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What Kind of Serial Killer Would You Be? Your Result: Organized Visionary

You're a planner. You'd carefully plot each murder, and carry it out methodically. You'll kill them in one location and move them to another later, and you'll study up your forensic science. The good news is, you're much harder to catch. The reason for your killing is simple: you're delusional. You'll go absolutely bonkers and in your insane fantasies, you'll come up with a reason why someone must die. This is good, though. Visionary serial killers wind up in mental institutions, not on Death Row.

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MySpace Icons /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////On a sappy TV show, I once heard something I thought rang very true for me, and maybe will for you as well. The main character told another person, "We don't choose who our families are, and we can't make them give us the love and support we all need. What we CAN do is choose to make a new family of those that love and support us." ////////////
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I don't know who I am, and neither does anyone else, I have been alone forever , with a few glimpses of happiness every now and then, all the people that I love are so far away.. I am empty.. I can't be fixed , I am broken...
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MySpace Icons I take my drugs I go to my doc apts .. and I still want to Stop all this shit inside. there is no hope.. I have had hope a million times, let me tell you people its not real .. it is just a fanasty things will NOT get better .. oh you say they will .. I say well for how long ? because this evil dark beast is coming back to slay your soul and he Will make it hurt more the next time... Life is just a slow form of suicide. let me GO!
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MySpace Icons ~~~~~~~What is BPD like ??? I found this, in a group I belong to~~ it fits somewhat:~~ a touch is a blow, ~~ a sound is a noise, ~~ a misfortune is a tragedy, ~~ a joy is an ecstasy, ~~ a friend is a lover, ~~ a lover is a god, ~~ and failure is death~~~~~Read My Blog the one called ~Life~``````Welcome To My World~~~ /ah Cry me a fucken river~~~ Life Is Nothing More Then a Slow Form of Suicide~~~~~~~~~// A Poem By Me~~// written on 9/22/06~~ swinging blades cutting deep~~ not my body~~ just my soul~~ no one notices , me bleed to death~~ no way to save me~~ to turn back time~~ I want to save myself but I look and see nothing to save there is no me ~~~ I live only threw others , I am attached bye a thread to everyone I Love...~~ I wish I could feel...feel anything but empty~~ No one understands me~~ I have the world .. I should be happy~~ But all I crave is for there to be silence on the inside~~ Let me go in peace and pray I feel your Love~~ I feel like I have been SCREAMING for help forever~~ but no one can hear me , ~~ how could they?~~ I have been screaming on the inside, ~~ bleeding on the inside, ~~ dieing on the inside, ~~ But look I have a pretty smile...~~~ I'll be Okay~~~///////
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I Love My Husband , I Like Animals and have Quite a few Pets I like Riding Bikes with My Hubby , I like Photography , I Like going to the Gym ,I Like Tattoos , I Like playing EverQuest 2. from time to time , I also spend time on line "MySpace" of course, and I belong to a few helpfull groups and spend time each day checking out what others have to say on certain subjects ... and bowling cant forget bowling!!!!

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Most any kind , but nothing hard like real hard rock or real hard country or real hard rap.... I like to express myself threw music. ~~~
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Movies:

"The 40 year old Virgin", "Garfield 1 & 2 ", "Wedding Crashers","Fun with Dick & Jane","PulpFiction"," The Sixth Sense","Don Juan demarco","City of Angels","Carrie","A Beautiful Mind","Basic Instinct", Anything with Robert De Niro , Nick Cage.. and many many more..
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Television:

"Court TV","Forensic Files","Intervention","The First 48","CNN","Law & Order","CSI", and stuff like that...
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Books:

Anything by Stephen King...."Pet Cemetary","Thinner","The Stand","Sometimes They Come Back","Skeleton Crew","The Shining","Salem's Lot","Needful Tings","The Mist","Misery","The Green Mile","Dolores Claiborne","The Dead Zone","Cujo","Christine","Children of the Corn","Carrie", Just to name a few... Also I like the books better then the movies.. I like to read and discover the story in my mind, let my imagination run wild...
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James Blunt - No Bravery

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The Men & Women that would give their lives up for you, get paid crap and are seperated from their famlies for over a year at a time .... Our Military Give Them some Fucken Respect .. they are Doing What they are Told to "protect" someones freedom , they can not Help who is in the white house running the show, They follow orders , hate the war if you want , hate the goverment if you want , but SUPPORT OUR TROOPS "

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Paige ,Paige ,Paige ..MOLESTED???

When I was about 8 yrs old my sister Paige and I were sitting in my stepfather/dad's truck at the bank waiting on him, {my Mother Nancy was at work} Paige told me that Gearld our Dad/stepdad had been ...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 03:33:00 PST

~Silent Lucidity~

I heard this song today and it made me cry... "Silent Lucidity" Bye Queenryche Hush now, don't you cry,wipe away the teardrop from your eye.You're lying safe in bed,it was all a bad dream spinni...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 02:58:00 PST

New Quacks...Thoughts on Life or the lack of~

well today was new doctor day , Two weeks ago I had a mental health evaluation , and today they talked to me a bit more and told me I have " Borderline personality Disordered " already knew that ...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 04:05:00 PST

~A Letter back on January 26TH~06'

Hello again, Alright, Like I said before I do not remember much but I will try to remember. I remember not wanting to talk to you when I was younger, I remember grandma,( I ...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 11:06:00 PST

~Today` yesteday ` memories and forever

My NEW sucker fish is already dead , he died a few days ago.. no more flushing them .. I just throw them in the trash now.. ker-plunk..... fish are strange creatures... Well today is Friday... I ...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 08:22:00 PST

~She covered her ears.....~

Well ..... Today I saw my med doctor on post... that was way intresting .. My first time of seeing her or any other shrink / med dr ...look down and cover her ears, and she said "I ...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 04:05:00 PST

~Fried

A rainy Sunday morning..... been sleeping a lot more lately ~ I think I was just plain mentaly and physcialy exausted from the lack of sleep I was getting .. I was so fricken tired and sti...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 06:48:00 PST

~Life~

Welcome To My World~~~I have had depression since I was a small child and my first suicide attempt was at the age of 14,, I never got any mental help untill in my mid 20's , I have attempted suicide 5...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 11:20:00 PST

STALKERS

No not Celery stalks lets keep celery out of this one!! ... people that poke around your profile ...more then once ... so they can feed some empty spot in their soul ??... some need to know more...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 10:28:00 PST

LETTER FROM ME TO NANCY, It is her choice now

Date: Wed, 27 Sep 2006 00:06:16 -0700 (PDT) From: "DeeDee Chase :0)" View Contact Details Add Mobile Alert Subject: all I ever wanted To: "NANCY SUE H@SS" ...
Posted by {DeeDee}~Smile, I Said SMILE Damit on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 12:09:00 PST