Tajuan

I'M NOT GOING TO BE ON HERE AT ALL.THE ONLY WAY TO REACH ME IS TO WRITE ME,MY SISTER WILL BE CHECKING MY PAGE FROM TIME TO TIME, ADDING FRIENDS OR WHAT HAVE YOU. LETTING ME KNOW ABOUT WHATS GOING ON. BUT IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME, PLEASE DONT HESITATE TO WRITE ME. MY ADDRESS IS HERE FOR YOU TO SEE AND USE. THANK YOU!!!!! ~~~~~THERE ARE THREE LINES OF MY ADDRESS. FIRST LINE IS MY NAME AND PRISON NUMBER. SECOND LINE IS THE P.O.BOX..,THE THIRD LINE IS DELANO, CA....ETC.(B.Caprice) Tajuan Allison H76264 P.O.Box 5101 A8-117 Delano,CA 93216I RUN ABOUT 10 DEGREES HOTTER THAN THE AVERAGE CAT,AND ITS BEEN LIKE THAT FROM DAY ONE. I WASNT THE TYPE TO SIMPLY STAND IN LINE AND WAIT MY TURN. I THOUGHT THAT I WAS DESTINED FOR BIGGER AND BETTER THAN I ACTUALLY GOT, SO I DECIDED TO TRY FIGHTING MY WAY UP TO THE FRONT OF THE LINE,AND I MADE ONE HELL OF AN EFFORT. I WANTED IOT SO BAD,THAT I COULD ALMOST TASTE IT! BUT AS YOU CAN SEE FROM MY STATE PRISON BLUES......I NEVER MADE IT.:( I CAME TO JAIL IN 1992 FOR MURDER AND I'VE BEEN HERE EVER SINCE. I DISAPPOINTED EVERYBODY WHO CARED ENOUGH TO BELIEVE IN A BROTHA,AND HERE I AM 14 YEARS LATER-BIGGER,STRONGER AND SMARTER-BUT ADMITTEDLY,NOT TOO FAR FROM THE NIGGA I WAS WHEN THIS TRIP BEGAN. AT AGE 31 NOW,I'M ABLE TO ADMIT TO MY "WRONGS" AND NOT TO BE TOO BIG HEADED ABOUT MY "RIGHTS".I'M NOT EXACTLY SURE WHEN IT WAS THAT I MADE THAT WRONG TURN-HOW I ENDED UP ON THE ROAD THAT LED ME SPEEDING INTO A BRICK WALL,BUT THE THING THAT I "AM" SURE OF,IS THAT I DONT WANT MY SON TO END UP ON THAT SAME STREET.I'M TALKIN TO HIM AND IM TRYING LIKE HELL TO DRAW HIM A MAP SO THAT HE WONT WASTE TIME OR ENERGY TAKING SOME OF THE BACK ALLEYS AND SHORT CUTS THAT LANDED HIS DADDY IN A CAGE. IT'S NOT EASY THOUGH. I'VE NEVER REALLY BEEN A REAL PART OF HIS LIFE. I WAS THERE WHEN HE TOOK HIS FIRST LITTLE BREATH.....BUT RIGHT AFTER THAT-EXACTLY 66 DAYS LATER, I WAS LOCKED UP..... :( ......SO JUST HOW SERIOUS CAN HE TAKE A FATHER WHO HE ONLY KNOWS THROUGH LETTERS,PHONE CALLS,AND WEEKEND TRIPS TO A PRISON FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS? FRUSTRATING? TO SAY THE LEAST.....BUT HE'S WORTH THE FIGHT. WHEN I FIRST HEARD ABOUT THIS MYSPACE THING, MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS THE SAME ONE THAT ANY BROTHA IN MY POSITION WOULD HAVE-I FIGURED THAT THIS WAS THEPERFECT AVENUE TO FINDING NEW PENPALS WILLING TO TAKE TIME OUT OF THEIR BUSY LIVES TO SIT AND TALK TO A CONNVICT. NEW PEOPLE TO EXCHANGE LETTERS WITH, TO HELP BREAK UP THE MONOTONOUS (YET DANGEROUS) ROUTINE OF JAIL-I THOUGHT ABOUT FEMALES!!!!!A FREE VERSION OF (INMATE-CONNECTION.COM). WHERE WE HAVE TO PAY FOR A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF EXPOSURE AND WE GOT CHARGED BY THE "WORD". SO YOU CAN IMAGINE MY REACTION WHEN MY BABY SISTER TOLD ME ABOUT MYSPACE!!THE DOOR JUST OPENED UP TO A WHOLE NEW WORLD.... BUT THEN SOMETHING ELSE CROSSED MY MIND.