One year |
Hard to beleive that one full year has come and gone already. I have gone through a lot of personal growth and changes over this year. No, it's not new years. Today marks the one year anniversary of t...
Posted by Alaxan on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 08:30:00 PST |
Fucked up |
So...sleep isn't an option right now. One of my closest friends seems to be ignoring me totally, and another friend came to me today telling me things about Laurie.
It's been nearly a year now. Out of...
Posted by Alaxan on Sun, 13 May 2007 03:45:00 PST |
*sigh* |
Ok, so its been a while now... nearly 8 months. I can't sleep but for a couple of hours at a time. I wake up still smelling her next to me. I close my eyes and she is there in my dreams. I tried to mo...
Posted by Alaxan on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 04:23:00 PST |
... |
4am...can't sleep once again. Just when I think I can get her out of my mind. She is there all over again. Lately its been getting weird. I smell her. Ok, so I am going crazy maybe. I don't know... bu...
Posted by Alaxan on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 02:13:00 PST |
Yeah, I am still alive :-) |
Well today has brought more of a depression state of mind. I am almost certain when I wake tomorrow 90% of it will be gone, but I can only do what I can right now to go from one day to the next.
Part...
Posted by Alaxan on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 09:01:00 PST |
Restless |
Yes, another long, lonely, restless night for me. I went to the Dr. last week to get a sleep aid to try to help me get to sleep. My mind I guess just doesn't want to allow me that. Maybe it is really ...
Posted by Alaxan on Mon, 18 Sep 2006 10:32:00 PST |
The Other Half |
Sometimes in our lives someone comes along that does great things for us. Balances us out, completes our personality faults with their own strengths as we do in return to them. Sometimes, just sometim...
Posted by Alaxan on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:25:00 PST |
Eulogy for an Angel |
These are the lyrics from one of the songs I played for Laurie when we first met. She fell in love with it as quickly as I fell in love with her. I can't sleep tonight so I am posting here a bit to ve...
Posted by Alaxan on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 11:06:00 PST |
Today |
So, i am working CRAZY amounts of hours right now @ work. Nearly 70hrs a week. But that is not an all bad thing. Keeps my ming busy most of th etime, keeps me out of trouble, I cannot really spend any...
Posted by Alaxan on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 09:39:00 PST |
When I think of you |
I sit and wait for another momentThat moment when I will speak with you againThat moment when one more timeEverything else in life is meaninglessWhen all I care for is the soundYour sweet voice soothi...
Posted by Alaxan on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 02:13:00 PST |
