Sacto Jay fgc! [Northern Cali Pride]

Hi. My name is Jay.I was born in Sacramento but moved to Nebraska when I was in second grade. I moved back to Sacramento from Nebraska in July of '04. In May of '07 I moved to Reno, which is where I currently reside. Sacramento still is and always will be my home.
I am really into music but it is not my life. All types. I just prefere hardcore (anytype of hardcore will do) very much. I also like hip hop alot. I do not live for music. It's just the best past time I know of but with out it I would not die...it would really suck though.
I am a very outspoken, close minded and judgemental person for the most part. I am not proud of it but I can't really fix it. Most people either hate me or they love me...not alot just think i'm okay.
If your looking for love with me you will probably find it because I fall. I would like to have a good relationship sometime just right now I know its not the right time so I will be fine with holding hands and that kind of stuff. Who knows maybe you'll be the one the break the curse.
I dont give a fuck if your emo, scene, fashion, a new jack, metal head, hip hop, tuff, dudebitch, or any other label out there. If you have your heart in the right place you'll be gold in my book.
Just like any "hardcore" kid. I will fight for my friends. Wether they are right or wrong. Because in the end you are just related to family through blood with out a choice...friends you choose. The group or "scene" of kids I am involved with are the best. They have the most heart about what they do. The most passion. And thats just like me and I hope it always stays this way.
It didn't stay that way. I'm in this for the real ones. For real hardcore. "Alright fucking listen to me. I don't give a shit if you got in this scene years ago or fucking yesterday and I sure as fuck don't give a shit what you look like or who you are. If your heart is true, this is where you belong."
I'm not apprenticing for tattoos anymore because of some sketchy shit that happened that I don't want to get into. I do still intend on doing tattoos for a living and this was just the first thing to get in my way. I'm sure there will be plenty more.
I have changed alot in the past years but I have changed for the better. I fully believe that I am a better person than I was a year ago and more true to myself. But think of how you were a year or two ago and tell me you are the same person. You can't.
That's about all. Ask if you have anything intelligent to ask.
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One person can either make or break you. It's the truth, and I don't care what anyone says. "Oh I don't need anyone", bullshit, when that person comes along and they mean that much to you, they will, and mark my words, make or break you.
So if you think you are going to make me, by all means have at it. But, if you think you are going to break me or even fucking think there is a chance that you might break me, stay the fuck away, because I am up to my ears in you mother fuckers and if I had my way I would turn back time and unmeet all of you, because I, in all honesty, regret meeting you.