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About Me

Im a pretty sweet cook and i like my music. I like to combine freinds, food, and sometimes a bit of drink, and if I could have that served up outside, woo hoo! My baby is awesome and just a nice night at home with her and daddy-o always sounds like a winning idea to me, never get tired of that. i love my family. why is it so hard to keep a family together?*************************************************** ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ************************************************************ ******************************************************"The Suffering"Is there a word or right to say Even in this old fashioned way? Go make your move, girl I'm not coming homeWould things have changed if I could've stayed? Would you have loved me either way? Dressed to the blues. Day to day with my collar up.Decision sits so make it quick A breath inhaled from an air so sick I cursed the day I had learned Of the web you spun... You had your hold till bleedingHey, Hey! If it was up to me I would've figured you out Way before the year clocked out Oh, I hope you're waitingHey, Hey! If it was up to me I would've never walked out So until the sun burns out Oh, I hope you're waitingWould we have lived as a child would care? With this vial to drink I dare (Oh where have you been, oh where have you been) Only to cry all alone with your taste on tongue (Oh where have you been if it hurts to be forgiving? Bye)Should we try this again with hope? (Bye, bye) Or is it lost, give up the ghost And should I die all alone as I knew I would... Then burn in hell young sinnerHey, Hey! (Ha ha) If it was up to me I would've figured you out Way before the year clocked out Oh, I hope you're waiting Oh, I hope you're waitingListen well... will you marry me? Not now, Boy Are you well in the Suffering? You've been the most gracious of hosts I may be invited, girl, but I'm not coming in And you're not coming in

Myspace Layouts at Pimp-My-Profile.com / Kissing in the rain

MyHeritage : Look-alike Meter - Black and white photographs - Family reunion

My Interests

If youre listening to my profile song and freaking out, dont worry, i still run this site.. seriously. give ol' Akon a chance. his style is soul, not r&b. he and his band are sengalise from africa, and his daddy was a famous jazz musician. why not?

I'd like to meet:

meeting people is nice, nice people... people i can talk to and help me get through this rough stretch when my daughter is in surgery

Music:

the mars volta, pearljam, janes addiction, blindmelon, any chris cornell: audioslave, soundgarden, temple of the dog, rage, hedpe, coheedncambria, redhotchillipeppers, snot, pinkfloyd, stp, TOOL,my chemical romance, system of a down, alice in chains, candlebox, smashing pumpkins, wolfmother, apc, incubus, sparta, candlebox, at the drivein, death cab for cutie, reville, bellafleck and the flecktones, soulfly, tantric, mad season, eels, deftones, zakk wylde, radiohead, cracker, the killers, sevendust, stevie ray vaugn, sublime

Movies:

have you ever seen "Gift",starring the menbers of Janes Addiction, at the same time the ugliest and most beautiful concept of love, not for the weak of stomach. Donnie Darko,Trainspotting, The Crow(only the first,nothing else counts), Trainspotting, Fear and Loathing, DonJuan Demarco, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Napoleon Dynamite, Chasing Amy,True Romance, Grandmas Boy, American HistoryX, the Atomic Bomb Movie, Kill Bill, Pulp Fiction, Silent Hill,

Television:

Tv is bunk, but ofcourse I watch it anyway; south park, aqua-teen, history channel, cooking shows, other stupid stuff....HBO series-Carnivale, Conan, Aqua Teen, South Park, Family Guy, American Dad, Americas Test Kitchen, Maximum Exposure,Discovery Channel, History Channel.

Books:

science fiction, educational, and stuff that cracks me up; terry pratchett. loved On The Road by Jack Keroac,Catch22, All Quiet on the Western Front, Garden of Eden, i love to read the Hugo award-winners short stories.

Heroes:

Bill Hicks, Lenny Bruce, Steph, Megan......

My Blog

surfing

We had such a nice time with shane. he wanted us to stayanother night and we did too, but duty calls, we had a train to catch and whatnot. chloe and I miss him so much when hes not around. for chloe, ...
Posted by Cellar Door on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 10:13:00 PST

tedious

well. things may be looking up. shane and i have been talking and hes gonna move here jan-feb. thats good, chloe needs him and so do i. he says he cant wait to get settled in with hi...
Posted by Cellar Door on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 10:16:00 PST

dont let these hands sharpen your eyes

and I wonder, does he know, does he even care, that his familys safe at home, and they wonder where... as he wonders through this life.......
Posted by Cellar Door on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 10:57:00 PST

hopeful

....hes daddy now...i hope he keeps us... i know if he says he will be honest, he will.. im in limbo. it would make me so happy if he would just forgive me and be daddy again.. i forgave him for cheat...
Posted by Cellar Door on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 10:32:00 PST

.....

chloe and i are gonna go visit shane wednesday and stay for a week, but i dont really know if he wants us there, i dont really know if he wants me there.. im kinda scared. and chloes sick. i don...
Posted by Cellar Door on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 04:59:00 PST

exausted

today my grandma left for dallas, so ill have the house to myself for a week, it will be interesting, but id really rather have her here, truth be told. there are just alot of things about this ...
Posted by Cellar Door on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 06:47:00 PST

cloudy

eh. im so tired. Chloe never sleeps past 6am anymore, now when she wakes up were in a new place and she just looks around and wont go back to sleep. all our stuff is in boxes, ...
Posted by Cellar Door on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 06:24:00 PST

how it goes

well, stuff. chloe and I went to a pecan festival at a small town gradeschool yesterday, it was pretty cool. we saw a bunch of artsy and craftsy stuff straight from the locals imagina...
Posted by Cellar Door on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 08:55:00 PST

as of now...my life.

so... if you havent heard, my life has changed... im not sure if its permanent, but shane doesnt think we can be a family anymore.. we both love eachother and chloe, our child, i guess thi...
Posted by Cellar Door on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 06:41:00 PST

carnivale

"Carnivale"Know your enemies wellThey enter your lifeDisguised as your friendsKnow your enemies wellThey're in the next roomWaiting for you to fall asleep[CHORUS]Why?I don't know how you can live such...
Posted by Cellar Door on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 08:07:00 PST