Warped Manana

I wanted to write something that describes me accurately but, i dont know myself so here it goes. i play bass in the last band i will ever play in. i moved to california for this band, and will never regret that decision. i left everything, everyone and now im pretty sure i know how i feel about it......... its the best decision ive made in my life. i love beating around the bush not telling people the truth and ending up believing myself. its horrible and im probably a horrible person for it but its me. i dont talk on phones........ever (unless i really like you or its business). if you somehow magically get my number and call me, i just wont answer, ill hit the button until it hangs up on you, ill actually probably curse at your number for about 10 seconds then hang up. Text me, thats what my unlimited texts are for. i love hugh grant and harry potter, i can watch movies over and over til craig hates them and still love them just as much. I love everyone of my friends to death, i love them more than they will ever know. same thing with craig and jon, i would take a bullet for either one of them. i love Red Wine, preferably merlot or chianti. i love driving, singing, and smoking at the same time. i love not hitting the shift button so nothing comes out capital except for Red Wine. my life is always busy, its so busy that i cant make the time to make the time to hang out with people or even call my own mother, but im not bitching i wouldnt have it any other way. Its nice always being busy tho because when i do have a day off, i enjoy things like my apartment, movies, and starbucks runs. usually im so frantic and exhausted i take things for granted. lol i miss having the warmth next to me every night but craig or shawn or jon seem to drown that sorrow away. though i seem to be doing a good job at fixing that. i dont like bugging people because i know how annoying things can be, tho youll never hear me say i hate texts or comments or whatever. and if i like you i wont stop replying to texts till you do. slowly but surely ill make it long enough for people to see a glimpse of the world through my eyes. i find almost everyone interesting, enough that when something is wrong ill let you vent or try to help you through it. im just good at listening, i grew up my whole life just listening, then found out when i was 13 or 14 that chicks dig guys who can listen. looks like 1 point for the stout team. i will keep all of my emotions locked up inside of me, until i explode into pink mist or just alot of tears. if butch is in my car blasting at beyond tolerable levels and my eyes are completely bloodshot you know ive been having a bad day. my cool down therapy happy music is any album by jimmy eat world. if you havent heard them, please, if you need help buy the albums. the new nogh album makes me beyond happy. mostly just because im so proud at how much weve grown and matured into the musical milkshake we are. if you need a hug please come to me, for some reason i can harness way to much love into them. people wonder how rockstars go crazy, many ways! well one way it usually happens when a little thing called fans need attention on mmmspace. and when there are thousands of kids all over the world that love your band and they want to talk to their new favorite band, that means that no matter what time of the day traffic will always be there. so hopefully one day people will stop driving me crazy by asking dumb questions and realize that i dont sit there read you comment laugh and just add it like 3bagillion other bandmates. i read it find a good response go to your page find the add comment button that most likely isnt where its suppose to be and comment you. or i go to your page search for a box that is nicely hidden in the middle of bfe comment in it, hit the submit button and it doesnt work..... like seriously please tell me i didnt just waste some life while theres 30 other people commenting back from the comments i just left them. i do it for you people, i could be writing more music or sitting in the jacuzzi drinking wine and smoking a cigarette. but im not im sitting drinking wine and watching my eyes go blood shot and the athritis building in my hands. so all in all im just sick of getting bitched at by people if their comment isnt responded to right away or in a week for that matter, were trying our hardest and believe me we have people to vouge for it. so if you comment my personal page and dont get a response it probably means im a.)not on or b.)sick of responding to comments because of the bands mmmspace.
Katie (sistas) testimonial - one of the most amazing friends you'll be lucky enough to have, just don't force it. he works harder than you and is more driven than you'll ever be, so when he doesn't answer the phone (pretty much always) take it easy, send him a text, who knows you might get an answer. he is busy enough to make my head hurt but that is part of what makes him who he is, he has excellent taste in movies and music, no surprise there. you'll probably do better if you don't take everything so seriously and remember to say thank you because damn it, its important..

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