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Im a young women who has been over coming alot of her short comings
I work hard in life to have everything i have
I live in West Sacramento Ca
I work 47 hours a week taking care of elderly people & or disabled
I love my job, ill be a nurse someday
This 08' year has been very hard
i lost my grandma on x-mas eve of 07'
Then her husband on january 27th of 08'
33 days after his wife...i was close to both of them
In the middle of all that crazyness
The man i love broke things off after 9 months
So im back out in the world single
I love to go out and have fun with my friends
When we can get around to it, we are all so busy
My family means alot to me
We are by far the wierdist family you will ever meet
I love supporting local bands
I love gettting all dressed up and going out at night
I love the pin up girl look
My dream is to be a sucide girl one day
Yes i do have some extra pounds
I still think im beautiful

My Interests

My job-being a nurse
My family
My friends
Pin up modaling
Local bands
Make up and hair
Dancing around in my room

I'd like to meet:

I have the most amazing friends...guys and girls...thats all i need

Music:

I listen to all kinds of music....

Movies:

Strange land-because it shows pain can be fun
Definitly Maybe-It lets me know you can love more then one person in your life time

Television:

Bones
Monk
Scrubs
CSI
Nip Tuck
Psyic

Books:

ehhh not for me

Heroes:

My heroes are my grandma and grandpa...they lived such a hard life but always smiled. They have taught me what true love is...my grandma died on x-mas eve of 07 and my grandpa died on january 27 08...only a month and a few days after her. They loved each other so much they couldnt live with out the other person. I will miss them so much, they taught me a lot. RIP grandma and grandpa. you will always be my heroes

My Blog

fuck love 4 reals

Im so in love with him. he makes me get butterflys to this day. hes the man i want to grow old with....but....im not good enough for him. im not skinny enough,i dont live close enough....i can never w...
Posted by What A Beautiful Mess on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 11:16:00 PST

Montana

So here is the deal, my dad and mum no longer want me to live at home. So the options were i find a place in arizona to live, i go live with my aunt in vacaville cali, or i move in with my grandma in ...
Posted by What A Beautiful Mess on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 01:46:00 PST