+mollie~esther+ - ProfilesArchive

About Me

you already know me, we've been mixing for eons

My Interests

*friends and family *people who can actually make me laugh (it's not as easy as you'd think) *cameras and photography *writing, drawing, painting *drinking and the occaisonal bar fight *existential philosophy (heh - no wonder i have no sense of humor) *sleeping/hiding in my bedroom with my two kitties *sunshiny days and apple orchards *making lists then ignoring them *listening to ian sing *standing outside in thunderstorms

I'd like to meet:

*my great-grandma *myself when i'm 97 *someone who inspires me to be a better person and avoid my repetitive bad behaviors *paul reubens

Music:

**in no particular order** Iron and Wine, Social Distortion, CatPower, Alkaline Trio, Minor Threat, Fugazi, Vice Squad, Bjork, Flogging Molly, Stray Cats, Polvo, Trans Am, the Cure, Combustible Edison, June of 44, FYP, Far, Slint, Devotchkas, Codeine, Lush, A Perfect Circle, NIN, Portishead, TSOL, DI, Oi Polloi, Cibo Matto, Blonde Redhead, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Placebo, Pixies, Tricky, Chris Isaac, Blondie, Denali, Thursday, Tiger Army, Tsunami Bomb, the Business, the Angelic Upstarts, the Adolescents, Billy Idol, Subhumans, the Unseen

Movies:

**just a few to tantalize you with my impeccable taste** Nightmare Before Christmas, Sleepy Hollow, Tank Girl, Lost Boys, the Goonies, High Fidelity, Say Anything, the Ring, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Suburbia (the original), Twin Falls Idaho, Akira, Dracula, all of the Lord of the Rings movies, True Romance, Lost Highway, Resevoir Dogs, Four Rooms, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club, Friday, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Amelie, Trainspotting

Television:

whatever you choose... i'm allergic to remotes and decisions

Books:

*neil gaiman *charles delint *nick bantock *and hundreds more

Heroes:

*lauren because she is true and accepting *morgan because she follows her dreams *ian because he cares for me *faye for her sharp wit and sexiness *my kitties for puting up with me for so many years

My Blog

please don't take offense

okay - here's the deal... i feel the need to do some belated spring cleaning of my myspace. i'm going to be deleting peeps... a lot of peeps, mostly ones i don't know, haven't met, or never write. ple...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Thu, 17 May 2007 10:50:00 PST

I'm right next to you

If I could remember how to breathe... take in beauty and let go of everything else. If I could remember what it's like to live and be worthwhile... maybe I wouldn't spend so much energy choking down t...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 07:37:00 PST

for my tallerwiserlittlebrother

i thought knew for certain that i wouldn't be so alone this time but the snow has come and gone again lingered only to tease me by candlelight and dreams suffered in the dark of my every waking momen...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Fri, 10 Mar 2006 01:48:00 PST

a thought

someone slap me pinch me wake me remind me that what is real is not what i see what i feel what i know we have no storybook endings no happiness foreverafter no eternity give me strength to live ...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 07:48:00 PST

tequila rose

i drink it for you my hair is swept to the side now bangs too long for that bettie page look years have gone by us hitting us like angry waves i've seen your friends kept up to date on everything tha...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 03:47:00 PST

rain showers

it's the old familiar the flow and flux mixing around us well me alone again and all i feel is lost amidst morning fog and the slight beginnings of the sunrises burning inside my core tinges of that ...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 10:12:00 PST

far gone to this life

the lights from these street lamps keep me awake at night it seems you are never so close as when the snow falls and there exists distances untold and peace and melodies loud within my head. slowly...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Mon, 19 Dec 2005 10:07:00 PST

if it weren't for you

today was a rainstorm a washing of death and the forgotten clouds of thick smoke and bass rolling through the air "i remember" is all i say to silence and drums but i don't not enough i hold you only...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

KIRA

so i have stayed up to greet the dawnbecause there have been so many butterfliesat my core today that i thought that i would fly awayand take you with melyricsmusicexcitementand allof the hope that yo...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fever takes me

how i wish to rest my head upon your shoulder i remember comfort and passion and all the feelings in between the air falling like heavy rain upon our faces upturned and we hold each other tig...
Posted by +mollie~esther+ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST