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james504

am i talking to my self or is there an echo in here here here here

About Me

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My Interests

everything that feels good some one who can make me smile some one who makes my friends tell me keep them around i like this you and the deep in your heart knowing that you are truly loved feeling the pain and REMEMBERING it embracing it and using it to its fullest potential

I'd like to meet:

want somebody to share, share the rest of my life. share my inner most thoughts,know my intamate details. some one who will stand by my side and give me support,and in return she'll get my support. she will listen to me, when i want to speak,about the world we live in and life in general. though my views may be wrong they may even be perverted,she'll hear me call and wont easily be converted,to my way of thinking in fact she'll often disagree but in the end of it all she will understand me. i want somebody who cares for me passionatly,with every thought and with every breath. some one who will help me see things in a different light all the things i detest i will almost like. i dont want to be tied to anyones strings im carefully tryin to steer clear of those things. when im asleep i want somebody who will put their arms around me and kiss me tenderly. things like this make me sick but in a case like this ill get away with it. i want somebody ......who will take my breath away the one who will be by my side together as one a bonnie to my clyde a mallory to my micky a true love the one true love

Music:

tool, korn, rehab, a perfect circle,deftones, thelastplaceyoulook,sublime,concrete blonde,leonerd cohen

Movies:

man on fire, eternal sunshine on a spotless mind,fight club, office space,the sexiest movies are any that involve biting blood and leather ie= underworld 1 and 2

Television:

heros and i hear greys anatomy is real good, the 4400

Books:

far too many to count

Heroes:

anyone who survives,...not a survivor... some one who rises above, and get on with living!!!! not surviving to die another day. my GINA, FOR GETTIN ME ALL JACKED UP ON MOUNTIAN DEW, my mother for her patience,April for ....absolutly nothing,and the Baltimore Queen for pulling me up out of the hell I was in,only for me to let her down im so sorry

My Blog

damn,that was a let down

yeah  so    damn  your fucking kidding right?!!!! ok cool   you know what  i sleep good at night knowing that im FUCKING REAL...... THATS YOUR KARMA YOUR FUCKIN...
Posted by james504 on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 01:23:00 PST

i let my pain into the air

i was watching a pigeon today thinking to myself...id trade places with you if i could right now. then i thought  naaaaa fuck that...im a good man  a giving person  t trusting soul ...
Posted by james504 on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:40:00 PST

the demons that fallow

for those of you who care to read these things im gonna tell you a little story  i will warn you its brutal  mean full of hate evil drugs death and a little thing called P.T.S.D.  ...
Posted by james504 on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 09:42:00 PST

letter to a loved one

the darkness on the edge of town,swallows those left behind. the gypsy kings and false set of dreams,with lovers most unkind. the silence is louder than thunder as a bonfire burns by the lake. where t...
Posted by james504 on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 05:00:00 PST

why do i stay

why  does it seem that the more i try to give  the more i get treated like shit i give the fuck up
Posted by james504 on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:39:00 PST

i walked out of hell

well i did it i escaped outta hell   im now in the rockies   living good  
Posted by james504 on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 11:22:00 PST

LIARS ALL YOU BITCHES WITH BADGES

TO ALL YOUEHIND LITTLE DICK BASTARDS WHO HIDE BEHIND A BADGE....THIS IS FOR YOU. First  we must be having communication problems,maybe i didnt get the memo  but really  am i supposed to...
Posted by james504 on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 06:42:00 PST