Jessica Riddle Jacobs

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what are these damn songs about anyway?

blue
written on: guitar (standard tuning)
have you ever convinced yourself you loved someone until they really believed that you did? it's over, and there's no good reason you can give. nobody paints in blue all the time, and not telling someone the truth is the same thing as lying. you dog, you. buck up and tell em it's over. save yourselves the wasted time.
breathtaking
written on: piano (piano and vocal only)
listening to someone who has lost someone so deeply important to them is hard. but it's pathetic when all you can do the whole time is think about how sad it is that you've never known a love that profound. that kind of love is so pure it's heartbreaking.
can't see
written on: piano (1 take piano vocal)
you're in love with someone who will never be faithful. you should know better than to let them in and let them swallow you whole. so you keep your eyes and ears open for new love, but deep down you think about them even when you're getting someone's phone number. you can't see what you're doing when your so caught up in it all. leave them. it's not really love, girls.
come home to me
written on: guitar (DADFAD)
love-letters are great, but they're only words. nothing really means anything until it's done. i didn't know he would really come home to me, and that's why this song is so special. it was my last plea, and he would never hear it until he had stayed or come home. if it's worth the fight, it's still a fight and it won't be easy. but it will be worth it...
denial
written on: guitar (DADFAD)
i wrote this in a hotel bathroom (cause the acoustics are better). touring is really lonely. I used to be a better student when I had a crush on someone at school, mainly cause I never wanted to skip class so I could see them. maybe that's what I was doing, but I didn't think it would get so serious, so real. but it's nice to be caught off guard sometimes.
deserve me
written on: piano (1 take piano vocal)
is blood always thicker than water? what if your blood repeatedly makes it hard not to hate them? do you forgive, forget, or do you let it be what is... sad. sad that blood doesn't feel like it has to earn love, because it does. you made me what I am: someone who doesn't let anybody walk all over them, not even you.
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Biography 2004

