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A.E.H.C.

people change but songs remain

About Me

what is there to say about a scared little girl? most of the time i don't know my ass from my head, i'm indecisive, spontaneous, impulsive and a complete wreck most of the time. it's seems my whole life i've been desperatly searching and for the first time i found what i was looking for. i finally feel comfertable in my own skin and happy with now. For the first time i'm not searching, not looking for more. I do believe i have the worst luck of anyone i know but some how i always pull through. the people in my life that matter are always behind me and if they weren't i'd fall apart. i've gathered over the years that i'm a weak person but i'm stronger than i've ever been and with him by myside we will take over the world.Winners and losers, turn the pages of my life We’re beggars and choosers, with all the struggles and the strife I got no reason to turn my head and look the other way We’re good and we’re evil, which one will I be today?There’s saints and sinners Life’s a gamble and you might lose There’s cowards and heroes Both have been known now to break the rules There’s lovers and haters The strong and the weak will all have their day We’re devils and angels Which one will I be today?Chorus: Are you happy now with all the choices you’ve made? Are there times in life when you know you should’ve stayed? Will you compromise and then realize the price is too much to pay? Winners and losers, which one will you be today?There’s a light and a dark side Standing at the crossroads, there we’ll meet There’s prophets and fools there The lies and the truth, will be at our feet I got a reason to turn my head and look the other way Its heaven and hell here, which one will I live today?Chorus: Are you happy now with all the choices you’ve made? Are there times in life when you know you should’ve stayed? Did you compromise and then realize the price was too much to pay? Winners and losers, which one will you be today?Which one will you be today? Which one will I be today?I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

music, good books, art(drawing and painting), animal rights, dancing, traveling, words are my specialty and photography is my medium, anti-war anti-bush,good times with good friends, PBR,captin morgan, camel lights

Cheese Dirk
People Iced: Four
Car Bombs Planted: Twelve
Favorite Weapon Rusty Chain
Arms Broken: Twenty Four
Eyes Gouged: Twenty Five
Tongues Cut Off: Two
Biggest Enemy: Da' Loot Bags
Get Your HITMAN Name

AWSOME-GAME

I'd like to meet:

people that make me laugh being serious is over rated.............and stephen crane. aim= AAEHC

Music:

H2O, Sick of it All, Blood for Blood, This is Hell, The Banner, American Nightmare, The Suicide File

Movies:

reservoir dogs, pulp fiction, kill bill 1&2, fight club, the hustler, rounders, the devils rejects, when harry met sally, eternal sunshine, anything with angelina jolie's tits, pretty much any jonny depp movie(because he's an excellent actor not because he's hot), the more gore the better and titts and ass are always a plus! oh will someone please make an actual scary movie, we're bored, we're all bored!

Television:

ummmmm tv sucks

Books:

to kill a mocking bird, animal farm, the bell jar, the hobit, happy baby, the dark tower series

Heroes:

your ass

My Blog

we sit on front porches and swing life away

so i'm watching the rise against video to day and i'm realising how much i miss my friends. i never had many but the ones i had/have were always such a core part of my life and i feel so disconected f...
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 10:35:00 PST

courage

i believe i am suffering a mild case of insomnia. today i woke up at 6am to watch the news, drink shitty coffee and pretend i had something important to do. only later to face that i did not and force...
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 07:38:00 PST

babble babble babble

i look back on the past and i realise how many have come and gone and how few are still here. i look back and wish i would have kept a better record and better ties. i wish i would done so much more w...
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 09:42:00 PST

over and over

turning turning turningrunning running runningthinking thinking thinkingturned upside-downpukeing pukeing pukeingdrinking drinking drinkingscared scared scaredsentamental am ione more for the roadand ...
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 09:17:00 PST

the searching

i'm sitting back and im watching as everyone else walks by. to young, cut short and cut down. i'm contending with the best of my kind and still ending up down. i'm unfocused, undirected and undicided....
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 08:39:00 PST

unemployment blues

i've been unemployed for oh about a month and a half i believe. It seems as if the days have turned in to night and the other way around. i have aloud my life to become this ultimate boring and the on...
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 07:54:00 PST

soco amereto lime

I braved the city streets tonight to poor my heart out to you only finding myself speechless. It was all I could to spit out the words ..I fucked up... I knew as soon as I left our conversation. The t...
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 10:07:00 PST

tired and doubtfull

Here I am again not knowing which way is up or which way is down. Never knowing if my decision is the right one. I..m drinking again to pretend I can leave everything behind. I..m crying now because I...
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 08:38:00 PST

rainy october

It seems that i've come to a different place in my life. I finally escaped my vise grip. Moved away, broke ties, burned some bridges and built some new ones. I do believe i'm finally growing up. I'm p...
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 02:53:00 PST

according to the internet

this is my trait snapshot: messy, irritable, depressed, fragile, worrying, emotionally sensitive, does not like to lead, phobic, weird, suspicious, low self control, paranoid, frequently second ...
Posted by A.E.H.C. on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 10:11:00 PST