every thing changes |
you blink your eyes and everything changes. i wish we could blink again and have them and make things go back again. tonights rough, 15 more minutes to midnight. sitting here alone and all...
Posted by ellie on Sat, 24 May 2008 08:49:00 PST |
thank you |
I will never take for granted the things that mean the most to me.i have lost alot,but i have gained alot as well.my self esteem,my passion,my love,learning who i really am..I know in both worlds ther...
Posted by ellie on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 04:56:00 PST |
todays |
been doing alot of thinking.its amazing how the ones who love you the most and who affect you most in the world,are the ones you push away.i do that to save them from me.alot has happened in the lastf...
Posted by ellie on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 07:38:00 PST |
its all good. |
well i got out today.i had a pretty positive day considering all the shitty luck i seem to have.but i am determines,i dont care what luck i have or what goe bad in my life.i will always keep that face...
Posted by ellie on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 01:05:00 PST |
todays a good day |
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Posted by ellie on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 05:26:00 PST |
Anger Issue..my apologies,,also i got a trash mouth so sue me |
yeah i have an anger issue.ordered.to talk to someone today about my being so angry and loss of control of my emotions.well i say fuck you.i hate people who wanna pry into my business.friends i dont m...
Posted by ellie on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 12:10:00 PST |
REALITY CHECK |
opened my eyes today for the first time.i have been greedy lately and i apologize.i put this wall up and decided i didnt care what others wanted.i was going to do what made me happy.i still will do wh...
Posted by ellie on Sun, 16 Mar 2008 07:15:00 PST |
thought I would keep you posted on us all |
well this is a busy busy week.Justin goes to see his surgeon on Monday..He will be operated on March 6th.....he has 2 docs appointments this week.he will be laid up for one year.On wednesday I go see ...
Posted by ellie on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 01:41:00 PST |
scared in a way.yes and I am just venting |
why now, why does god have to keep throwing obstacles in my life.yup the road is clear and he just up and throws shit in my path.well I am getting tired of that road with clutter in the way.youw...
Posted by ellie on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 08:14:00 PST |
a dear friend posted this.I am posting it....thanks chaos |
Let It GoI like this and its perfect for this moment...I read it at the right time!!!its funny and awesome how God works!!!
There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you thi...
Posted by ellie on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 06:39:00 PST |
