i had an awesome time.... |
anyway hear what i did here.. i might write about it later.Click Here For The Set
Posted by ian! on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 01:40:00 PST |
thank you. |
i havent written in awhile, but things are going well. i quit my suck-balls job in hopes of finding a new one. i am now enrolled in school and am taking a class as of right now. i feel as if my life i...
Posted by ian! on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 09:20:00 PST |
now im upset again |
i hate how people have to tear open recently healed wounds. this shit sucks ass. whatever. i dont care. im done with people. i dont need people who dont really accept me for who i am. you people who b...
Posted by ian! on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 06:51:00 PST |
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sometimes i wish i was normal. but what is normalcy? i guess it matters upon one's perception of normal. i mean, hell i just wish i dealt with emotions like normal people. what ive been told is that s...
Posted by ian! on Fri, 06 Jul 2007 09:46:00 PST |
ok fuck what i said in my last blog |
ok, so today i woke up and thought, "im just gonna sit around and watch evangelion all day and eat food and be depressed" then mark calls and i decided to go to the chiptune show. i had a blast there ...
Posted by ian! on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 12:19:00 PST |
6 months and all i got was this stupid coin. |
well i have 6 months of being sober now. it doesnt really mean a hill of beans to me when all i can do is wallow in self pity and fear. it might be illogical, or maybe im just telling myself that. i a...
Posted by ian! on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 11:58:00 PST |
Dntel - Don't Get Your Hopes Up |
MY CURRENT FAVORITE SONG!!!Disappointment is nothing new,It may leave at times,But always comes back to you.So don't get your hopes up,Don't aim too high,They may say they love you,but most of them li...
Posted by ian! on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 04:04:00 PST |
...still shitty. |
i am trying to fake it. it isnt working too well. i still am miserable. i know i shouldnt be, but i am. i wish i was better at mastering my emotions. bah. i mean, i thought i was stable. i guess there...
Posted by ian! on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 10:17:00 PST |
Syrup Of Tears |
Tears fall left and right No hope in sight Why can't we syrup For sorrow pancakes so flat Keep it light forever Not realizing my own fate It's great the weight upon me now Nothing for me nowhere But...
Posted by ian! on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 09:38:00 PST |
i think i should write a blog.... |
ok, i got kicked out of the halfway house. im not explaining. if you want an explanaion ill tell you later. im doing good. im at my parents'. im ready to start my life.to all those that i love....<3 i...
Posted by ian! on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 09:51:00 PST |
