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Just Jilly

still here

About Me

I am Jillian. I love to know more than you do about anything worth knowing. I want to be able to fix my own car, build my own table, cabinet, chair or fucking staircase. I want to see sites that only a determined few have the stamina to get to. I want a gallery showing of my doodles in a semi-major city before I die. I want to be a business woman.. A family person.... whether I have kids or not. I want to MOVE people, MOTIVATE people and create an environment where people can make a difference. I make weird art because its WEirD ArT. Man! I am extremely sexual and affectionate if you let me .... on the flipside I am very BLunT, HaRsh, and strong. I tell you what I mean and I don't take your shit (unless I am plotting to underhandedly crush you later) I've seen and done things that 'decent people' have nightmares about. I've jovially committed almost every sin there is and am disappointed only that I'm approaching the end of the list. Most of what I say will go over your head... not because you're stupid, but because I'm neurotic and think way too much in short periods of time, allowing for my exceeding 10x the comprehendable pun-nage per minute limits. That sentence Is grammatically correct. Don't believe me, ChALleNge me. ----In fact... on any whim, any day, ChALLengE me. Because I constantly search for the next experience and newest skill to collect for my memoirs. Many think I'm too hyper-active, others too optimistic, and good amount besides think I'm just plain annoying. I am. I'm also very clingy.... until something interesting happens to take my attention up again. I get bored easily. Sometimes it seems like I fall back in love with my exboyfriend drew every other week... but I go weeks, sometimes months without missing him the slightest bit. That will NeVEr go ANYWHERE... he's just there to sleep next to when I need a teddy bear with an actual hearbeat... The guy I lost my virginity to is in the top 5 people in my life who REALLY TRULY KNOW ME and CARE ABOUT ME.. and is closer to me now that he ever was the ... what is it... 5... 6 years ago we dated? No one's opinions but mine and his count in our friendship. We blow off a lot of people's shit over staying close. (As I write this I know I'm going to make this entire bold section into my "about me") Getting away from the exes ---(ha.. that would be a change... ) I try to help everyone with whatever it is I can help them with. It's just my nature.. and it gets me in a lot of trouble. I am an absolute DINER JUNKIE. I love Key City Diner with my heart and soul. Belvidere Diner is rating up there somewhere. Tic toc is for losers. Thats right. Losers. ( I go there pretty often too) I have 15 younger cousins and I love them all like my baby bro or sis. My family is TIGHT. My family is FUCKING AMAZING and FRIKKIN BRILLIANT to boot. Don't fuck with it. Oh yeah. And did I mention I babble?Oh yeah--- I'm different everytime you see me. I got an A in dorkiness. And a capital B in bitchiness. I got an F in sitting still. I love life. I love trying new things... I want to try anything and everything that has ever given anyone a thrill. I love the outdoors more than anything. I'm a tough, yet lovable country girl.... and I just want to be around people who enjoy life as much as I do... who don't sit around doing absolutely nothing and then wonder why their life is shit...

My Interests

learning not to think in word form

I'd like to meet:

...Anyone who crosses my path I guess

Music:

I enjoy each band for different reasons, and based on different factors. I guess I'll list some bandsSublime. System of a Down, 311. Goo Goo Dolls, Matchbox 20, Union Underground, Happy Hardcore, Operation Ivy, Less Than Jake, Maroon 5, No Doubt, Offspring, LaBouche, TLC, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, REM, Moby, Natalie Imruglia, Coldplay, Nat King Cole, Paula Cole, Sheryl Crow, Six Pence None the Richer, Nonpoint, Blind Melon, Sound Garden, Pearl Jam, Alice in Chains, Rush, Pink Floyd, Grateful Dead, Led Zeppelin, Journey, The Animals, The Cars, The Beatles, The Vines, The Monkeys, David Bowie, Billy Idol, Mars Volta, Your Lies Fail (my bro's band), Iron Maiden, Guns N Roses, Killswitch Engage, Evanessence, Fuel, Queen, Hatebreed, Avenged Sevenfold, Megadeath, Earth Crisis, Coal Chamber, Pantera, Tool, Toadies, Blind Melon, Smasthing Pumpkins, Evergreen Terrace, Ivan and the Necrolytes, DANZIG, Jack off Jill, Glassjaw, Suicidal Tendencies, Killswitch Engage, Kottonmouth Kings, Johnny Cash, Coal Chamber, 3rd strike, 311, Led Zeppelin, Blind Guardian, The White Stripes, Smashmouth, NIN, Ivan and the Necrolytes, Cream, The Toadies, Sound Garden,Blind Melon, Acid Bath, Lamb of God, As Ilay Dying, As Cities Burn, Agoraphobic Nosebleed, Thrice, Moe, The Gorillaz, Guerilla Apes, railroad earth AND MUCH MUCH MORE

Movies:

the kind u watch with ppl u care aboutANY.Movie.is.worth.watching.not neccessarily worth appreciating, but worth watching...

Television:

no time. yo trabajo y trabajo y trabajo

Books:

not lately :-(

Heroes:

nomads and the greatly skilled- in any area

My Blog

My long weekend is coming to an end... *sigh

I really should throw a lil party tonight... it's Toni's birthday. I'm on ZERO dollars but if everyone pitches in I can see us getting enough beer to keep me, Dave, Carley, Nick, Katie?, Toni and mayb...
Posted by JILLIAN on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 01:52:00 PST

to think just earlier i was cursing life...

i was just finishing the ealier blog when my grandpa and uncle herbie came in. After spending that last couple of hours with them... ESPECIALLY my uncle herbie. I feel like I have the answers I needed...
Posted by JILLIAN on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 10:53:00 PST

subject

I've just about had it. I play happy every day, just to avoid getting lectured on why I'm not happy and how I have to change things. Fuck it all. I work my ass off. I smile at everyone--even when they...
Posted by JILLIAN on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 06:32:00 PST

just got home~`

*sigh another night...   ladidadida I hate being broke. There's fun to be had without money, true, but the real fun costs a few dollars more than what i have. I'm going to soak in a hot ba...
Posted by JILLIAN on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 07:01:00 PST

"TO CONFIDENCE" (not my usual style.. )

TO CONFIDENCE I don't have to focus on me Because I am me And I know that I'll get through this day somehow I know that there are things that make me happy My friends and family And crazy things I d...
Posted by JILLIAN on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 06:47:00 PST

Lottery: a tax on people who are bad at math

So today was pay day. My dad picked me up from work..dropped me down at erics to pay my last rent payment. I gave Matt a big hug while I was there. I'm going to miss my big broder.  I even gave h...
Posted by JILLIAN on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 07:03:00 PST

Already fuckin homesick

from eric's house that is.   :-(   Honestly... I just moved out yesterday and im sad cuz i kno i just won't be around so much anymore. My parents are basically grounding me. I fucked up wit...
Posted by JILLIAN on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:53:00 PST

Jillian lost your phone numbers... broke her phone

so please send her(me) your number! love u all keep in touch ps. i live with friends now not far from where i used to live. ANyway. I don't have very frequent access to the computer anymore so don't h...
Posted by JILLIAN on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 06:22:00 PST

The ABC story. By Kim and Jillian, Twice.

The Alphabet Words that were used to build the story are in PURPLE.   In the words of Jilly: Yeah man, were going on this kick ass trip today. You should come. I got this armadillo dude. Youre go...
Posted by JILLIAN on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:29:00 PST

Tuesday- August 22

So I didn't have my car today. My mom brought it in to her work so that their mechanic could work on it. The interior light problem is fixed now... Only, of course, after I had pulled every light bukb...
Posted by JILLIAN on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 03:39:00 PST