them in...change that. I tend to like guys who can play an instrument. I admit I'm weak when it comes to guys who plays the drums or guitar. I like to laugh and cuddle with a guy. Anyone who can put a smile on my face is worth talking too! I like meeting new people so if you would like just add me! If you would like to chat my AIM name is NewYorkChick218!Add me on VampireFreaks: http://vampirefreaks.com/RockerChick4Life18 If you want to know more about me send me a comment, message, or IM me on AOL. I'm a Free Lance Photographer so if you need any help in New York (NYC/Orange/Rockland County/Westchester), New Jersey (Northern or Southern), or soon Chiacago just contact me! Norah: Wow we've been GREAT friends for almost four years, but it seems like so much longer. Your my best friend, you're such a fun and amazing person.To boot your personality is always shining. Even though we live far away from each other we have become so much closer and so much stronger as women. We've been through alot and we've had ALOT of fun times and memories; and we have so much more to look forward to! I am so grateful your my friend, thanks so much for all you've done. Thanks for all the late nights, and thanks for lending an ear to all my cying nights and hard times. You've been here for me and I'm always here for you chica. Best Friends and Fall Out Boy Lovers for Life!!!!!!!! And yes I would LOVE to be your Maid of Honor and Godmother to your children, you will be for mine as well. Wuv ya Nori-Babi Tamara: We've really known each other since the sixth grade but we have became AMAZING friends when we were in high school.You are such a fun person to hang out with. I remember the great times and our BOOK!!!! All the memories and funny moments of the last two years of high school were in that book. Even though our friendship cooled for a year, we're friends now and I'm glad to say that you have grown up, drastically. You have been there through some of my hardest times when I had no one else and you probably know the inner me the best out of everyone. It's amazing to see how you have grown from freshman in h.s. to now. If I had to just name a few memories or times we've had it would take up like twenty myspace pages...lol. We've had so many and I hope we can have more. No matter what I know we'll always be friends. Thanks sooo much for letting me stay with you for a while, I had a blast and this summer is going to be amazing. I hope we have many many more memories down the road. I Love you soooo much Squishy!!!!! ♥ Corinne:OMFG We've been friends for like seven years! We have been through ALOT! We both have lost almost two Nicole Ritchie's in weight and we both have matured so much. We have soo much fun when we hang out, no matter what we do, we turn it up to the next level of crazyness. I cherish our drivs to nowhere at 2 am, roadtrips, and dinners at 4 am. Talking about shit and how they ALWAYS have depressign love songs..lol. I am soooo happy we're friends. Your such a bright and beautiful person. Thanks for being there for me. Through the good and the bad. Through the sad, depressing, as well as happy nights. Thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to cry on cause someone broke my heart, so much that I wanted to die. You're there to remind me that life will be tough, but I'll move on. It's better to move on when I have a friend, no sister like you. I love little Jasmine Ann and I will try my hardest to be the best auntie ever. I love you Peeshe! To the good times. And yes, we'll be friends when we're 70 and go to the movies together in our wheelchairs. I promise you that. Love you Peesh!

My Interests

Make Me Smile

Knee socks w/ skulls, Converse shoes.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet people from all over the world. I'd like to meet a guy who's fun,sweet, genuine, trusting, honest, loves music and going to shows, and has a beautiful set of eyes ;) I clearly didn't make this video, but it's BEAUTIFUL!Tokio Hotel - Shrei
Okay so I like The Original German Version...Shrei(SCREAM!)-Tokio Hotel

Music:

