life decided to fuck with my emotions again |
just when u think youre going to be okay, that you can suck it up and move on with ur life...something always clicks to set you back. thats how it is with me anyway.
whether its almost calling someone... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Thu, 05 Jun 2008 11:41:00 PST |
id rather look like someone else. |
isnt that strange?
ive been getting an unusual amount of random messages from people telling me that im pretty or hot or whatever.
it makes me a little uncomfortable.
i dont think i am. id rather look... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 12:45:00 PST |
it took me over a half hour to write this and im still not okay. |
i wish i could sleep.
for some reason i get home from class every night between 11:30 and 12 and i have sooo much energy.
so i sit awake.
i sit awake and do nothing productive.
i sit awake with nothin... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 12:17:00 PST |
a thousand shattered pieces and im back on the floor. |
does true love really exist? im really starting to wonder. i feel like everytime i get a glimpse of it and finally start to feel again, the second everything feels like its going to be okay, the floor... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 09:11:00 PST |
have u ever thought...of something uve always wanted to say... but wouldnt let urself? |
ever wonder what would happen if u or someone u know died?
what things you would be upset for not doing or saying?
not things u regret but things u wish u could do and just dont for whatever reason.
i... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 08:42:00 PST |
swear to shake it up |
ive been strange lately. i dont know how to put it. im stressed and im tired and im anxious and im lonely.
im in search of something and i guess im not really sure what it is.
perhaps its in search of... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:39:00 PST |
independant. |
its really incredible what we are capable of. little things that we take for granted. things we never thought wed have to do until ur put in certain situations. everyday i feel myself getting more ind... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 04:21:00 PST |
hopeless. |
so derek tanya and i have been watching the first season of dawsons creek.
and we just finished the season finale. and i cried.
im very emotional lately. i mean, im always emotional, but especially l... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 11:33:00 PST |
moment to myself. |
so ive come to terms with a few things and heres one of my many thoughts of the moment.
its not distrust that ruins people.
its dishonesty that ruins people.
you have trust at first and then youre dis... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:19:00 PST |
generalization |
so... lately things kinda suck. but i guess they could be worse.
i have a lot of questions running through my mind that remain unanswered.
more things than youre thinking.
its not just one topic of q... Posted by love may make you blind, but i wouldnt mind at all on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 03:07:00 PST |