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Christian

Only Black Is True.....Only Death Is Fucking Real.

About Me

I play the drums in the band Doom of Sarnath, and I like listening to underground metal and watching Horror movies.
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My Interests

Music, Literature, Spirituality, Mythology, History, Philosophy, Dreaming, Psychology, Nature, The Supernatural, The Paranormal, Religion/The Occult, Aliens, Cryptozoology, Serial Killers.

I'd like to meet:

The Black Goat of the Woods with a Thousand Young
In the desert I saw a creature, naked, bestial, Who, squatting upon the ground, Held his heart in his hands, And ate of it. I said, "Is it good, friend?" "It is bitter – bitter", he answered, "But I like it Because it is bitter, And because it is my heart." - Stephen Crane

Music:

Death Metal, Grindcore/Goregrind, Black Metal, Thrash Metal, Doom Metal, Stoner, Psychedelic, Hardcore Punk, Horror Punk, Rock 'N' Roll, Jazz, Classical, Folk, Ambient.

Movies:

Horror, Gore.

Television:

Destination Truth

Books:

H.P. Lovecraft, Stephen King, J.R.R. Tolkein, Clive Barker, Anne Rice, Robert E. Howard, Brian Lumley, Edgar Allen Poe, Charles Baudelaire, Thomas Harris, Aliester Crowley, Franz Kafka, Adolf Hitler, Simon (Necronomicon)

Heroes:

Cliff Burton, Chuck Schuldiner, Chris Reifert, Bill Steer, The Morbid Guys, and all of the other bands and musicians that have kept me sane through all of these years.

My Blog

Pity

Rivers of happiness are drying up Your heart is dying still All your smiles are masks To hide your pain within Hurt from all the sorrow Loosing your mind from all the pain Pieces of your spirit floa...
Posted by Christian on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 05:53:00 PST

Inner Agony

You don't know the agony You don't know it You don't know what it is like to look up at nothing To feel the emptiness entering into youTo feel the shadow crawling over your heart It blocks out everyth...
Posted by Christian on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 02:27:00 PST

Solace

No solace in the everyday wonders of life An icy river cuts through my heartI can run around in circles and though the view may change,I'm still in the same clearing surrounded by tangled growths The ...
Posted by Christian on Fri, 12 Sep 2008 04:50:00 PST

A Forest Veiled In Shadow

Unwanted, Unwelcome All wishes unrequited This perpetual circle of closed doors and dead ends Over which I have no control Caught in a choice between two trails of sorrow Neither of which I want One t...
Posted by Christian on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 06:38:00 PST

Time

Time flows steadily on without me I am watching it progress like the tree watches the stream I exist within another time One which flows with no consideration of the time you follow
Posted by Christian on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 03:48:00 PST

Spirtual Conversion (Consummation)

I am feeling this again Quite the same as before Nostalgia is always painful for me I am thrown back to several months ago We all fall into our valleys, and climb back up our mountains But w...
Posted by Christian on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 08:28:00 PST

The Missing Piece

Whose to say what's right or wrong Can I accept "To Each His Own"Am I drifting into forbidden zonesAm I even in the place where I belongHonesty and Integrity Have I seen what is to seeIs it even up to...
Posted by Christian on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 08:11:00 PST

The End

This is about nothing and yet everything. I dedicate this musing to all of the members of the human race who try and see past what is merely of the common earth. To those I know personally (you know w...
Posted by Christian on Tue, 22 Jul 2008 06:47:00 PST

A Metaphor

Prelude Fog begins to gather Mist drifting through the orchid Water soaks the green Flowers bud from within I Waves break upon the shore leaving an evanescent line where they cease. I stand on th...
Posted by Christian on Tue, 13 May 2008 05:25:00 PST

Burial Train (Scaring Yourself to Sleep)

           This piece of prose, musing, whatever deals a lot with life, death , and especially the afterlife. I use many terms that you may or not be ...
Posted by Christian on Fri, 09 May 2008 04:18:00 PST