I pretty much listen to anything and everything. Here's some: Fall Out Boy, Green Day, All-American Rejetcs, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Hawthorne Heights, Amber Pacific, My Chemical Romance, Crackjaw, Panic! At The Disco, Tokio Hotel, Blinded Black, FlyLeaf, Rob Zombie, Marilyn Manson, Thieves and Villans, Kiss Kiss, Det by Row, As I Lay Dying, Hello Nurse, Silence The Feedback, The Irish Monkeyz, Emmure, Atrium, Ciano, The Rise and Fall, Time for Plan B,Grandview,Ego Kill, Plain White T's, The Jonas Brothers, Madina Lake, Taking Back Sunday, HelloGoodbye, 30 Seconds To Mars, +44 , Dressed in Red, The Academy Is...,Cobra Starship, McFly, Hinder, Kill Hannah, Hook, Black Veil Brides, Thriller, Best Before Yesterday, Going Home, Falling Kids, Lemonface, Push Play, Avenues & Silhouttes, The Bride Wore Black, Outcry, Hot Lips, Sound of Surrender, Relient K, Brick by Brick, Bullet For My Valentine, The Mile After, In Love and War, Leftover, Upper Class Trash, A Life Once Lost, ScarletSnowPrelude, Double Blind, I Never Heard The Bullet, Drive By, Bleeding Through, On The Last Day, 23 Rainy Days, The Horrors, Death In December, Shakira, The Cranberries, Daddy Yankee, Slipknot, Daniel Bedingfield, Comeback Kid, Yellowcard, Three Doors Down, Evanescence, Fort Minor, Good Charlotte, Fergie, The Veronicas, Kelly Clarkson, The Killers, Linkin Park, Bury Your Dead, No Doubt, From Autumn To Ashes, N.A.S.H, Cartel, The Merciful, Maroon 5, Ne-Yo, Akon, Frankie J, Black Eyed Peas, Gwen Stefani, Pussycat Dolls,Beyonce, Lucas Prada, Blink-182, OK Go, Armour For Sleep, Atryu, Bowling For Soup, Usher, Simple Plan, Avenged Sevenfold, Atreyu, HIM, Anti-Flag, The Hushsound, Gymclass Heroes, The Academy Is, Norma Jean, The Early November, Senses Fail, October Fall, Motion City Soundtrack, I See Stars, Metallica, Nirvana, and Many More!

Movies:

The Notebook, Pirates Of The Carribean, Lord Of The Rings, Lords Of Dogtown, Aplha Dog, Knocked Up, The Departed, Brokeback Mountain, The White Chicks... anything that's Adventure or Comedy. You can't forget Jackass and Jackass 2!

Television:

A Shot of Love with Tila Tequila, Lost, So You Think You Can Dance?, Project Runway, Friends, Will & Grace, Degrassi, Fresh Prince Of Bel Air, Wildboyz, Viva La Bam, Jackass, Call To Greatness, MADE, True Life, My Super Sweet 16, NEXT, L.A. Ink, Parental Control, DanceLife, Scarred, Mindfreak
MyHotComments
MyHotComments My Favorite newest band, TOKIO HOTEL from Germany! Amazing music, THEY'RE FINALLY COMING TO THE US! Pete Wentz and Ryan Ross=Hotness! FlyLeaf Red Jumpsuit Apparatus: I continue to be amazed everytime I see them. Pete Wentz and Hemingway Picture of a Rose I took Blinded Black is AmazingBullet For My Valentine is Fucking AwesomeThe Morning Of: I saw and MET them at Bamboozle 08 and they are one of the nicest bands I have ever met, I hope they make it big.Bring Me he Horizon: They're music is fucking AMAZING! ADD them! Ciano: One of my ABSOLUTE favorite local bands. They're amazing! Even though they broke up they will NEVER be off my page ♥ +44 Italians do it best! Green Day is AMAZING! Crackjaw: So much talent, I met these guys and they're fucking sweethearts, hope to see them again soon All-American Rejects Gym class Heroes My Chemical Romance Panic! At The Disco Kill Hannah Insensce and smoke rising Picture of inscense in a Smirnoff bottle Drinks, what a beautiful selection! About 4:30 am, at the end of a busy night East 161st Street in the Bronx, NY Picture I took in Aruba, Capt. Jack Sparrow and the Black Pearl Final Art Project for my Drawing 2 Class

Books:

The Notebook, Perfect I'm Not: Boomer on Beer, Brawls, Backaches, and Baseball, It's Called a Breakup Because It's Broken, The Truth About Diamonds, Lord of the Rings,Cut, The Devil Wears Prada, Prozac Nation, The Vampire Armand, there's so many more I just can't remember!