On the surface, Jessica Jacobs’ stunning sophomore release, Chapter 2, seems suitably titled, but upon digging deeper it quickly becomes apparent that the real story is just beginning. Recently freed from the fetters of major-label machination, Jacobs’ tempestuous energies have found themselves altogether unhinged. With an arsenal of whip-smart songs now in full bloom – and her own indie-label venture to boot – the 23-year old Jacobs is proving herself not only inexhaustible, but living testimony to the theories of creation and evolution walking hand-in-hand.
Jacobs’ songwriting has long been prolific, and her piano skills impressive. By the age of eighteen she’d already penned a dizzying 60 songs, and with such inexhaustible creativity she quickly caught the eye of Hollywood Records, with whom she signed a 6-year deal. In 2000, and under her maiden name – Jessica Riddle – she released her debut CD, key of a minor, to widespread critical acclaim. Request magazine hailed the album as, “refreshingly direct and devoid of pretension,” and the L.A. Daily News confirmed, “[her] songs are often personal and sarcastic, and even at their most optimistic, possess a provocative edge.” The album’s release also saw heavy radio promotion and national touring support as an opener for Savage Garden and BBMAK. Hollywood had brought her aboard under the pretense that, based upon her writing and potential, she’d be a member of the Disney family for some 20-odd years to come. But as the market became ever more saturated with Britney-esque trappings, execs were inclined to bank on the formula. Finding themselves perplexed by her potential market niche, the smart and scathing songwriting that had originally led to her signing increasingly became … well … a riddle. Pressure for tamed teen-pop co-writes was applied, and the deal soon collapsed.
Enter Chapter 2. Jessica married, took her songs with her, and found herself embarking on an altogether new journey. Some of the material on the album developed from demos originally cut for Hollywood; the remainder she managed to muster with her own funds, utilizing the additional talents of the band members with whom she’d previously toured. She taught herself to play guitar, and has now incorporated it – as well as bass – into her live show. Without question, Chapter 2 represents Jacobs’ cathartic and fruitful progression from precocious teen to inspired womanhood, and its heady material would find a home much more readily at college/alt radio than with the bubblegum jet set. The melodies are often syrupy-sweet but play counter to lyrics that reveal a bitter and vicious past. As a thematic whole, the songs are strongly cohesive, and trace a painful path from yesterday’s self-loathing, melancholy and insomnia to today’s tranquility.
The twists and turns of her liberation move from infidelity (“Homewrecker”) and the ramifications of revenge (“Karma in a Gun”) through fear of vulnerability (“Drown,” “Blue,” “Can’t See”) and, finally, to affirmation (“Deserve Me,” “Gravity”). “This whole record is about the unhappiness that comes from negative relationships, and about hearts being broken and repaired,” says Jacobs. “So much of my behavior was self-destructive – being the ‘other woman’, holding myself up as bait for guys to whom I felt superior – it’s so easy to hate yourself through the wrong men. Misery loves company, and it all becomes bad habit. All of these songs reflect the experience of changing that. Each time I wrote about the things I was doing wrong, I started doing them right. It helped me to figure out who I am and what makes me tick – and I actually made myself much happier in the process. Chapter 2 seemed like the perfect title because I’m definitely no longer the same person I used to be.”
That person was born in 1980 in the Los Angeles suburb of Woodland Hills, and although Jacobs professes a yearning for the musical wealth and environs of Austin, Texas, she remains in the San Fernando Valley to this day. Her father was also a singer/songwriter and pianist, and he played to her every night from the time she was a small child. She was weaned on his record collection and still professes a deep love for Motown, British Invasion (her piano progressions often evoke John Lennon) and especially ‘70s singer/songwriters like Carole King, James Taylor and Cat Stevens, whose knack for nuance and pure simplicity are immediately evident in her own writing. Unfortunately, there were chemical abuse problems emerging within her family and, rather than opening up directly to others, Jessica began channeling her turmoil through the piano. She’d written her first song by the age of thirteen, and – although she never suspected it would become a profession at the time – knew she’d be writing for the rest of her life. Her first public performance didn’t come until the age of twenty (two years after her initial signing with Hollywood). “I was so f**king nervous!” laughs Jacobs. “Everybody I knew was there. It was only then that I decided songwriting and performing were what I wanted to do for a living.”
Jacobs continues to look for a major label opportunity that allows her full expression and growth as an artist. “Admittedly, I talk about shit that really happens, and a lot of time nobody wants to hear about it – as much as that dialogue might actually be helpful or important,” she says. She stays inspired by the independent-minded spirit of today’s artists, such as Radiohead, Tori Amos, Ben Folds and, most notably, Ani DiFranco, who she says keeps her humbled by reminding her how much work still remains for her to do. In fact, taking a cue from DiFranco, Jessica has launched her own label, T & A (tenacity and action) Records in an effort to bring Chapter 2 to as wide an audience as possible.
“You’ve gotta want it, and you’ve gotta do it!” says Jacobs. Of T & A, she explains, “yeah, it’s tongue and cheek. I used to struggle with stereotypes of femininity, especially the giggly-girl, gossipy-backstabbing type. I always figured the more ‘girly’ I was, the less respected I’d be. Now I just try to focus on the strength and the beauty. It’s way more empowering to just jump out, tear the shit outta everything and say, ‘hey, this is me, I’m girly, and I play music!’” Indeed, Stuff magazine said of Jacobs, “beyond her striking, built-for-billboard looks, Jessica’s most impressive weapon is a personality that’s bubbling over with enough thermonuclear energy to threaten a midsize Russian industrial city.”
“Having your own label is like owning your own club. You can extend an open invite to anybody and everybody. There’s always someone out there who’ll be touched by another’s music. If the rest don’t like the scene, they can always go to another club.” It’s precisely that sort of take-it-or-leave-it attitude that seems one of the defining characteristics of the person into which Jessica Jacobs has evolved. Balancing an arsenal of attitude with the personal affirmation creativity brings, she stands out strongly as an artist’s artist who can now reach for the stars while keeping both feet firmly planted on solid ground. As she sings with clear revelation in “Gravity,” the opening track of Chapter 2, “I’m putting my heart on display / let it move you, or simply walk away.”
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