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Dear Life, I love you

i will have my fairytale

About Me

I love Johnny!!! He'll kick your ass.


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My Interests

STEAK!!!! lucky strikes. coffee. fainting sheep. music.things that are soft. people who know how to have fun sober. ...hot damn. twirly dresses. sliders. snapple facts. freaking, family size boxes of cheez-its. oh. and boots. AND.LARPING.

I'd like to meet:

me when i am in a hover-round, married, and wrinkly. A REAL LIVE L.A.R.P.E.R..and people who dance like us. yeah... width="425" height="350" ..

Music:

yes, i like that. specifically, the kind that makes you want to dance. sometimes the kind that makes you contort your face and want to hit someone. the kind that is so beautiful that it destroys something inside of you. maybe the kind that lifts you. probably the kind that is old that you don't like. ...could sometimes be other kinds too.

Movies:

eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, drop dead goregous, a scanner darkly, science of sleep, crash, green street hooligans, frida... but first and foremost, ones where people die. (;

Television:

eats your brain out. but i like it. heroes..alias. freaks and geeks. aqua teen. AND VERY MUCH SO I AM A DEDICATED FAN OF GREYS ANATOMY!! OOOOOOOHH!!!!

Books:

they smell good.

Heroes:

johnny cash. renee altson. people behind the scenes changing lives. the person who invented bubble wrap. sir larpsalot. THUNDERBOLT!!.... THUNDERBOLT!!

My Blog

Move.

i have been trapped. put on hold. placed carelessly on lay away. a moment of indecision, confusion, and then i'm left hanging on a wire, suspended. . . . . how cruel, i say, how unfair! my heart is no...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Sat, 26 May 2007 04:38:00 PST

(not) disposable.

so. this is what if feels like. to tear apart. this. is what we risk when we throw our hearts out. so this is losing. i see. i wish there was truth when i stammered that i didn't care. i wish if i sa...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Thu, 10 May 2007 04:22:00 PST

Sirens

...Sometimes,HOPE is a distant shorethat my heart seekstossed and battered on an unforgivingresltess sea.the sirens, the sirensbeckon me in the most beautiful waysto dash myself upon the rocks,like th...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 06:49:00 PST

On Letting Go

I like to think I can handle it.I like to hold it in my hands and do with it as I please.wether it is you, or me, or things.I like to make plans, and hope, and expect, and get excited. and.just when i...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 05:49:00 PST

mirror

you can be as ugly as you wantwith your claws outripping and tearing at me but i'm not going anywhere.i will sit here and take it.if it would show you that i love you.all of you.it isn't either, or.it...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 12:26:00 PST

The bitch

that's what we named her.the girl.who lives inside of my headwho twists my insidesand clenches down on my throatshe doesn't want me to speak shestorms around kicking up dirt and dust and shadowsfoggin...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 04:22:00 PST

Perception.

i dont want to be seen as a bird.to be trapped. and kept. and called your own.i am not something to be caught. i am not some pretty thing.my eyes are not yours to tame or teach to adore you.sometimesi...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:32:00 PST

don't ask.

me how i am. dont try to understand my reactions. actions. or lack of.dont get in my way.i am not rational.nor do i seem to care right now.and no. i dont plan on backsliding. im not talking about the...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 02:51:00 PST

shit storms.

it's easy to get lost in a shit storm.its easy to forget there were other things before it. better things.like roses and people and coffee. or your dog.and sometimes when it's blackit's easy to stay i...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:58:00 PST

Sleeping

i'm sleeping and i can't seem to open my eyesyou've asked me again, and again to pray for your heartbut i have grown weary and i dont know whywake me upwake me upi'm slipping and sliding away from...
Posted by Dear Life, I love you on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 04:13:00 PST