Heroes:

These Are People I Want To Meet: Jay: He is definitly the coolest dude I've ever talked to. I feel so comfortable talking to him, because everything we talk about is friendship. He is the FUNNIEST dude EVER! He makes up the coolest words ever, none of you can top it. Jay is probably one of my closest guy friends and I can talk to him about everything and he gives me amazing advice and always tells me things will look up. I cant wait to meet the JAYMIESTER! Thanks for everything Hun! Nicholas Ryan: This guy is such a hottie but he is above all the coolest guy to talk to. He constantly makes me laugh, we have so much in common *Starbucks forver,* He seriously is such a sweet guy and he always says he'd kick any guys ass who hurts me. I could definitly see him being one of those friends that you have forever. He is the coolest and we are partying it up in Boston! Thanks for all you do BBy.Will: I can't describe the feeling I have for him. I was looking for a friend and that's what I found....and more. The moment I started to talk to him I felt something special and this guy well....I like him. We have so much in common, he always makes me smile, and laugh like crazy. Our convos make me want to talk with him forever and I feel sad when I have to end them. He's a handsome, fun loving, caring, free-spirited, respectable, mature, and honest guy. I seriously can't wait to meet him because I have such an amazing feeling when I talk to him or think of him. I'm so happy we met, you're such an amazing person and I dont regret meeting you :D I'm so happy we found each other Hunny.[Update: Ex-boyfriend...Don't know what to write at the moment so I'll leave it blank for now]Justin: We became good friends in September/October then we didn't talk for about six months. I always thought you were such a gentlemen and an all around great person. I'm so happy that we started to talk again. When I talk to you I feel as if I've known you forever, that's how comfortable I am talking to you. You and I think a lot alike and we've been through a lot of the same things and share similar views on the same topics. We understand each other better than anybody else. I will always be here to listen to anything and I know it's the same for me.Danny: Wow, what can I say about him. Well I don't know him that well but that doesn't matter. This guy seems sooo fucking amazing. I can't wait until I go to Germany and I actually get to meet him. Peppa:OMFG! Peppa is such a hot tamale! Hehe, I've been friends with Peppa/Noneheart for like a year now and he is such an amazing guy. He is SSSUUCHH a funny guy and he always makes my day when he leaves me a comment. He says some of the sweetest things and I can honestly say he is such an amazing friend. I'd move to Mexcio for him! :D Muahzzz Peppa! Brendon [Breakdown]:Omg he's such an awesome guy, he is VERY caring and he HATES Fall Out Boy ahaha ;) He is amazingly gorgeous and perfection and I'm happy that I can consider him a friend.Steve: Wow we've been friends on Myspace for almost two years and you were always the guy who made me laugh constantly. As I got to know you better I learned that you had been burned in love as well and thats why I think we connect because we understand each other. I'm so happy I met you in person because you made me realize what an awesome person you are inside and out. I'm glad we met and I think we'll be friends for eternity. Cant wait for summer memories.Jimmi from The Morning Of: 5/03/08 I will never forget the day I met the band and him, he is such a fucking sweetheart and a fucking hottie as well. I cant wait to see the band again and hopefully hang with Jimmi again :-P Brandi Ryan: Yes that's the beautiful lady from A Shot of Love. I find her simply amazing and beyond gorgeous. Her style, her hair, her gleaming eyes and her voice. :D She seems like such an awesome person to get to know. I would turn 100% Lesbian in a second for her Tila Tequila: I've secretly liked here for about two years now. I don't know I love her voice and she is cute as hell. I would love to meet her...Goegeous. Jay: From A Shot At Love. Many people ask me why I'm like this guy because he's so not my style. It's true...yeah I'm Italian and I don't really have a thing for Guido guys but he is beyond gorgeous. The day I saw him I thought he was amazingly handsome, I dont know I think he's an awesome guy and I would Looove to meet him. Who you represent? Jerrrsseyyy! Scotty: From ASAL. I think he's a handsome dude, and I really wanted him to win Tila's heart. He is a genuine sweetheart and I think he's be one of those guys you just meet and you would fall in love with his voice, heart, and just melt.Chelsia Hart: The lovely lady from Big Brother. She is sooo amazingly gorgeous. Her style is unbeatable, her hair is rocking and I love her attitude.James Zinkand: Wow, Wow, Wow! I remember the first time my mom told me to watch Big Brother to see a guy named James. Wow was I impressed he is such a good looking guy, I love his pink mohawk. I love Crazy James and no matter what he is the best and I love him for his uniquness and his caring and sweet heart. I would love to meet him. Devin:Creator of Bleeding Star Clothing Line. Best clothign line since Tripp NYC Hanna Beth and Audrey Kitching: Gorgeous Perfection Tokio Hotel: I havent been in love with a band as much as them since Green Day came around. I love their music, I'm addicted to the German songs and I have a blast everytime I see them live. Ich liebe dich! The creator of Skelanimals, I love dead animals Lacey:Singer of Flyleaf. She's so beautiful and talented Ryan Oliveira: Model Criss Angel Bill Kaulitz: Singer of Tokio Hotel. I think he is the most gorgeous thing alive and I dont give a fuck what you think, I'd fuck him in a Heartbeat! To say I'm overly obsessed with Bill is an understatment. I hear him speak a word of German and I melt :D Tom Kaulitz: Guitarist for Tokio Hotel and Bill's twin brother. I dont know but he's kinda hot with that lip ring Hanna Beth: I think she is the most perfect and most beautiful girl in the world. I look up to her and admire her The Queen of the Beautiful's: Jeffree Starr. It's not a party without Jeffree Starr. Can't wait for my 21st Birthday! I'd do anything/anyone to have him perform for me Kat Von D: She's such an amazing and talented Tattoo Artist Audrey Kitching: Model MatthewLush: Wow for such a young person he has done a lot and inspired a lot of people, I admire him AshleeLauren: Model Pete Wentz: I dont know but I've always had a thing for him; maybe it's the guyliner and the tight jeans Wow! I would love to hang with all three of them-Audrey Kitching, Jeffree Starr, and HannaBeth Amy Lee: Who wouldn't want to meet her?

