drifting into darkness |
It's a strange feeling not to feel at all. Completely numb, every forced reaction made to resemble an emotion; life passes by in a muddled haze. It's easy to smile and say "fine" the simple lie become...
Posted by Bear on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 11:46:00 PST |
can the heart forget? |
The brain is an easy organ to control, the ability of the frontal cortex to overrun the amygdala, the emotional core of the brain is powerful. With little effort, our feelings can be suppressed blocki...
Posted by Bear on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 12:40:00 PST |
Gay or not??? |
So there's this guy at school that is shy, but really nice and smart. He's not high fashion or anything, but he looks good, i mean he wears clean clothes.... I never got the gay vibe until a bunch of ...
Posted by Bear on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:25:00 PST |
não estou permitido eu lhe falar |
Diário eu penso sobre você. Quando eu o v mim sinta doente. Eu odeio que não estou permitido eu lhe falar. Eu devo odiá-lo, mas eu não. Eu desejo que eu poderia ser com você, mesmo que eu saiba é erra...
Posted by Bear on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 10:59:00 PST |
fuck you. (new song.) |
fucked you when we were sober, loved you when we were drunk/loved you for your body and hated your mind/You knew everything about me, but you always closed your eyes/I pretended not to see you, ignor...
Posted by Bear on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 12:08:00 PST |
D is for Drammmmmmmmaaaa |
One would hope that following high school the drama would end.... nope, apparently all it does is move from the high school parking lot to the bar! i mean seriously, restraing orders, dude, time to ge...
Posted by Bear on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 11:30:00 PST |
first love. i miss you man |
Static, buzzing, the air feels like a wool blanket scratching the back of my neck. As i stand at the front desk he comes out of nowhere, no closer to me than he's ever been, but invading my perso...
Posted by Bear on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 12:04:00 PST |
l-o-v-e bitches |
k so this super wise friend of mine says to me "bear, love doesn't exist man." intriguing. i would tend to agree. so i'm hanging out the other night, post wicked awesome sex, and i'm like, so is this ...
Posted by Bear on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 11:27:00 PST |
life = stress |
I try not to get stressed, but damn this school shit is hard. I knew there was a lot of touch feely stuff in nursing, but damn if i have to talk about my feelings anymore i might go insane. Life conti...
Posted by Bear on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 11:21:00 PST |
missionary position = death by boredom (sometimes) |
ok so the missionary position was sooooooooooooooooo invented by a guy. pretty sure it was invented back when chicks didn't get to have any fun having sex, and all they did was lay there. i mean serio...
Posted by Bear on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 11:27:00 PST |
