MY NAME IS LANA. I'M 21 YEAR OLD REALIST WITH AN APPALLING SENSE OF DIRECTION. I LIVE NEAR CARDIFF WITH MY MOTHER. I'M NOTHING LIKE I THOUGHT I'D BE. I'M ANALYTICAL, SUSPICIOUS AND LIFE HAS MADE ME NUMB. THERE WAS A POINT WHEN I GENUINELY THOUGHT I'D LOST THE ABILITY TO EXPERIENCE EMOTION. I'VE RECENTLY FINISHED A PSYCHOLOGY DEGREE AT CARDIFF UNI. I'M TAKING A YEAR OUT TO EARN SOME MONEY AND GATHER MY THOUGHTS AND THEN I'LL HOPEFULLY BE DOING AN MSC IN SPORT AND EXCERCISE NUTRITION. I'D LIKE TO BE A DIETICIAN. I LOVE CHAT SHOWS, COLD WEATHER, STAYING UP ALL NIGHT, CHOCOLATE SOYA MILK, MASSIVE HOODIES, COMPUTER GAMES, MY LOVELY BEDROOM, THE GYM, DISCUSSIONS, EXPENSIVE THINGS, DRINKING WINE WITH LOUISA, PAJAMAS, GRANDAD'S COOKED DINNERS, SCARVES, CAMOMILE TEA, CHARITY RUNS, ORCHIDS, SKIING, LONG TRAIN JOURNEYS AND REMINDING MYSELF HOW MUCH I HAVE TO BE GRATEFUL FOR.
ON 25-02-08 I SUDDENLY LOST MY FATHER. HE WAS 52. I MISS HIM SO MUCH BUT I'M SO PROUD THAT HE WAS MY DADDY FOR 20 YEARS AND 8 MONTHS. HE WAS MY HERO. HE'LL ALWAYS BE MY HERO.
OH GOD IF YOU'RE OUT THERE WONT YOU HEAR ME
I KNOW THAT WE'VE NEVER TALKED BEFORE
OH GOD THE MAN I LOVE IS LEAVING
WONT YOU TAKE HIM WHEN HE COMES TO YOUR DOOR.
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