My Blog

My Future?

Okay so Tuesday I got my Tarots read and I thought they were pretty interesting. So I thought I'd write a Blog about it.....there was A LOT of information and a lot astonished me. I went to a "Spiritu...
Posted by Nikki Narcotic on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 01:32:00 PST

Things are coming together

As I sit in my bed, on this very cold almost May day I noticed that time has gone by so quickly. With 18 more days of school I'm almost done. I have completed my time here, this new experience of dorm...
Posted by Nikki Narcotic on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:54:00 PST

I Hate Falling

Ok so this is it. I get hurt more than a prostitute fucks and it's starting to take it's toll on me. Guys are all the same no matter what you say. See I started to care for this guy and the scarey thi...
Posted by Nikki Narcotic on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 03:38:00 PST

Boyfriend/Girlfriend Application

Boyfriend/Girlfriend Application Name:Age: Location:Birthday: Eye Color: Hair Color: Short/Long/Style Hair: Do you smoke/ drink/drugs? Do you have tatoos/percings? If so where and what?Would yo...
Posted by Nikki Narcotic on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 02:34:00 PST

Catholic Girls/Rockland County

Haha well I saw these and I HAD to post them becasue they're soooo true. Both of them, living in Rockland and being a Catholic School Girl which I was..lol. Enjoy! You KNOW you are a Catholic School G...
Posted by Nikki Narcotic on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 06:47:00 PST

Im Sorry

I'm sorry..I'm sorry..If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..That I dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'...
Posted by Nikki Narcotic on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 03:43:00 PST

The Final Goodbye Note

I am not a good poet or writer, I never claimed to be. I'm just good at writing my emotions down on paper. This is a long poem/letter/note whatever about my Ex-boyfriend. Yes he really hurt me, and sa...
Posted by Nikki Narcotic on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 09:24:00 PST