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The hardest part isn't finding out what we need to be... it's being content with who we are.

About Me

I'm Laura, or Lor whatever. So I'm 18, 5'9, 130 pounds or so, black hair, blue eyes. I'm thinking of going back to my natural hair colour (blonde). I have extreme rapid bipolar. Not that I'm proud of it, but I'm glad I'm someone who could get through it and become well. This will give others hope =) I have the most wonderful man in my life who I love with all my heart (he's my top friend on here if ya wanna check him out, but don't get too close or I get jealous!). I LOVE YOU RYAN!So what do I do. Not much actually. I have horses and many animals. Love nature. I horseback ride and do many other equine related things as well. I've been figure skating for nearly 17 years now. I sing, play piano and guitars. I'm wanting to learn everything in the instrument world. I love natural living/sixth sensory living. I drink organic milk and what not. I practice reiki, chakra and just recently have been starting yoga.Photobucket: http://s109.photobucket.com/albums/n62/loudmurder/ MySpace Layouts @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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My Interests

Being myself. Natural Health Alternatives, Animals, Music and yeah, being myself =) I guess I'm just not afraid to be myself!

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that's friendly and respectful.

Music:

Punk, rock, alternative, metal, etc. I like variety. Don't even get me started on bands... fine I'll stick a FEW up only.. The Ataris, System Of A Down, Rammstein, Cancer Bats, A Perfect Circle, Alexisonfire, City And Colour, Out Of Your Mouth, Our Lady Peace, Metallica, The Bloodhound Gang, Breaking Benjamin, Seether, Evanescence, Staind, Sting, Don Henley, The Beatles, Stone Sour, Nickelback, Theory Of A Deadman, Three Days Grace, Tool, Lifehouse, Diablo Red, The Used, Panic! At The Disco, Iced Earth, Mars Volta, Marilyn Manson, Linkin Park, Fort Minor, Lamb Of God, Nile, Jet, Jakalope, Hot Hot Heat, Green Day, Hedley, Godsmack, Eiffel 65, Coldplay, Moby, Disturbed, Converge, Johnny Cash, Bush, Chevelle, Blink 182, Sum 41, Billy Talent, All American Rejects, Matchbox 20, Everclear, Collective Soul, Flat Liners, AKA, Red Hot Chili Peppers, White Zombie... holy crap that was hard and probably only 3 percent of bands I like! I also really like instrumental and just nature sounds. Very smooth and relaxing! So yeah basically anything but rap, hip hop, rnb and rap.

Movies:

The Notebook, The Jacket, LOTR (who can't like that?), POTC (man JD is the GOD of acting!), Edward Scissorhands, Underworld, Life is Beautiful, Angela's Ashes, and my all time fave - The Pianist =D I've been liking more romance movies recently. I also love period pieces. Tristan and Isolde is one of my all time faves too!

Television:

I don't watch much tv... better things to do. But when I do watch tv I like Animal Planet, TLC, W, HGTV (the house selling shows hehe!), O.N.E, etc. I love the Comedy Network as well as Much Music.

Books:

I don't read that much either. But I guess sixth sensory living stuff. And I love the Da Vinci Code, Holy Blood Holy Grail, The Jesus Papers etc type of books.

Heroes:

Myself of course! Other heroes?... I don't know. There's some people I look up to, but I'd rather not list them.

My Blog

PSHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK YOU DUMBASS! haha just kidding. Thought that would be a funny opening line thingy. I don't know why I'm posting a blog.. I'm bored. Love of my life left me, and now wants to work things out. Bout...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 02:09:00 PST

Life..

So yeah. I'm not that happy with life right now. One moment, it's great, next moment, I feel like I shouldn't be on the earth. So many mixed emotions and feelings inside of me. I have nobody to talk ...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:42:00 PST

Looking for band mates

Yes indeed. I've decided I want to start up a band. What type of music? Not really sure. Thought of just getting people together who are interested and just start playing whatever comes to mind. See h...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 02:10:00 PST

aaaaaaa booga boo!!!

I guess I havn't written in here for a while.. prolly cause myspace is sorta gay.  So what is new... movin my boys to a new place tomorrow, still workin on our property. Got dragged into Balls Ou...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:52:00 PST

...

Again I have no idea why I'm writing in this damn blog but I am so cha. I said I was done with guys... and then he came along. He's sooooo amazing! Makes me tingle all over when he kisses my...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 11:30:00 PST

PACHA!!!!!!!!

I'm sick of idiots in the world. Therefore, I from now on am not wasting my time on anymore idiots. Just let their idioticness go as they plan and I'll just sit over here with a beer and my guitars ha...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 08:34:00 PST

FARK YEH!

WHOOPAFUCKINDOO!!! FINALLY went and got myself a gorgeous black GFX electric baby!!!!!!!!! I love him.. he is without a name yet. Thought of some but none truly clicked on him yet. I love him dearly =...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 10:56:00 PST

Uh ummm a wa?

I had no idea of a title. I'm just gonna blab a bit or something something. I am going back to work tomorrow. Took a month off... It's really hard to work with my situation. I got through a month of i...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 08:35:00 PST

12 days!!!!!

So we have an 8 acre bush on our road (walking distance if you wanted to walk it) that we bought to clean up and put my horses there (sick of fucking boarding!). So we are getting it cleaned up and we...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 08:52:00 PST

Oops...

K so I was playing Blue October's Hate Me on my Samick Acoustic, Astoria about 15 mins ago... and I found I have now lived up to my myspace name (loudmurder)! A string totally popped on me and therefo...
Posted by .A.4._.O.4. on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 09:48:00 PST